What do you think about at night, robots?

>>37208704
Pretty much your .gif, but more so blowing my brains out

>>37208704
One of my fantasy worlds

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>>37208704
I really think, a lot.

>>37208742
yet still never enough I bet

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>>37208760
>yet still never enough I bet


hhhmmm

that really makes me think

>>37208704
About life i guess
Sometimes I just dont want to sleep because I dont wanna wake up in the other day and continue to live my shitty life

>>37208704
>how would I go about a mass shooting if I had the "tools"
>how long until I kill myself?
>will I live to see my next birthday?
>I want to get one more winter's use out of my coats

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about sex
dont think about it ever except before i sleep

Right now I'm laying down I'm thinking about whether I should invest heavily in etherium, it's ~160 ea now will probably be ~300 as by sept. Thinking about god damn perfect Jenna and how I managed the whole day not to text her but she would text me. Thinking about how I'm going to have to start pretending to be a normie now so I don't seem weird at my new real job.

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>>37208704
>finally get /comfy/ in bed
>realize i cant sleep
>think about the future
>realize that the future sucks
>think about no matter how hard i try i cant make a difference
>scratch balls
>toss and turn
>think about all the dumb shit ive done in my life
>cringe in the dark
>toss and turn more
>think about the universe and how big it is
>wonder why i cant get a gf in the universe
>contemplatingsuicide.png
>shrug
>rinse and repeat until i fall asleep or stay up late shitposting

why is sleeping such an emotional roller coaster robots?

>>37208897
Wish she would*

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>>37208904
No idea Anon.
The worst is when you experience shit like that after working a 12 hour shift.
Literally being so exhausted that you try to wear yourself out and it ends up doing nothing

>>37208704
I do my best to not let myself think about things.

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How I have wasted my entire life playing video games or watching anime, not getting any of the experiences that make life worth living

>>37208904
I just plug earbuds into my ipod and have a sleeping playlist.

It's nice because the earbuds make not-terrible earplugs that drown out extra noises like when my dad has diarrhea at 4 in the morning.

>>37209039
I was thinking about this like 10 minutes ago. So of course I put on some anime to distract myself.

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>>37209081
i literally just did the same thing

end me

where it all went wrong. i was cyborg not long ago, at least had a job and a girl who was around. i think i started losing my mind after my parents died, i sperg out alot more then i remember. i think about the black, when maybe hopefully ill get the courage to an hero someday.

>>37208704
It's the most terrifying time, because it's when I think the most.

I think about fighting in a destroyed city while holding a CAR-15 like a Delta force operator alongside my brother.

I imagine myself dying or committing suicide and it keeps me up at night and then i end up cutting myself to make it stop

>how ill never know Rose
>how id love to fall over dead but too pussy to risk livibg through a shotgun in the mouth
>think about what shooting myself might feel like
>worry if i did it id be revived and live as a vegetable
>think if i broke my phone and went into some woods my parents own a town over to do it id probably die since no one would be able to cone quick
>still too pussy
>go smoke a cigarette and get some water

>>37208704
How I want everything to just stop. Not like killing myself, just that everything goes away for a while so I can have a break from it all.

>>37208704
I miss being held by my qt and falling asleep in her arms at this hour.

>stable job
>workplace gf
>happiness

Stable job is possible but not the others

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Gosh, a lot of things, anon.

Sometimes I have fantasies about being dead. A few select people would find out in the most dramatic of ways. My high school friends would reunite at my funeral, and the girl I liked the most would, well, cry the most.

Also have fantasies about being in the hospital, and wondering who would come. Probably got there from fighting some thug. I would think about my name in a newspaper, and how reporters would say I brushed them off and didn't have any comments. It would add on to my humbleness and humility, and people would see me as a good, brave person.

Some nights I just try really hard to stay up thinking of elaborate love fantasies. I'll have to fight, extremely consciously, the urge to drift off into sleep, because most likely I'll have a totally unrelated dream (usually nightmares now), and forget about it early in the morning. The fantasies I have before falling asleep are probably the peak of my days, and amongst the only solace I can find.

Then I fall asleep, wake up, and replay yesterday's misery.

I think about wanting gf and my gf-ing attempts and tactics

I often fantasize about being an alpha male in various situations, as I am sure many of us do. I also worry about what I am going to eat the next day, because I am a compulsive binge eater and I hate myself for it. I always tell myself that I won't eat as much sugar as before but every goddamn day I fail. Besides that I try to think of ways to inconspicuously manipulate my family members into giving me money for the shit ton of surgeries that I need in order to not be hideously ugly. I often drift in to a restless sleep with the thought of my small penis in my head

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>>37208704
Guns, and sex.

>>37208704
Usually math.

Also, cuddling my tulpas. <3

>>37208704
My dog and how when she dies I'm going to join her. Waiting for that day.