Describe your loneliness. I want to know everyones stories

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>go back to college after dropping out a long time ago
>everyone 10 years younger than me
>am older than some of my teachers
>not a single friend after a whole year
>failing most classes, again
>will probably drop out again soon

>>37426533
>live in the middle of nowhere
>only 2 people too hang out with are so mentally ill it's disturbing
>sit at home
>at least I have a phone
>only slutty lolis on the internet will talk to me
>come here out of sheer boredom can't relate to anything
>don't have any video game consoles except ps2
>all my neighbors hate me

>>37426533
>transfers to better high school
>realizes I'm lazy
>tries to date autistic qt oneitis
>gets rejected
>realizes I'm ugly
>Im confident & charismatic but suck at small talk
>can't make friends
>closes off the few bridges I had established
>now quiet and asocial autist
>fail the year
>no friends back home
>am a bit older than everyone else at original high school

>never went to a party
>only hung out with groups when we received pen pals because they wanted to go
>ppl never message me
>I have no smartphone

>be weird kid
>get bullied at primary school
>have no friends in school, a couple outside of school
>go to secondary school, dont know how to make friends
>teacher forces a classmate to be nice to be and join me into activities with him
>him and i end up hanging out with my other 2 friends often, and 2 of their friends, we had a group and we became best friends
>im still a loser at school, but best friends with a cool guy
>finished school
>he gradually starts being a dick to me, as we are the only virgins left in the group
>he feels superior due to me being a loser at school, and him "almost" getting laid
>we stop hanging out
>the group breaks up, others go to uni, move etc.
>21 now, no friends.

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>talking to grill i met on here
>feel pretty good for once even though we're nothing more than friends and the relationship doesn't seem to go beyond that
>tell mom about it
>"oooh is she your gf anon? Tehee
>"whatever mom leave me alone haha". Mom feels happy for me, i feel happy for me.
>feelsprettygood.jpg
>two weeks later i get ghosted
>how did i not see that coming
>anyway
>"how's it going with the grill anon?
>"oh you know, pretty good mom!"
>mfw

I dropped out of university after an attempted suicide, losing everyone who I vaguely knew. Back in my hometown, I know no one whose still there. I don't have any social media, and have only shared my phone number with a few people. I do not actually exist in anyone's mind, I have to be brought up for anyone to remember me.

I have never kissed a girl, I have never had a close friend. I don't think I could ever get back into normal society after years of social isolation.

Play over thousands of hours into DOTA, by the time i'm around 4000 hours I realize how pathetic I am as a friend and just remove irl and online. 6000 hours later and now i'm friendless on Steam, it's not a good feeling when the last person who added you was had an anime pic and then randomly removes you so yea....

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Not lonely now but worried about being lonely in my 30s+

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>had a few school friends but never hung out with them outside of school
>same case throughout university
>don't have anyone to hang out with
>didn't mind it for the most part since i play a lot of vidya and watch movies
>starting to question whether i enjoy being alone or i'm just so used to it that my brain is acclimated to it

>Realized that I had always been the person asking if they could hang out or if I could come with
>Stopped asking, never got invited anywhere anymore
>Realized that no one actually wanted to hang out, that I was just a social parasite.
>Develop AvPD
>Develop depression
>No interest in even hanging out with people, I always feel like a burden and a liability.
>A few years in solitude, social skills diminish
>Conscription, I did what I had to but didn't really get along with people. Still felt like a liability.
>Into Uni, didn't make friends, feel like I got in by chance, shitty social skills, everyone seems so much smarter, every project I do feels like its significantly worse than other people's.
Feels good man