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Another day another night spent slamming whiskey and wondering why I haven't killed myself yet. Jesus Christ this life is just one big horror show with the world circling the toilet bowl. I'm so scared and so alone all the time that drinking is the only thing that makes me feel even semi-okay until I wake up and have to report for another 8 hours of mind numbing torture.

Why do we do it anons, why do we keep on with this when we know there's no point? Being autistic is a death sentence in today's world and I'm only delaying the inevitable as are we all.

Today a jumping spider was on me and I let it jump on my hand and just watched it. It looked me dead in the eyes multiple times and I just thought how I would like to be it instead of me. How that spider had more purpose and drive than I ever will. I thought of a spider as my friend even for a few precious moments because that's how lonely I am.

Post drinking feels I guess.
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dont feel bad anon. just drink some more. alcohol is medicine
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>>37231980
Okay anon, I will. Going to try and finish this whiskey tonight in your honor.
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>ran out of drinks
>liquor stores closed
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Cheers anon. Just fakin' it through the day with some help from Johnnie Walker Red.
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>>37231727
You just do it because you're bored. Don't make it to be anything else.
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I feel like the next bottle of vodka I drink will give me a heart attack, my heart is going crazy lately and i wake up in a cold sweat with my hear t beating out of my chest. i swear to just drink on the weekand but i break down and drink in the week i don;t know wheter to go all out or what you
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>>37232183
Unless you really want to die I'd give it a break anon. It's obviously starting to physically affect you. But on the other hand I'm empathetic to your wanting to die and leave this hell. Why do you drink, are you physically addicted or is it for emotional reasons?

>>37232146
Nice projecting there.

>>37232061
Cheers friend, this swig is for you.

>>37232054
Shieeet you have my sympathies. Gonna be a rough night for you it sounds like. No 24/7 gas stations that sell booze where you are?
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>>37231727
Why do people drink to deal with their problems? Weed is much better.
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>>37232316
Projecting.. How is that projecting, you're just bored and have too much time on your hands, oh wait.. we're on /r9k/, might as well kill yourself
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>>37232448
I used to smoke too but eventually it felt like all I was doing was over analyzing the shit out of all the terrible decisions and things I've done in my life which made me even more depressed. And smoking alone is no fun at all when you don't have anyone around to change the discourse in your head going on.

Alcohol is much better at numbing the pain when it comes to that.
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>>37232586
Different strokes for different folks I guess. When I'm high I never really drift towards those unwanted thoughts, just distract myself constantly with new seemingly interesting things, and porn.
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fellow drinker, got fired from my job for drinking during my lunch hour. alcohol is my only friend, getz me through the whole dsy.
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>>37232573
How do I have too much time on my hands when I work a full time job? Like I said your just projecting your own assumptions. You know nothing about me or my life but your own presumptuousness.

Don't get me wrong though I'm not offended or upset about that. You're right in a way. I have too much time to think about how miserable I am because I have no friends or hobbies to fill the interim, but at this point I feel as though I am incapable of procuring either.
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>>37232661
The last thing you said, if you're not drinking constantly, waking up to two beers to ease off the shakes you're just doing it because you have nothing else to do, you're not really in despair unless you have a real problem.

No I do not know you but based on your response I just assumed that was your case.
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>>37232646
I never watched porn while high, just listened to music and vidya but eventually my mind will start to drift and wander away from those and I wind up doing some deep introspection. And I never like what I find there. I still love weed but it also makes it hard getting a job when you can't piss clean and I want to get out of the hell that is food service.

>>37232652
Damn, I knew a caregiver who got fired for hiding a box of wine in a storage closet she was getting drunk with at work but don't blame her one bit for it. Shits hard as fuck. What was the job?

I'm rooting for you that you'll find another. I know you can do it my man.
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>>37232695
>just assumed that was your case

Exactly what I was thinking. How would you know if I'm not really in despair? I think I know a thing or two about that. And no I don't wake up to 2 beers. I wake up at 3am and go to work like a good wageslave.

I think you would do well to lay off presuming, as you and I have both confirmed you know fuck all about my life or anyone else's for that matter and only look like a fool taking the first thoughts that come into your head as fact of the matter.
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>>37232763
God damn dude I'd definitely recommend trying it. Weed obviously effects everyone differently, but if I'm high I can literally deathgrip it for an hour straight without cumming while watching porn (plus it feels like 3x better than sober). Only downside is that it can sometimes kill your high once you cum, but I find that with edibles I dont have that issue.
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"Why do we do it anons, why do..."

No. You do it, i don't.
You do it because you're a weak coward that deserves to be used like a slave.
You have no one to blame but yourselves.
You can always say "NO", whatever it costs.
But your cattle masters know you won't, cuz you're a cowardly bitch.
Brainwashed ignorant slaves.
Rot in hell, that is your current life.
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>>37232965
>I have both confirmed you know fuck all about my life or anyone else's for that matter and only look like a fool taking the first thoughts that come into your head as fact of the matter.

Never did that you reddit faggot

Second off, congradulations, life sucks a lot of shit, but from what you are explaining you at least have a good head on your shoulders (ie self sufficient, holds a job, and goes through everyday motions).

There are people on this board, including myself where just doing basic shit requires calculation that should be second nature. I might drink every night but it by no means, means im in despair.. stop being so melodramatic.
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Kill yourself then you faggot. Make yourself feel better and the world a better place at the same time.
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