they hate me
im mentally ill
and cant change. i tried my best not to have another meltdown
im trying to distract myself
i felt like watching anime but i dont anymor
he hates me
daddy hates me
its all my fault i made threads without thinking and said his name
now he hates me hes gone foreveri want dad back
what am i supposed to do now
hes making me cry i know he is
he said these threads were funny im happy to have made you laugh at least
i want daddy back
even if he thinks im mentaly ill and thinks i want revenge on him
i dont want to lose dad
im doing my best to be normal
if you think i cant be forgiven ill do bad things to myself to make you feel better
ill make a bad reputation for myself and ill hurt myself and show you
some of your friends know my irl name so you can do things with it and destroy me to get back
>>37492259
You can do it, anon. I believe in you. I really hope things get better.
im trying to be better and take medication
please dont hate me
im not even worth hating
i didnt join the server to get information i joined it because i liked people there
and i liked watching you
i dont hold any judgement at all towards anything you say i cant even ddrive or take a plane anywhere i told you about my life
im too pathetic to hate
so please just push me over the edge one more time at least. your words mean a lot
i dont know how to let go.
please just make those feelings go away then
i cant handle crying everyday you dont know how much it meant to be your friend
i cant do anything about it daddy hates me
even though i got banned from the server im trying to recreate it with some of the people because i liked it so much
if youre offended by this i'll give you ownership/let you delete it
i dont mean to steal anyone. im not that kind of person. please let me do bad things to myself to please you
i dont want you to be scared of me
ill make everyone hate me
you wont be involved at all
ill make myself the worst person in the world i already did a bad thing to you
you can watch and laugh at me
even if i cry ill do anything to please you
please at least just laugh at me
i dont want you to be annoyed
just at least laugh at me
i dont want to be hurt by you ill hurt myself so you can feel equal
its a game of winning to you right?
please hurt me as much as possible until i end myself
its an honor to get it from you
Am running out of things to say
i guess i cant change like you guys said
my parents said i was like that too
so ill just be simple about it
i deserve to be dead aya
i shouldnt have said this much
i dont know what im doing
forgive me
>>37492259
You know we all struggle daily with problems too Anon, but that is what friends are for. We can chat and game the day away if it makes you feel better.
>>37493399
I sort of felt good today
i cant forget it at all
i tried my best not to cry. lets watch some anime
i feel disconnected
>>37493462
Sure thing, let's do that. I will always be around for you.
>>37493535
thanks scatternii
i hope daddy likes me again one day
he will never like me again
i want to die
this feeling makes me feel hopeless
please hug me again
and watch over my threads daddy
>>37493582
Of course he would, they are family after all.
Anytime Anon. Promise to be strong and things will get better. I have been through a lot too.
>>37493703
Hugs!
>>37493722
thanks
i hope he comes back
i want him so bad
hes making me suffer
haha lmao haha
>>37493802
thanks
i feel better now that ive pleased you aya
im so dumb im not even worth being considered a problem
>>37492259
>they hate me
no they don't :)
This is some kind of faggot discord rp thread or some shit idk you kids lost me at boipucci
>>37492259
>they hate me
im mentally ill
indeed , stop posting kumiko and maki in every board
stop avataring with her and hang yourself.
>>37495394
i actually like that person and feel bad for him sometimes
>>37492259
why do I hate females so godamn much
you're like split tongue serpents, damning us all with tears
Playing with women is like playing with the devil
>>37492259
who is they? do you mean (((THEM)))?
nice blog post you fucking retard, literally NO ONE CARES
you people are the vermin that are destroying r9k
>>37492259
bby wuts wrong honey? que paso
>>37496456
This isn't a girl it's rem
Show some respect
Stop deleting servers rem, all the ones you've invited me to were really fun but you always end up deleting them ;(
What in the actual fuck is this all about?
>>37498583
Rem using /r9k/ as a personal blog to cry in. Happens ever so often.
Rem is just an autist dw about it.
>>37498609
Who the fuck is rem? Who the fuck cares? lmao fuck off you stupid faggots. All you ever do is whine.
>>37498666
As I said
>Rem is just an autist dw about it
sage the thread and move on. If he is ignored he will eventually stop doing this. Stop giving the autist attention.