What takes the pain away for you?

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So glad they upgraded to 42 oz... that's 2 oz of extra pain temporarily removed from my world.

>>37315194
Being with her.

Even though it makes not being with her worst.

It's all so bittersweet.

Fuck, I'm so gay.

>>37315281
NORMIE DETECTED. GET, THE FUCK, OUTTA HEAR

>>37315292
K sorry I'll go overanalyze shit sumwhere else.

It used to be video games but that doesn't work anymore. I don't even know if anything does to be perfectly honest

>>37315194
purpose.
i am without direction. without meaning or certainty. at times it feels like i cannot even trust my own thoughts anymore.

>>37315194
Tramadol, material possessions etc.

Just bought a female Ranma figure. Made me happy all day. I'm sad again so i'm gonna buy something else.

Weed for me. Pretty much every night for 2 years now. Starting to wonder about the long term consequences the longer I go but i'm not actually sure I want to quit.

I work 10 hours a day, keeps me from thinking about how empty i am

>>37315194
Alcohol. Fucking either of my two girlfriends.

>>37315449
>Fucking either of my two girlfriends.

I hope they both leave you and you're left to wallow in loneliness and frustration.

>>37315194
ibuprofen usually

>>37315391
There's really nothing left to do but to smoke to the point of sedation.
I've been high for practically all of this month and only stopped due to tolerance.

>>37315194
abusing,little people or "children"
im not a father but my sis is a druggie whore who works 9 hrs in a bar so i got plenty of time with her two kids (one boy and one girl)
i just tell them bad stuff will happen and play with their minds.
also i slap the boy sometimes
yes im trash i know you guys don't need to remind me

Anything to stop me from over thinking and going crazy. Studying, gym, going for bike rides, etc. I think it would be easier if I had friends.

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My gf victotia ........bitter and my good friend bundy bear

Cutting myself while masturbating

cigareets even though at 6 a day i dont want cancer it makes my head feel less claustrophobic and crazy

Opiates.
I got some good kratom that's keeping me happy enough.
Mom gave me a 5mg Hydro and I don't know if I should even take it. I'm just going to want more and get pissed. Haven't had a real nod in so long.

>>37315714
post cuts and scars nonny
and/or a discord if you want

>>37315194
sleep
all day long

and if can't sleep get some drugs and sleep again

repeat all day

is like being dead but free in

>>37315887
>permanently exposing my greatest shame to the internet forever

I would prefer not to, I hate myself enough already

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>>37315194

Painkillers dood

>>37315953
it would feel good to show someone. show me.
you do it while masturbating, don't you like it?

>>37316069
>it would feel good to show someone. show me.
It wouldn't feel good. Shame and guilt rule my life anon.

>you do it while masturbating, don't you like it?
I like the feeling of pain, I only masturbate while doing it because even though I can get very close physical pain just by itself won't get me off.

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music helps a lot, I've lately come to the realization that I'm probably going to die alone and no one's going to be there in the end.

Hydrocodone.