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> Be ENFP
> Have crippling anxiety

loving people and interacting but being too scared to do it 99% of the time is living hell. texting is way easier but i end up being ghosted by anyone that i get brave enough to talk to

>tfw hidden among the normies

I look perfectly like a normie. Not Chad, but easily somebody who could have a life, have sex, go out with friends on the weekend, and the like. I'm attractive even. I go to uni and work, so I rub shoulders with people all the time. But unless they get to know me, they don't realize that I'm a friendless loser. Like OP said, I stopped trying to be social because it just made me feel more worthless. So I've found I can just keep to myself and look normal and nobody knows there's anything weird about me. They're not even looking at or thinking about me. I blend in. But I know I'm not one of them. It's a weird way to interact with the world. Because everybody wants to feel like they're different or whatever, but I'm genuinely more isolated than most people I'm around. It feels strange living in the same place as these people but not at the same time.

Does anyone else know this feel?

>>37508390
>spending every night on [censored] and the internet instead of having a life
>spending every night
>spending every
>spending every day und night
>spending every waking hour
People don't want to socialize with me, so why even bother. Making originals is life now

>>37508444
Trips confirmed. I am sorry for your lack of social life, maybe you'll be reborn as a Chad in the next life

>>37508390
I probably had a shot at being normal until I became a pizzafaced beta in middle school.

I'm in my 30's now and can't really pinpoint a definite moment in time where it all went to shit.

>>37508769
Yeah sucks to be bullied and even when you ask for help, nobody ever helps you. Then they try to make you look like you were the problem

I am sorry that your life has faced many hardships and nobody ever helped you

>Tfw that personality test explains why I never fit in
>Tfw I'm INTP-T

It was this and the one girl I loved destroyed the sliver of confidence I had when I acted chad and made a move to kiss her. We did kiss, and then she never talked to me again.like blatant ignoring, cut off. For a guy who was once pretty confident compared to how I am now, that moment fucked me up beyond belief. I have only loved one girl, and she tore me to prices. I have a few more, but this was the straw that broke the camel back

>>37508390

Can relate. Have zero friends, girlfriend kissless at my 26 years. Tried to be a normie, but failed.

>>37509945
How can you try to be normal if you never even been normal ?