can someone talk to me i dont know whats wrong with me but i

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>>37481335
What's on your mind? I'll listen.

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>>37481335
Hi, do you think you feel bad more often in the afternoon? That seems to be the pattern but I'm not sure.

green text what's up?

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>>37481335
hell op, you are triggering me the feels

>>37481348
>>37481359
>>37481366
Someone blocked me yesterday.
and I really liked them. It feels like I lost a parent or something
i cant stop thinking about it
my friend cloud went offline after we watched stuff
and now i feel lonely like crying i feel weird
it hurts

>>37481403
At least they aren't dead!
There are millions of people that are better than them out there. Cry for a while, but move on when you're done.

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>>37481403
Looked like you guys were happy today though, I don't understand.

>>37481471
>>37481483
>>37481483
I kind of was
I feel weird now that he went to sleep
and someone else blocked me yesterday
i cant stop thinking about it
hes making me cry on purpose isnt he
thats why he blocked me

>>37481506
>hes making me cry on purpose
w a t
That's not what guys do.

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>>37481506
Oh, someone else? I don't know if I know who that is, but just give them some space and they'll come back, they pretty much always do.

>>37481403
>it feels like I lost a a parent

This probably why they blocked you OP. Learn from this experience so you don't make the same mistake again. People generally don't want the burden of someone leaning on them like that unless it's some kind of fetish.

Best wishes though and hope you find the person(s) you need.

If only I didn't share my room I would open a crying discord for us, ever since I moved I haven't got the privacy to let everything out, I really need this and it isn't making me ecen slightly better, I am always feeling like I want to die, I fucking hate everything including myself I just want to off myself

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>>37481506
You sound a little overwhelmed. Get out for a walk and get some fresh air, you'll be able to think more clearly.

Why did he block you? Did you guys get in a fight?

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stop enabling this fucking faggots

holy shit wake up to yourselves

>>37481532
>>37481533
I said good evening and then sorry for everything
then they blocked me
i couldn't calm down and started crying
>>37481551
Its not a fetish I have
im weird i guess
i liked their attention it made me feel like i had a purpose
>>37481559
He thinks im out to get revenge on him
and was talking to me fine the day before
but he blocked me the next day after i greeted him in the morning
i didnt know what to do i started crying into my pillow so my parents couldnt hear
im trying my best to move on but i dont know how

>>37481590
Enabling what?

>>37481590
/r9k/ is a nice place
this is a nice board
be nice or get off the computer

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>>37481607
Well, just wait it out, try and not let other people bother you so much, you can't control their actions. There's nothing you can do besides that.

>>37481617
wow ok you got me im sorry really truly am

>>37481608
This is 90% the same fag that used to make aya threads, and before that made "sperg on discord" threads. They're a living forced-meme. Actual cancer

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>>37481607
>i dont know how
You have a good night of sleep. The restful sleep where you wake up and you feel good and don't remember what it is that you were really upset about.

Have some cats in the meantime.

>>37481645
I know
but i just want to feel better
i keep crying
i dont know why
im trying to calm down but i just pace around the room or rock back in forth.
he hates me
and im mentally ill to him
i can never change

>>37481672
>90%
I love when dipshits pull numbers out of their asses like this.

Do you really think there's only one person that avatarposts anime girls and has trouble socializing with people, on /r9 fucking k/?

>>37481335
I'll talk to you whenever.
Just hit me up Nightrose#2309

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>>37481686
go talk to someone in real life faggot
stop being a little bitch on the internet
you've been making these threads and posting like this for weeks its just forced at this point nigger

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Deploying cat

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>>37481686
Well, I don't know what to say besides stop thinking about them, and trust me, I know how hard that is to do. Just distract yourself as much as possible from it.

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>>37481590
Go away.

>>37481607
>>37481686

That's really shitty anon. He sounds like a jerk.

This person >>37481559
is right. You should go take a walk. Moving on is important, and try not to overthink it. Maybe just do something you enjoy to get your mind off of it or sleep if you can.

You CAN change by the way, mental illness isn't permanent. He didn't deserve to be your friend if he treated you this way.

>>37481697
Their typing style is the exact same and the shit they're saying is the same. Go look in the archives at the Aya threads, if you can find them

>>37481697
He's right, though. This is Rem no doubt. It's 100%, not 90%. He's talking about a specific person-- they're quite a few people that avatarfag as anime girls and have trouble socializing, but this is the guy who makes aya+sperg on discord threads

>>37481686
At the risk of sounding like a "just b urself" bellend, why the fuck do you even care? If he thinks you're mentally ill then it's his lost. I know it's easy to have tunnel vision and think this is your last chance at making a valuable friendship or more with someone, but it's not. Life goes on, you're going to meet more people too. Want a discord to come chat? We're a handful of people who like to shitpost and share the same experiences you have.

>>37481762
He has a lot of friends, hes just obsessed with aya

>>37481789
Cool, and you're obsessed with upsetting a person online that you've never met or know anything about, just hide the thread and move on if it offends you so

>>37481804
He shits up the board and for a while he would have 2 or 3 goddamn threads up at once. I don't know how the mods manage to have the self-control to not ban the useless sack of shit. This board isn't his blog

>>37481834
why do you hate op so much

>>37482013
Kill yourself, Rem. Seriously, if you won't stop posting threads, I would honestly rather you just kill yourself.

>>37482064
ow the edge oof owwwwwie ouch oof

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>>37481335
Hey, OP, i got an idea
add this guy and bully him lmao
just don't mention me, okay? xddd

Seriously, how do you see yourself as innocent

>>37481741
Thanks
im just trying not to have a panic attack
i think his friends are attacking me still
they are quite malicious

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>>37482474
Yeah, they don't seem like very good people.

>>37481741
Just curious, why did you choose a pic of Aigis to go with your post? It seems a little strange out of context.

>>37482507
I forgot what i was sad about because i got my hair cut and took a shower
im so glad im not crying anymore

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>>37482538
That's cool, do you like your hair short?

>>37482577
my dad cut it for me

it was getting really long
how long is your hair

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>>37482625
It's short I guess, it's right above my eyebrows when it hangs down and it's nice and short in the back. I like it short, makes my face look a lot better I think. Easier to wash too.

>>37482426
Rem has the right to feel bitter sometimes after being abandoned, he isn't perfect but he is a good person

>>37482686
eeee that sounds cute
im glad you posted in the thread

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>>37482754
I'm glad I posted too. post your bed

Anon I'm here if you care to talk

>>37482814
post your dick Mioposter

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>>37482814
okay
i dont really like it
>>37482832
thanks
what should i start with

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>>37482849
Maybe if you were my boyfriend, but you're not, sorry anon.

>>37482908
Our bed locations are pretty similar, you need a bedsheet so you aren't just laying on your mattress!

>>37482941
Maybe? So you wouldn't necessarily give dick pics even to your boyfriend? Jesus talk about giving someone blue balls

>>37482941
i dont like bedsheets they scare me and make me feel like i have too much
this bed isnt as great as i thought it was
i remember crying a lot on it
and i dont want to lay on it anymore

>>37482998
I don't want to sound accusatory or mean at all, but do you see a therapist or take medications to help your mood?

>>37483029
I havent seen a therapist
but i saw my psychiatrist and she diagnose me with some things.
i have to wait for the medicine to kick in around a week i guess
Im trying not to cry
sorry

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>>37482986
I'm pretty conservative when it comes to those things, anon. If I had known him for a good amount of times then I guess I would. It can be kinda scary though if you break up and he shares your naughty bits all over r9k.

>>37482998
Bedsheets can be irritating when they jumble up, looks like you just sleep with a light blanket on you, right? I like to use a heavier comforter, it makes me feel safe, but your bed isn't a safe place for you, that must be really hard.

>>37483053
>It can be kinda scary though if you break up and he shares your naughty bits all over r9k

Maybe it would be scary from your perspective
To me he would be a national hero
I want to see Mioposter's huge horse cock

>>37483049
You don't need to apologize. I'm just a little concerned. It's good that you're getting help, and yeah it sucks that you need to wait so long for some medicines to get working. Keep in mind that the first medicine doesn't always help, and if that's the case you shouldn't give up hope. There's always more options to try out, and medicine helps best with a change of lifestyle or change of thought patterns. Everyone deserves to be happy and healthy, even if you don't feel like you deserve it you do. I promise you that.

>>37483053
i sleep with a mix of light and heavy desu
yours is just a comforter?

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>>37483134
Yeah I just sleep with the comforter over me. None of my blankets are quite big enough to cover me when I stretch out, it works for me as long as the house is kept cool.

>>37483111
thanks i try to distract myself as much as possible here
my body gets tired a lot to combat the sadness i think
>>37483168
thats p comfy
i wish we could lay together with a phone out
what do you turn your temp to?
usually 58 is the sweet spot

>>37483053
Conservative types are cute. If your boyfriend asked you to marry him after less than a year together, would you accept? Or would you be too conservative?

>>37483181
My grandparents like to keep the house warm because they're old so at night it's usually 72-73. I've gotten used to it

>>37483246
Thats shitty
lets move in one day

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>>37483241
No, I would have to know him longer than that. Marriage is a serious commitment.

>>37483265
Sure, where would we live though? One of our home states or somewhere else?

>>37483296
you could live with me and oneechan
we'll all be pitching in to pay for the house
in her state
i just need to get out of here first!

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>>37483313
Hmm, that would be alright if I can ever get to a position to where I can hold down a job. Hope her house is big enough for 3 people.

>>37483296
>Year 1
>Mioposter, will you marry me?
>No anon marriage is a serious commitment

>Year 2
>Mioposter, will you marry me?
>No anon marriage is a serious commitment

>Year 3
>Mioposter, will you marry me?
>No anon, marriage is a -
>*throws Mioposter out the window for being a cockteasing slut*

t. your future

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>>37483355
If you can't get one ill make money for the both of us
leave it to me

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>>37483359
That's quite the extrapolation anon. I think I would be okay with putting out before marriage if I knew them really well, so that's not really cockteasing.

>>37483369
N-no, I'll get a job or get disability or something, I could never let you take on the burden of supporting the both of us.

>>37483405
I could probably get disability too
it may be sound but it's always good to have someone to rely on

Do you think you could get money for disability?

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>>37483444
I don't think either of us are bad enough for disability unless you want to go through 3-5 involuntary holds at the psych ward and then lay it on real thick for the doctors, sorry. It's really hard to get disability in America.

>>37483471
Sounds scary
we can always end our lives together
my parents wont care
so i can take a bus to where you are

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>>37483525
It's too early to think about stuff like that, we both have stuff we need to try first.

>>37483583
yeah
i dont know why but im feeling worse again

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>>37483623
I feel that way a lot, just feeling super bad randomly for no reason. It sucks because there's no way to make it stop because you don't know why it's happening.

I like this song.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QnA4r4ocDII

>>37483660
im trying to feel better
i want to hide
i hate my life so much
i wish i could live with someone

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>>37483696
Look forward to living with onee-chan. That's your goal, right?

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>>37483735
i hope it happens
i want to stop thinking about the same bad things.
im trying my best not to cry

maybe if it happens you can come down too

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>>37483753
Me coming down sounds like a long shot, I don't know if I'm cut out for California, but who knows? Life has thrown me curve balls before.

>>37481335
be my qt bf op
originally original

>>37481403
Ouch, I am sorry to hear that. I was excited to get in touch with an old friend but they blocked me after I suddenly had to leave, and I can't tell them or anyone why, but it was important. I miss 'em.

>>37483778
hello
>>37483790
Thanks
i keep thinking about it and crying
i want a mom or dad
why wont he come back
thats all i think about

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>>37483811
How long have you been awake? How much did you sleep?

>>37483811
Post an email so we can start chatting and eventually we'll work up to me fucking your BP and then you wont care about that guy anymore.

>>37483858
i woke up around 8 am
and slept for 8 hours

im gonna try to sleep i dont want anymore meltodnws

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>>37483889
Okay, that's good! Have a nice sleep.

>>37483889
Goodnight, OP. I hope you feel better in the mornin