>be european
>18
>high school twice as hard as in standard US town
>some days are 8 AM - 4 PM straight
>philosophy, english literature, english geography & history take up extra time/work because special class
>have big tests coming up
>first one is in two days
>doesn't know shit because depression hit last year and crippled ability to learn
>can't look forward to any future
>no motivation & gave up everything I used to do
>completely isolated & oblivious
>repeating & downgrading classes is an option but extremely shameful
>family thinks I'm successful
Help. What do?
I can't into wageslave without a degree and NEETing is no choice.
>>37403916
What's your country OP?
>>37404280
France, but I attend this bilingual school so the work just piles up and since that bout of dep, I've failed all along.
>Invest in ethereum
>continue your shitty school thing
>finish it or re-try it
>you shouldnt fail a second time
>sell ethereum for big profit in max 3 years
t. 21 yr old euro who is finishing is last year barely
I'm not planning on working anywhere. If this + other stuff doesn't work out I'll just end it.
>>37404745
>>Invest in ethereum
I can't work, got no motivation at all. I wouldn't make it past a week. I'd need to invest my own savings. Is it worth it to jeopardize that?
Have you tried drugs to help study?
tell parents
they take you to doctor
get meds for depresion
or
man the fuk up
do your fukin assignments
pass the year
>>37405557
>>37405557
>>37405557
>>37405557
>>37405557
this. trust me buddy it gets better.
>>37405495
Yeah, it doesn't seem to work, but at least it tricks my parents into thinking I'm fine.
>>37405557
>tell parents
>they take you to doctor
>get meds for depresion
I don't wanna be a disgrace.
>man the fuk up
do your fukin assignments
pass the year
I can't absorb six months worth of knowledge in my present state for Friday.
I mean, guessing from other people experiences in here, I don't have it that bad. It's just my mind.
>>37405476
>I can't work, got no motivation at all
same.I have this shit here and I need to work on until tomorrow... but I cant.. I look at it and just get bored can't do anything about it... I really want to but I just cant..
So I might not be a good person to help here
>Is it worth it to jeopardize that?
Dunno I'm going to do it.
I just got a little money out of bitcoin so I wouldnt lose anything.
>>37405617
get help now mate or it will get way worse
>>37405617
dude it doesn't matter what you think at this point because youre not thinking correctly does that make sense? when i was really fucking depressed, I was not myself. man no one thinks youre a pussy for getting help, literally wanting to better yourself. its up to you, no one can help you except you. youre your own worst enemy. conquer yourself. conquer that voice, deal with it later.
>>37405678
Yeah. I really don't know where I went wrong. My life is a dream if you look at it externally. It's hard to realize that I didn't learn one single school-related thing for half a year.
And I'm thinking about investing in other cryptos, something less intricate than ether which seems pretty new.
>>37405711
I've had other people telling me and I appreciate the answers, but I just can't. It's impossible. I just can't fathom the glance of my dad if I'd tell him. Family would ask me every day if I'm okay. They'd probably cut off the internet access because they think all my ailments are internet-related.
maybe get off 4 chan shut your internet and do some learning and with some luck maybe you pass
>>37404386
jeez i was at a frech billingual school for exchange. this shit is kids stuff compared to german high school
>>37405744
>pretty new.
and going strong!
>>37405788
T H I S
>>37403916
Smoke weed and then start studying
>>37405832
he gonna write about WW2 in his english class because of that
>>37405781
Nah, the internet in general is the only place where I can escape. I'm rather asocial. The best time of the day is me getting home.
>>37405788
I'm talking about "Option Internationale du Bac". Is that where you went?
Shit's pretty intense here, especially compared to American equivalents
>mfw when I just got 15/20 this semester and I swear i've never even seen some teachers, I go twice a week to school for one or two hours.
>>37406284
'Murica
Or L