>I disrespect other people and i expect them to appreciate me as i am
>I crave for attention for validation but i like to play the lonewolf role
>My autism wont let me understand that other people like things i dont. Everyone that thinks different.
>i come here to wallow in a circle of self pity and hatred
>this place nurtures the worst version of me that i am
why would anyone come here for more, anon? Is this place like cigarrettes?
>>37351211
I know the first two very well. I treat people coldly and with indifference yet expect them to worship me.
>>37351211
get outta my head senpai its too fucking much
>>37352431
Sheesh. I've similar issues. I try my best to be presentable but it just never works out.
>>37351211
the difference is that cigarettes are actually helpful to some people
More like other people feel the need to put me down first for something I can't change.
So I have to play that role or just insult them back.
>>37352486
How can cigarrettes be helpful?
>>37352646
nicotine can act as focus enhancer for some people
I get you, anonpai. It's not misanthropy it's just that maintaining relations with other people is a gigantic headache, that always requires more input of effort than emotional/material utility yielded.
It's them, not you; don't worry.
>>37352646
as a concrete example, it helps suppress schizophrenia symptoms.
>>37352682
My father has schizophrenia and i am agtaid of becoming a big piece if shit like he is. How much do i have left after knowing i hate everybody becaise i proyect on them what i dont like about me?