>tfw dumb
>tfw anxiety keeps me from concentrating to any degree
>tfw awful at my job still after 30 days
>coworkers constantly yell at me or mutter that I'm "a fucking retard" under their breath
>tfw it's all completely deserved
>tfw can't get better and hear people talking about how fucking awful I am and groan when they get assigned to me
I want to kill myself guys I feel so fucking useless.
>>37462465
Hope things get better anon
I'm in a semi similar situation, I'm not dumb though but just social awkward which makes most people at work think I'm stupid.
>>37462465
>>37462465
I would quit. Fuck that. Also fake confidence or try the 20 seconds of pure no fucks. I have anxiety and I just kept doing that until I acted normal.
>>37462509
Technically I get good grades and place well on standardized tests but I feel dumb nonetheless
>>37462520
I really want to quit but it would be the same anywhere else if I don't stop being so incompetent.
>>37462696
Power through anon. They aren't shit. You can be confident, fuck what they think.
>>37462465
You hear people talking shit, you go to HR.
I don't give a fuck, you are a person in a professional environment, you deserve respect.
>>37462790
I don't though man I'm really inconveniencing the operation and I understand the frustration. I just wish I could get better so it would stop but whenever I focus really hard on one aspect I seem to fuck up another part.
>>37462924
Still, it is so disrespectful to audibly criticize you in a work environment. It's uncalled for.
>>37462790
Do not do this op it will make things much worse for you
columbine your job
>>37463798
Don't worry FBI I'd just do myself in if anything