>lonely and craving any human contact for months on end
>text old friend that I know was bi, haven't spoken to in a few months
>picks me up
>end up giving him a blowjob in the woods
>drops me off right after, when I thought we might play vidya or something after
Now I feel just as lonely, plus disgusted that I'd fall for the fag meme...
0/10 wouldn't do again
Anyone have similar experiences or any advice for me?
>>37308001
No one? Oripino
>>37308001
congrats on the score, i guess...?
>>37308356
No, I feel really gross about it. I'm straight but for some reason I thought it'd make me less lonely.
>>37308001
Common Filth was right again
Fags prey on desperate betas, that is the only reason why anti-feminist gays like Milo exist- to earn the trust of bitter beta males
>>37308501
>I'm straight
>literally sucked a dick out of loneliness
>>37308542
I don't look at men and think they're hot, and have no sexual feelings towards them, I only watch straight or lesbian porn. I thought maybe if I did that, we would hang out (I haven't hung out with anyone in a really long time) and that'd make me feel more normal, but it didn't happen and I feel used.
There's nothing to do right?
>>37308737
You think friendships are forged by exchanging sexual favors? When you see two best friends walking on the street, do you think the friendship started with one guy sucking the other guy's dick?
>>37308826
No I don't think that, I was so desperate and still am for fucking ANYTHING, any sort of interaction. It feels so shitty.
>>37308849
Friendships are formed by having mutual interests.
Find a hobby, literally anything, and you will find similar people with potential for forming lasting friendships.
However, if you act desperate (such as literally sucking their dicks for validation) then they won't want to be your friend. They would call you to get their dicks sucked perhaps, but not to hang out as friends.
Always play kinda aloof and interested at the same time. Interested, but not desperate. Act like you don't really need them but it would be cool if you could hang out again, but not entirely necessary.
>>37308001
>end up giving gim a bj
Need more elaboration. Hanging out doesn't just 'end up' in a bj.
Also you probably sucked (hurr) at it
>>37308849
falling for the fag meme isnt so bad. if pussy and affection really isnt coming to you, try to develop your male friend-group and focus on other aspects of life (work, physical activity etc.) until your status and skills improve
>falling for the elite propaganda
not saying its your fault, you wanted human contact
but if you knew the real reason why it even happens you would never do it
>>37308001
i had a similar experience. i think its cool that i can suck dick and not take it too seriously. it felt lonely afterwards, but so does everything
>>37308849
holy fuck anon post your area code, if youre within 2 hours I WILL come hang out with you
And my dick doesn't work so no rape...,bonus
>>37309488
I'm within New England, you?>>37309207
Is it a regular thing to you? I wouldn't do it again
>>37309084
Original plans were gonna be to make out, because I wanted to see what it was like. Got curious and it led there... Watching too much porn will do this to you.
>>37309759
fucking hell, Im west coast
but I would have hung out if you were here
is voice chat the same?
>>37309809
I hate vc, only talk to one trap friend over vc when I'm drunk. Just want an irl friend desu
>>37309809
I'm around the Washington d.c. area or id hang. But I have to pick up my heroin everyone other day so that might be a hindrance.
>>37309851
yeah voice kinda sucks but its slightly more contact then just words
...hmm, what's your nickname or first name OP
You don't have to answer.
>>37310126
awww I wanted to make you a nice vocaroo to listen to when you are sad
sometimes its comforting just to hear a girls voice
well I gotta go but feel better!