The worst feeling/Feels General

Bupropion side effects (constant, extreme panic attacks)

>"I think it's time we called it a day, anon. I will send you an email and a letter confirming termination of your employment with this company, would you like me to phone you a taxi to the train station"
>"no thanks, (holding Back tears like a little bitch) I can't afford a taxi I'll just walk"

I wish I hadn't begged, I should of given a master class in dignity and strode out with my chest out and chin high

>>37129479
>dog had bone cancer
>went lame in his back legs
>had to help lift him into the car
>he looks at me with the saddest, most cutting-through-your-soul eyes I've ever seen out of an animal
>shuffle back into the house
>break down crying

It was the worst I've ever felt

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>"daddy is dead"
>"we are going take you and your little siblings to a foster care"
>"nobody could ever love you"
>"you are tearing this family apart"

>best friend, the type you're lucky to only ever get one of, just up
and randomly dies one night four and a half years ago

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>>37129479
>Yes, I had sex with my roommate last weekend, but it was only because you were getting angry and yelling at me the day before

I thought I was going to kill myself right then and there when my ex said that. I just broke up with her for good yesterday. Fuck my life.

>have hyperhidrosis (tldr: stupidly sweaty hands)
>all the disgusted looks I've received in life for being forced to touch people's hands or when I won't high five them or whatever the contact is
>tfw will never be able to make contact with anyone

>get phone call 'anon hanged himself'
>two weeks pass
>another phone call 'your cat is dead'
>two weeks later...
>phone rings 'grandma died'

All without warning. Anon who an hero'd was my best friend. I think I could have prevented it, he tried to call me multiple times but didn't talk for a couple weeks for stupid reasons and he was lonely.

Smoking DMT and getting my head blown the fuck away, never again

>>37131511
It's pretty normal to feel like you could have prevented it but the fact is, his depression stopped him from reaching out for help until finally it made sense to him to decide it was better to quit

It's not your fault or even his fault. Depression kills

>>37131835
>Tfw you're the only 'friend' who doesn't get invited
>Tfw you're the only 'friend' who's not in the group
>Tfw you always play and go out alone because everyone declines your invitation

>I'm going to die one day

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>>37131835
My bad. Used the reply feature for convenience. Didn't mean to reply.

>>37129991
Boo hoo, normalfag. Your problems are sooo serious. Why don't you go whine to /adv/ where there are other normies like you.

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The last thing the only ex I've ever had told me was to kill myself.

>>37132026
>muh ex
Jeez normie problems are pathetic. Fuck off from this board, you're not a robot. You're just a failed normie.

>>37131963
iktf everyday.
even worse is someone related to you dies instead of you.

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>>37129479
I don't feel.
originaliolioilioilio

>>37132026
Fuck off normie, at least you had a whorefriend at one point.
Kill yourself faggot with your """"problems""""
Literally (You):
>fuck my life sucks, the 3rd girl i fucked today couldn't deepthroat
>fuck my side-bitch doesn't want to be my fuckbuddy anymore
>damn can't buy the iPhone 304838

Fuck off REEEE.

>>37132063
ok youve had your fun now scurry off back to r/incels

>>37132161
I miss when people said "go back to wiz". Now it's full of redditors that know those subs exist. Just kill yourself, you can't relate with robots.

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>>37129479
>What's the worst feeling you ever felt?
Looking down and seeing that my legs were missing

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>>37132161
TOPKEK.
>mfw plebbitor plebbits himself.
Why don't you r/fuckyourselfintheassyoufaggot???

>>37129991
I'm sorry that happened, anon. I'm happy you didn't kill yourself and I'm glad you broke up with her after she hurt you like that. Nobody deserves that kind of betrayal, especially when she blamed it on you.

Again, I'm glad you didn't kill yourself. Don't let these bitter robots drag you down deeper.

>>37130072
Here's a virtual high five, anon!

*splat*

>>37132288
>bitter robots
Why are you here?
I bet you wouldn't say the same things if this was /a/ telling you to fuck off. There's nothing wrong in wanting a board populated by the people who are supposed to populate it.

>>37132307
Jesus Chris, the reddit spills.

>>37132026
Don't listen to these mean robots, anon.

Being told something like that from someone you once loved and/or trusted is horrible. I'm so sorry that happened to you, and I'm happy you're alive. I hope she's out of your life. Your problems are valid.

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>>37129479
>SOMEONE PROFESSING LOVE TO YOU

GET THE FUCK OUT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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>>37132242
Be nice, let people have their feels in peace

>>37131541
>implying it was even DMT

Idk everyone reacts differently but it was very euphoric for me

>>37132360
Oh yes, will somebody think of the normies??

Jesus. They have literally every other board to go to.

>>37132428
>implying you're a normie for having an ex

I'm a virgin hardly ever as much as been friends with a girl but just because you date someone doesn't mean you're completely stable and well adjusted

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>theres some out there for you, anon
>I don't do valtines day it's a dumb holiday

>>37132459
Having an Ex is LITERALLY being normal. Robot doesn't just mean you're badly adapted. A failed normalfag like that guy can't possibly relate to the feels of having zero friends of acquaintances and knowing you have nothing ahead of you. He can whine about his "problems" on literally every other board.

>>37132532
imagine actually getting this upset about normies

>>37132595
>lol he mad xd
Fuck off back to redit.

>>37132630
I think you need to take a breather there friendo

>>37132646
>>37132630
You're both assholes

>"Now I have to take back something I said months ago when I thought you were the better option."
>engagement ring slammed on bedside table

>>37132630
The reddit guy wasnt me but you are getting way too worked up about nothing.

>>37132729
Pooooor you normie. Reeeeally.

>moved to a country I don't know the language of just yet
>hire translator
>she's pretty young
>endless energy one of those perpetually happy and gentle types that sees value and worth in everything
>i'm depressed and being forced to leave my home to a foreign country compounded this
>she's just what i needed
>somehow end up in a relationship with her
>first time doing something like this with a girl
>she seems to know what to do though
>eventually dad finds out
>death threats and threats of firings at company
>run for a bit but broke now
>twice tried to be taken back
>both decide its best to head back home before this gets ugly
>exchange as much info as we can and vow to stay contacted
>home for maybe a week and dad finds out we're still talking
>angry beating and more death threats
>she goes quiet soon after
>none of the contact methods work not even mail
>wonder if dad was serious this time
>mockingly asks me if i've chatted with my girlfriend recently
>pretty sure he was serious
>get sent away to new country elsewhere 3 months later

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>>37129479
i did this to a girl once

parmesan

>>37129479
>tfw walking with spergsquad to library in upper school
>some girl 2 years below says "when your future is bigger than your eyebrows"
>self confidence gone for rest of life

>>37132729
fuck thats rough, sell the engagement ring and get some profit back tho

>>37132793
>somehow end up in a relationship with her
Stopped reading there. Get out normie.

>>37129667
Nigga I'm so sorry if my dog dies I'll off myself
I cannot imagine how you must've felt lad

>>37132833
I can't, she has it again now and we're not engaged but she's not giving it back. It cost $900. Kill me.

ok who is this spamming fuck shouting normie left and right to anyone who has ever been in a relationship. not our fault you are actually an unlovable adult fetus. actual hot garbage

>>37132914
Lol yeah normie friend, you told him! Brofist.

Actually, not really, this board is meant for robots. That you're actually surprised by this shows how polluted the place has become.

>>37132914
There's no sense in trying to argue with these guys. And it doesn't really help to insult them either, even though it can be tempting to when they're just being inflammatory on purpose.

They're angry because they feel like the world is against them and their problems are worse than ours, and this is how they take it out. It makes them feel better to think "Oh, that guy had a girlfriend? He doesn't know where I'm coming from. He doesn't know suffering."

>>37133042
>They're angry because they feel like the world is against them and their problems are worse than our
>All this projection.

If you posted anime on /lit/ you'd get told to fuck off to /a/.
If you post normalfag crap on /r9k/ you get told to go to normalfag boards.
For some reason this simply logic baffles you.

>>37132838
>board used to be a place of solace for social and societal fringeds and rejects
>people used to console each other when talking about issues or encourage them
>now its just accusations of not being in the "in" club, reee this, reee that, anti-woman everything, and actually being proud of being virgins
We need some skilled surgeons to excise this cancer.

>>37133118
>>board used to be a place of solace for social and societal fringeds and rejects

>get mad when social rejects reject normalfags

Your logic is sound.

>smoked weed for the first time in months
>get really stoned
>think about all the fucked up things i've done lately
>realize how much of a piece of shit i am
>eat
>sleep

it's weird because i don't normally think about how much of a shithead i am, i usually block it out. after smoking, it made me kind of want to change

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>be me
>KHV
>hiv+ Since 12yo be 20yo ATM
>never did the sex
>never used needles

What is a"normal" life

>>37129479
Mother choosing some guy to fuck over me and moving in with him one day after the divorce. My mother laughing at me and sarcastically saying bye and waving me off as I left telling her she would never see me again. 12 years later and that final statement is still true.

>>37133509

No drinking. No drugs. No smoking. Eat healthy. Stay fit. Read books.

Yet the alcoholic crackhead chain smoking illiterate gangsta still gets the girl. My cousin who for as long I can remember has always been said to be "so mature" talked so some guy who is basically what I described above online. Human trash, and she thought he was so cool.

>>37129937
I know this feel
>classmate you sometimes play in class wants to invite you over to his house
>make plans for the weekend, ask mentors and guardians if I can go
>everyone says yes
>very happy that someone wants to have me over
>fucking dies at the start of the weekend from an asthma attack
fuck this gay earth desu

>>37129479
D-did this happen between us?