I recently started trying to go on omegle,emerald and similar sites just to have a conversation with someone who isn't in my direct circle
its pretty chill
>>37533795
view your life as if it were a book you are reading, or a game you are playing.
You can't decide what happens to your character (that's the plot) but you can decide how your character reacts to things and what he dose of his own accord.
ask your self: what would i like to see my character to do in this situation?
you will quickly start to make better decisions for your self.
the trick is to remember to keep doing this.
good luck
>>37533795
in 5 years you can relate to me
>>37533795
>Its gotten bad
has it ever been good?
>>37533795
If it didn't slowly get worse you would be able to keep it up, this is a good thing.
Just gain a fear of intimacy. I've lost contact with friends so long ago I can't even remember any of their names and I haven't spoken to a family member in years. I've never been more satisfied in my life.
>>37534672
>I've never been more satisfied in my life.
>posting on /r9k/
Guess how I know you're lying?
>>37534712
Some of us have pretty dope lives desu. Just too much free time on our hands.