Self Harm

>>37448707
I let myself fall in love.

>>37448707

I bit my tongue once by accident. It was quite bad.

I have a scar on my right arm from putting a cigarette out on myself several months ago

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>>37448716
i knew this was going to be an answer god damn it!

Any idea how to cut without making scar?

i slashed my chest, neck arms with a razor
idk what to do now since this happend 40 min ago, i'm still bloody and my mother just came home. H-E-L-P.

>>37448707
I did some drugs nobody should ever do.

NEVER

>>37448794
Put a shirt...

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>>37448804
Same

What drugs

How did they fug you up

>>37448779
fall in love anon-kun

>>37448707
I like to smoke, eat, and drink profusely and sit on my ass all day.

>>37448830
spice

I really can't stress enough...
Never ever. Literally not even once.

im probably the biggest beta cuck orbitier here
>be 15
> was mostly a social outcast, but this one girl tried to see if i was okay in class and wanted to be my friend
>became her friend, talk to her a lot etc and fell in love with her obviously
> she has a boyfriend
> still fell in love with her and she even rejected me but i still kept thinking i had a chance
>the boyfriend broke up with her and now she became single
> i still ask her out like a cuck and she was like no no but we still became friends and she kept saying she might go out with me but she just had to deal with things
>fast forward i still orbit/ love her but she likes another guy.
> still orbit and try to date etc im a fag i know, but then few months past and we haven't talked in months cause of shit, she came back and said she doesn't like the guy anymore
>super happy again and thought i had a chance, but now she likes this other guy and she is gonna go out with him
>completely give up and try to kill myself
and that's my shitty beta orbiter story, hate on me if u want

>>37448707
I have a few scars on my leg from cutting. Nothing major, you probably wouldn't even notice them unless I told you they were there. I've stopped long since then.

Mostly on my hands
Few long ones on the palm and quite many on top. But I try not to cut too deep so that they arent as wide and heal better

>>37448920
don't worry anon, this thread is for spreading love...i know how you feel...and i'm chad type...
i'm just Borderline...so that's a major turndown because i tend to be dramatic.

>>37448929
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>>37448920
Can you post pictures? So we can see real self halmers

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>>37448716
thasam deep shiet

I pick at the skin around my thumbnails a lot. I have a few old scars but it was a lot worse about two months ago, they were constantly bleeding.

>>37448707
I recently stabbed myself in the thumb with my switchblade trying to pry something open. Last time hurt myself I was doing something similar and cut the back of my finger down to the knuckle.

I get a weird sense of pride patching myself up.

I was never extreme with my self harm. Had a dull pair of scissors I'd take to my legs when in a rage. Still have scars though, even though the cuts weren't that deep. Shit sucks.

>>37448779
Bite yourself in areas that won't be easy to mark. Aka the skin between your thumb and index, when opening your fingers.
That's where I used to inflict myself pain.

I used to self harm a lot last year
Some doctor said I am the worst they have ever seen
Didn't self harm for like 10 months now

cutting on the sides of my hands and insides of my thighs. carving words sometimes. also if you want to consider anorexia self harm theres that too

>>37450380
What did you use to do?

Does self-harm help at all? Been too much of a bitch for it but feel close to suicide and looking for alternatives.

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I did it for the first time a few days ago, first session and here is my pic

>>37450416
I mostly cut myself with razor blades

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>>37448716
That is the worst thing i ever did to myself

>>37450432
It helps a lot
Better effect than any benzo I took

I have never self-harmed before, nor do I understand the logic behind this. If someone or something pisses me off, I'd rather vent my frustration through a less destructive use of my time, like intense work-outs, or just lazing around playing vidya.

But I also tend not to internalize retarded things that people say to me, which may be why I have no desire to engage in destructive behaviors in the first place. Life truly is better when you don't give a shit what other people think.

>>37450587
>like intense work-outs, or just lazing around playing vidya.
Yeah, that's not an option for me. If I'm about to do self harm, that means that I'm seeing red and that rational thought cannot penetrate.

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Tranny here.
This is the deepest cut I ever made. It's the beginning of the letter M. I was going to carve the word "MAN" into my leg to remind myself that I'd always be a man no matter what I did. I'm kind of nervous it's not gonna go away.

>>37450850
Faggot you cant change gender seek help

>>37448716
ahhaah faggot

I went on a 4 year long drinking binge and gained 80lbs

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>>37448902
LOL

The Spice must flow!
lol
He who controls the Spice, controls the universe!

spice is a real drug???

>>37451457
No man, you're thinking of cocaine. He who controls the cocaine controls the universe.

>>37451579
>didn't read dune

I feel sorry for you.

>>37450850
It will get less apparent but that's deep enough probably a year or two before it fades to white. Sorry : /. I have to wear pants all the time haha it's been ages since I've worn shorts I can't even remember

>>37450432
Since when does self-harm help at all?
It's a (very) short term rush of endorphins that's cancelled out by the literal pain it induces, it also makes you constantly desire it after you've first done it, overall increasing stress.
If you need something ease short term stress or sadness, listening to sad music can trigger an empathy response which also gives endorphins.

>What's the worst thing you ever done to yourself?

Racked up a bunch of student debt and work a dead end job with no way to pay it off in my lifetime.

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>>37448716
I did too

Organelles

Being alive is a form of self-harm

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i lost it today and razord myself.

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worst thing lve ever done to myseIf

I always put on some depressive black metal then slice my legs up or arm up.
It feels good. Maybe one day I'll man up and cut deeper

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>>37452884
Jesus Christ, anon. I hope you get better soon, whether it's an heroing or achieving failed normie status

Put a bullet in my own head. It didn't kill me because I decided to go in from under the chin. I lied and said I'd been unloading the gun to clean it and fumbled it, then caught it by the trigger. I'm clumsy so everyone believed me.

>>37452994
Borderline personality disorder, it's hard existing.

>>37448920
Don't feel too bad, that's pretty textbook, you haven't passed the point of no salvation

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My deepest cut
It's over a year old now
All of it used to bulge out but now there is only a little spot left that does that

>>37452884
That's hot, Anon. Do you have any more pics?

>>37448707
Most recently I burned my hands by catching a piece of wood on fire then blowing it out after about a minute and pressed it onto my hands until i couldn't feel it anymore.
This was a few weeks ago.

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I usually cut on my shoulder so I can hide it with t-shirts. The scars are all old and faded though. Posting this from my phone so sorry if the pic gets flipped

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>>37450437
I hope that you'll get some help before it gets even more serious!

I'm not a therapist, so unfortunately I can't really help you, but getting an elastic band and snapping it when you start feeling the urge could help. It leaves welts but they only last a couple of days max, which is better than scars/potential infections

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>>37448716

12yo girl detected

>>37453547
GIVE ME PICTURES! I WANNA SEE IT!

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updated picture, I cut more this time, the blade is pretty dull

>>37448707
cut myself deep not cat scratches and burn myself with knifes. idk if anyone remembers the threads like a year or two ago when I posted and I was playing with blood

>>37455717
>>37455762

this much edge l.m.a.o.

>>37448707
sliced the left wrist down to the bone, had everything as well rich parents, loving family lots of friends, apathy took over. couldn't die and everyday is a battle with depression. not a virgin though

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Burned my foot a few times

>>37456076
Oh my Iord son

>>37456076
Jesus Christ, that's disturbing. It's like one of those pictures you see of that made up fear "trypophobia."

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>>37456076

You're under Nurgles embrace, aren't you anon?

>>37455993
My flatmate did that to both of his arms. I've never seen so much blood.

He lives.

>>37456219
I get that that's a 40k reference, but I don't really get what you mean

How do i stop a friend from cutting?

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>>37448716
Yeah I saw this one coming.

This thread makes me feel too normal.

>>37456734
Isn't that the point of /r9k/? It's pretty much "well at least I'm not that guy", the board.

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>>37452884
turn yourself into a mental asylum asap dude

>>37456770
that and "I know what it's like to be that guy"

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>>37456076
God damn that must of been painful. Used to burn myself with cigs too but damn you went all out. You could get an infection and lose your foot.

Pic related are mine. At least your smart about it and do it on your foot but that must be way more painful too.

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>>37448707
I let myself go

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>>37457018
Then got some stitches in my face and ended up in the psych ward a couple times

Went on Omegle one night in my teens and dug and dug into the same cut smearing the blood all over my face. Some dumb cunt thought it was fake. Would like to see her killed desu. Anyway it's permanently and significantly scarred of course and at work I have to wear short sleeves. So that's good.

>>37457018
Dude what happened to break you like that? I'm genuinely curious. I didn't no Chads could lose it like that unless you were always a cyborg.

I overdosed.

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>>37457014
Yeah I've thought about that, but I like to imagine replacing it with something like pic related, nice work on quitting btw

My legs are like 76% scars

>>37457018
mannn don't do that you still look like a chad even though you got out of shape, Hope you get back to your superchad status and cuck us all

>>37450850
>tfw no mentally ill gf (male) to carve my name into
i didn't even know i wanted this feel

>>37457391
Me too, arms aren't too pretty either.
I have hard spots from scar tissue under my skin all over the shop.
It's my biggest insecurity now.

>>37457074
I wasn't Chad, I just enjoyed working out.

I was short and unattractive. I barely finished school since I just stopped going to exams. I was never social and left school without any contacts or anything. I'm a kissless, hugless virgin.

After a few years of being a shut-in I was obese and unhealthy then I went pretty crazy.

>>37458215
Please post more pics. I find broken, overweight, hairy men with self harm scars wildly attractive.

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>>37448707
it's been 3 months since I self harmed.

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Not self harm exactly

>Be me age 14
>live on highway in rural town
>ride bike 2 miles to friends house often
>slightly down hill until his road
>highway has tractor trailers passing through
>riding against traffic
>see tractor trailer coming
>close eyes
>take hands of the handle bars
>keep eyes closed
>hear load whoosh and sound of tractor trailer going by

MFW never got hit. Maybe next time.

>>37458493
I want to cum on your fresh cuts and watch you finger paint with the bloody/jizz concoction

>>37452884
What? Did you lose the whereabouts of the fucking light switch.

>>37458493
Surprisingly, someone here knows tsuki.

I used to fuck up my hips with a nail clipper. Kind of gross.

I'll have these scars for the rest of my life.

Self harm is my biggest regret.

>>37459364
your biggest regret is you not posting pics

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>>37452903
>mfw I did this for so long my legs became filled with cyst to the point that I almost died

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>>37458677
sfine with me

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Haven't done it since I was a teen but I've got lifetime scars on my uppers arms, reee

>>37448716
Fpbp allways and forever

>>37457033
I want to cuddle you and love you. :(

oregano

I just punch myself in the gut sometimes or hit my head against a wall.Does trying to hang yourself count as self-harm?

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>>37450432
Cutting won't help you stay away from wanting to die you moron. Self-harm, specifically cutting, is viciously addictive. It releases adrenaline, good feel hormones in general, plus it lowers your blood pressure the more you do it which is what really delivers the "calming effect" (the fact that you're losing blood).
It literally triggers your body to react as though you had been attacked by someone and after the thrill has passed (aka, the body pumping itself up with adrenaline so you can fight for your life) what follows up is a great calm (you've lost a lot of blood and your blood pressure is wonky and you need to stop moving).
You can build tolerance to cutting by the way, so don't expect to do one tiny cut and keep it at that. No, you'll want to cut more and more, bigger cuts, more places.

So, realistically, you're better off eating some fucking hallucinogenic mushrooms (which don't even give visions for the most part, they just make you laugh a lot which can actually jumpstart your chemistry into being a happy dude).

Yeah I used to cut, but only when I was drunk. It felt pretty good.

I don't do it anymore because I CAN'T STAND the itching while the cut is healing (or gets infected). Holy shit it's unbearable. I've woken up in the middle of the night because it was itching so badly, but I couldn't scratch it because it'd open up the wound again, so I'd slap it as hard as I could or even put muscle patches on it. It itched so badly.

>>37459966
well then post contact and be my gf I guess

>>37448707
I don't self harm. That's a cry for help and I have the social skills to actually ask for it. If I'm going to hurt myself, you can bet your ass that I'm going for the full suicide.

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>Drink pint of vodka
>Burn self with cigarettes
I also cut my chest the other day when I was listening to angry music

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>>37448707
Used to burn myself pretty badly about a year ago. I also cut, but not deep enough to leave really noticeable scars.

It sucks at first with all the pain and itching, but it sorta becomes addicting after awhile.

>>37448920
Its better to give up.
Even when it works out, it ruins everything.

She doesnt like guys who she can "get". Even if you change yourself to be more attractive to her, she'll do stupid shit for your attention - she'll hang out with or sleep with this beta orbiter that disgusts her just to make you jealous.

Avoid girls like that like the plague. Get a girlfriend that doesnt play games with your feelings just to see what you do - because that kind of person is a child. When they get bored of their toys - when the toys run out of novelty as all toys do, she'll throw you away without telling you (for your money)

>>37450587

It's the ultimate form of passive-aggression. Usually its to show to a loved one how deeply hurt you are. A cry for help.

Dealing with depression takes many forms, and this is one that occurs naturally and can be hard to suppress.

Self-destructive behavior can take on more socially acceptable yet even more dangerous forms like hard drugs or hanging out in bad places.

This is one done on the down-low and is very subtle to the public.

If you were to cut your wrists do you want the bath water to be warm or cold? Could you take enough ibuprofen that it wouldn't hurt too bad? Is exit bag the way to go?

>>37461342
I think the best way to go is by living to old age and having a heart attack at like 95.

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Gamble my emotions on someone else thinking I had a chance when really she was just using me as a source of attention when her real boyfriend didn't want to talk to her.

The only self harm I've ever done (besides scratching my wrist in middle school for M A X I M U M E D G E) is I punch myself in the head when I'm angry more often than I'd like.

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You guys put me to shame. This is the only permanent scarring I've done to myself, when something tipped me over the edge and I walked 2 hours from uni to my house and ran my hand along a chainlink fence. I usually just punch myself when things make me feel worthless.

I think the worst thing I've done is all the mental abuse I do to myself though, stops me from ever even thinking I could do better.

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I mean im sure somebody will recognize me but I uhh ...do this sorta shit?

>tfw went through a shit ton therapy
>Be on meds
>I'm ok now
>See this thread and now I wanna cut myself

I'm a faggot desu
I used to SH as a way to vent when I was 14/15/16
I still have urges to cut but it's not out of sadness I just think it feels nice

>>37450850
H-hey it will be okay...
Be my gf original

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I still do I sometimes when I get the chance I'll show you the good one I did tonight

>>37455405
it aint that impressive mate, mostly healed now.

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>>37448716
I knew someone would post this damn it - time to buy myself some pokemon cards

>>37456076
Holy shit, disinfect that asap.
I did one burn, similar to the ones you have, was sick and lethargic for a month, I cant imagine what you will go through.

>>37460933
What did you use? I burned around 40 cigarettes on my hands during uni year 1.

>>37457018
>>37457033
What the fuck? You're absolutely insane. You're the type of boyfriend that will rip his girlfriend's intestines out and keep her head in a jar beside his bed. I'd avoid you at all costs.

Not harming myself

>>37457082
wow i'm surprised you didn't get muted for this post. What a normie board.

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don't fall for the cutting meme lads
pic related my thigh

>>37465592
Legitimate mental health issues aren't desirable or pretty.

Many people romanticised mental health to the point where everyone is claiming depression because they want to be unique and interesting. These people don't realise that true mental health issues are those that turn people into dysfunctional messes.

i did serveral things but the worst thing is a tattoo that reminds me everyday to kill myself.
to get a tattoo was the worst decision ever.

>>37452884
Kek just put a bullet in your brain already
I get that pain is the only thing you can feel anymore and you think that you need to feel something
But you really don't anon, end it

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i cut myself with a hot blade of a knife 4 times, didnt hurt or bleed that much because the flesh instantly scorched but the burns were awful and left some big scars even I cared very much about the heraling process.

>>37456895
>>37456076
>>37455717
>>37454806
>>37453137

What's with all these fucking normalfags? Can't you just cut your throat and be done with it? People like you ruin this fucking site? For what? To be edgy, mysterious fags? Fucking hell, you're a bunch of pussies who just come here to be edgy 12 year old little bitches.

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>>37448716
Fucking this
Same here
That hits hard

But to OP's question i cut myself with a stump knife after an argument with my father