Hello im trying not to have another meltdown. i acted really

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Hi friend, sorry you're feeling bad.

>>37462814
i tried rocking back and forth to feel better
i cant stop pacing around
my parents wouldn't care if i told them how i was feeling im scared to feel this way any longer
i hate it

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>>37462853
You'll be getting your medication soon, or maybe you've gotten it already. Let that give you some hope, might make you feel better.

Have you thought about writing in a journal? I like to log my thoughts and feelings down sometimes. Makes me feel better.

>>37462932
writing down stuff doesn't help me
and I took my new antidepressants today
the psychiatrist didn't tell me much about them

I wish they would come back
i dont feel good watching anime anymore
it makes me feel sad remembering them

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>>37462932
>you'll be getting your medication soon

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>>37463123
That's good, it will be interesting to see how it affects you. It's an anti-depressant like any other, look it up on Wikipedia if you want, I always like to look up what I'm taking just because I think it's interesting, maybe avoid looking at the side-effects though or you may think you have them when you really don't.

I wish they would come back too, but you can't force them back, don't worry about things outside of your control, it will save you a ton of stress, I promise.

>>37463154
What is this supposed to mean?

>>37463193
I hope it makes me happy
and i'll stop thinking of wanting to be around bad people

>>37463193
how did you know?

original comment

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>>37463245
If it doesn't work we'll keep trying until we find something that does. I believe in you!

>>37463266
I'm magic.

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>>37463270
Good because I can't handle these everyday meltdowns

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>>37463289
It's gonna be okay, we're gonna do it together, alright!?

Just don't get out of bed, that's what I do..

>>37462768
You sound like a fag, stop being gay

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i wish that i could have friendship with someone like you two, i just seem unable to bond with anyone. nothing feels "special to me" and everything feels more or less the same. everything feels mediocre and average and blank/numb

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>>37463737
Hi! You can add me on Discord if you'd like.

Codreanu#9879

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>>37463836
it's okay, i don't think that it will be good. i am not good at talking because i never have anything to say. i hope i didn't bother you! it's just that i have nobody to ""vent"" to and even when i do, i dont know what to say because i have too much anxiety of the sorts

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>>37463865
Hmm, are you sure? You seem nice and everyone deserves at least one friend. We can even just share pictures and stuff if you don't feel like talking, I like doing that sometimes, it's nice to enjoy someone's company in silence.

Maybe write down my username in notepad or something just in case you ever want to talk, I'm pretty much always online.

>>37463836
how are you able to be so genuine and sincere?

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>>37463912
I like being nice to people because I like people being nice to me back. Kindness deserves kindness, right?

I'm hopeless and dying inside but being nice and meeting nice people makes me feel good.

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>>37463952
thank you for thinking of the well being of a stranger~
it is nice to know that somebody at least cares a small bit for me because apparently nobody that i know in real life does, i've told that that i unironically want to die and they didnt really think too much about it.

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>>37464100
That's brave. My family knows I have depression but have no idea how bad it really is. No one knows in real life except my therapist and my psychiatrist. It feels really good telling a real person what's wrong with you.

>>37464175
i mean, i just bluntly said it casually. not really explaining how i feel.

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>>37464250
It's a cry for help, I think. I do stuff like that to my friends online. I feel like a burden to them a lot since I'm always depressed.

>>37462768
relax It's just aftershock. you did the right thing but it was something that took alot of nerve and now your body is recuperating. this sortof thing also usually happens after fist fights. don't be afraid to tell , go ahead and tell your parents expecting nothing, even venting to anyone will do help you recover from the aftershock quicker.
stay strong anon.

>>37464721
Thanks anon
i still feel right about what i did
but didn't realize i could've cried and begged again
then went psychotic
but im choosing not to bow down to these things anymore
or these bad people

>>37464175
I know what's wrong with you, you're a dumb STD-infested bimbo
Go back to Chad, whore

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>someone is persistently avatarfagging my waifu in a thread unrelated to k-on
Fuck off man, you soil her image with your actions

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>>37464820
Uhhh, what? I'm not a girl. That's flattering though, thanks.

>>37464926
At least your waifu isn't Mugi.

>>37464926
Ew
Mio would hate you
Cod deserves mio
you dont

>>37464937
ugh I didn't mean to inflate your ego even more, roastie
must be nice to have 20 orbiters just for existing

>>37462768
this is nice server
banned

>>37465069
what server are you talking about?

>>37465093
the one in OP's post

>>37465069
pretty much same thing happened to me lol

>>37465114
what server exactly?
its a post talking about not having a meltdown?

>>37465130
>AmQYSs
this is a code for a discord link

>>37465142
that isnt from what i see
where is the link?

>>37465142
That's a secret code his therapist gave him, dumbass. It's a common thing for therapists to give patients secret words/phrases/mantras to calm themselves down in times of crisis.

>>37465153
have you ever used discord ?

>>37465160
epic post bruther

>>37465153
Its a code, you put it at the end of the discord link

>>37465161
No, i haven't.
im the op of this thread
>>37465181
how so? there is no link in this thread

>>37465181
Reminder to ignore the crazy anon and his paranoid theories.

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>>37462768
i'm about to do the same thing in 4 hours.

I work with a really old dude who constantly picks on me at work. I'm gonna finally stand up today but i suspect my voice will shake too.

>>37465194
How old is he
I was bullied on a regular basis by men in the 80-85 range when I was a kid. Horribly so.

>>37465211
he's 80-85 too!

For some reason, I transfer my fear of strict-fathers to old people. I need to stop doing this.

>>37465184
There is a special code you use to get into a discord server, you can't post the whole code on the chan or else you'll get banned for spam,so people just post the end, which is the only part that really matters

>>37465225
Yes, yes, and the television and phone are all bugged and spying on you. Get off the meth.

>>37465225
youre just saying it is a special code
but theres no link
and my post isnt spam?

>>37465184
Wait. you are the op of this thread?

why the fuck are you asking about how the code works, if you made the server you obviously understand how invitations to the server work

>>37465257
yes im op. I don't know what code you mean by?

>>37465272
>AmQYSs
this is a specific code used at the end of a universal link to join discord servers.

the link is not here because you would be flagged for spam if you posted it, however, the code at the end is here because it is not technically a link.

>>37465291
Where is the universal link then?
i made the thread so im confused

>>37465327
Khoog#7648 add me on discord if you want to understand, I dont know how to post the link here