what do you hold on to? why havent you?
>>37302320
the only reason why i havnt killed myself is because i dream about winning the lottery. its a one in 17 million chance so its futile really.
>>37302356
real faggot. noone here believes in chance anymore.
>>37302356
Same and i fantasize about what I'd do with the winnings almost everyday.
>>37302320
I'm waiting for my persistent parents to give up.
I'm a failiure in every single way.
I mean, the only other thing i have is that i'm kinda good at playing guitar but i'm slowly losing interest and now i'm feeling just as empty as when i started.
>>37302386
>i fantasize about what I'd do with the winnings almost everyday.
if i think about it when going to bed i dont sleep. its so exciting to fantasize about.
Waiting for my parents to die. I'll probably inherit enough to keep on for a few more years, after that runs dry I'll an hero with a shotgun.
>>37302356
I wanna get to a point where all the fags and roasties that hung shit on me, look at me and bask in my awe
Long shot but fuck, why not give it try
>>37302408
what can you play? if it isnt classical acoustic guitar or prog metal, you might as well kys now, because classic rock doesnt impress anyone.
>>37302456
are your parents like 70? is that why youre such an autist, bc they gave birth to you 20 yrs late?
>>37302454
Kek same. I love thinking about the reactions of family and their jealousy.
>>37302492
I play most of the Big 4's stuff, been wanting to learn more of the 90s grunge and alternative stuff, but for right now it's dad metal for me :/
>>37302516
id donate the winnings to some bullshit charity instead of paying their medical bills
>>37302320
I'm waiting for my grandparents to die. Idk why they're so desperate to live, but I like them enough to wait for them to die. I don't care shit about my parents, to inherit something I would have to kill my stepbrother and the bitch of his mother... so why bother
>>37302356
thats super normie but ok faggot
>>37302320
>tfw dont want to live
>tfw dont want to kill meself