Has anyone on r9k tried to create a tulpa? Is it bullshit?

Bump I'm lonely pls respond

I inadvertently made one as a kid. Still there but I suppress it. For the record most tulpamancers are full or bullshit. That's all I have to say about that.

>>37443893
Why do you suppress it?

>>37443916
Because I'm an adult. Adults don't have imaginary friends.

>>37444045
i have many

unorginal

>>37444058
I'm trying to move forward with my life, not spend it talking to people who aren't there. I'm sorry but I just can't do that anymore. I'm fucking 23.

>>37444073
i cant help it. it's like my inner self-image is fragmented. i dont know if i'm in touch with my subconscious or what. shit is freaky. i can't appropriately describe it over keyboard

>>37444104
I know the feeling, I'm the exact same way. I just try to keep it under wraps.

>>37443742
I made one, but even after 5 years, she doesn't affect my senses. It's more like it's someone else thinking inside my head and I can simply imagine her form/voice/etc in my mind.

>>37444104
>it's like my inner self-image
wouldnt that make the imaginary friends more like alternate versions of you based on your fractured self image?

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is a tulpa hard to make? the last "friend" I had was in grade school and the only time I talk to people is when im being asked something or for something which is almost never. I just want to have at least one person in my life but its most likely not going to happen so its going to have to be someone that isnt even real.