Is it possible to "kill off" my personality and become someone else? Someone better?
>be me
>23
>lazy, but smartish so I get by
>community college, arts degree
>desperately need a sense of belonging
>only had 1 relationship in my life
>addicted to vydia, procrastinate alot
>only real life skill are decent debating skills. >false sense of superiority
>still insecure
>highly functional autism
>all i've ever achieved is a life of MEDIOCRITY, not even failure because i don't try new things.
How do I "kill" myself and become someone else? Is it even possible? I dont' want to think how I think anymore. I dont want to be me. I need to be someone better. Someone I can be proud of.
>>37455406
1. Leave society.
2. Burn your records and live innawoods for 10 years.
3. Come back, claim amnesia.
4. ????
5. Profit
>>37455406
>>lazy, but smartish so I get by
stop pretending you're smart
you're average
start working
>>37455406
Pseduo intellectual spotted. 'Lazy but smartish' kek
> arts degree
> community college
> smartish
Yku are most likely very average like me and most 4chan losers
>>37455474
At what? Anything?
my shitty not-yet-aquired art degree wont help
What would you suggest that builds character?
>>37455406
It's called self Improvement and discipline, idiot. A better you is not going to magically grow out the poisoned earth of your mind. No matter what meme you convince yourself will work.
You want to be better? then Make Yourself so
>>37455570
You have one of the world's biggest libraries, if not the biggest one, right at your fingertips.
So yes, anything. Or everything. Just work.
>>37455567
>>37455623
Im average. Not Smart. Got it.
I need to work on it then.
Where do I begin?
/fit/?
>>37455759
Getting /fit/ will help you with confidence, and it will give you physical and mental energy.
>stop browsing 4chan
>get in shape
>read Nietzsche and Stirner
Psychedelics have been said to change peoples' personalities. Some people suggest they can give you a "reboot" of sorts by "killing your ego" but I think that's probably a load of stoner hooey, at most you're going to give yourself a mental disorder from overuse.
What I can attest to though is that when I first did psychedelics I found a profound sense of accomplishment and a renewed confidence and trust in myself for being able to handle the trip, which lead to a more positive and open attitude in the immediate future, but nothing mystical, life altering, or beyond easy explanation. This might be strictly autobiographical at this point but my big problem was a fear of everything, if you relate just start trying new things, you don't need to do psychedelics to find out you are worth more than you had previously thought.