Modafinil/Adderal/Rittalin

Do you have inattentive disorder? I take ritalin when I'm at work, my psychiatrist says it helps me stay organized in a work environment which ultimately relieves my generalized anxiety at home about work.

Im a Geotechnical engineer but I still need speed to do my job every day.

>>37513398
You have a very good brain.

>>37513428
It's very forgetful and quick to miss small details, bad news for a geotech eng so I hide my drug dependancy from my colleagues. It's hard to deal keep it bottled up but I've gotten bad reactions from people in the past when I tell them I take ritalin.

>>37513398
>Do you have inattentive disorder?
Seems like I have psychosis

>>37514085
Then stimulants probably aren't your answer

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>>37514085

>Seems like I have psychosis

Please describe as to why you think you psychosis. I apologize if I misunderstood your post, but I've gone through psychosis before a few times and it's not something you just think you have when your episode is over.

Also I've been prescribed Adderall and if you have mental disorder, it'll make what people have told me is "normal". You'll be confident, calm and understand social cues, but in my opinion, I hate being normal, it's boring.

I was on Adderall for quite some time and in my opinion it's just too good to prescribe for ongoing use. Instant energy, motivation, and euphoria was too much for me to use responsibly. But I guess you might handle it better than I did

Modafinil is like 8 hours of sleep in a pill. It's fairly smooth. Take it and suddenly it just feels like you've had a full night of sleep. Problem is that the crash it rough. The moment it wears off, all the sleep you missed is suddenly pressing down on you.

I recommend it if you need to get through the tail end of a work day or stay up late for some kind of event, as long as you plan to be home and ready for sleep before the last hour wears off.

>>37513151
How can I get adderall or something similar? I don't have an ADHD diagnosis so I can't get a prescription, and I don't know anyone that deals it.

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>>37514100
Why?

>>37514153
This was too autistic but okay. Were you trying to sound intelligent or something?
>hallucinations (kinda visual as shadows and voice type ones + looking at something and thinking it's something else)
>that's the reason dark places kinda scare me
>headaches
>lost the feeling of time
>speech got slower
>bad memory
I've been in a psych ward for couple of days but I live in a 3rd world post ussr country, so nobody gives a fuck.

>>37514463

>Were you trying to sound intelligent or something?

No, you put a post saying that you "seem to have it" like you self diagnosed. Giving me a better description of events would give me a better picture of your mental. For example, you just posted you were in a Psych ward, which implies that you went through it.

As for Stimulants, they could make it worse (however they get rid of my delusions). However, first hand experience is always best to find out. So I'd suggest taking Adderall and having a Benzo on hand to prevent anything to untold happening.