I wish he would listen to music with me again I think still,

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Don't let people treat you poorly. You don't deserve that.

>>37118033
Do I deserve to be his friend?

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>>37118201
Being someone's friend isn't something you can be deserving or undeserving of. Being friends with someone means you both care about each other and to be honest Aya doesn't care about you for whatever reason.

The best thing you can do is move on from him and find other friends.

>>37118265
But I want to be friends with Aya then
I want Aya to care about me
I don't want to be mentally ill anymore like he calls me

>>37118404
Will you keep trying even if you know it won't work out and pursuing it is self-destructive?

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>>37118404
You can't make Aya be your friend. That's just not how it works.

If you don't want to be mentally ill anymore then you need to get yourself some professional help, that would be a pretty mature decision and Aya would like that. If you can get better there's a lot higher chance of Aya being your friend again.

>>37118448
I don't care about myself because Aya doesn't care about me
I'll just be normal and then I'll impress Aya since he's big and mature

>>37118456
I already am trying to

I hope Aya messages me and hugs me
i would cry tears of joy
I had a dream where that happened

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>>37118502
That's good then. Just keep trying to improve yourself. That's the best thing you can do.

>>37118529
See
I knew you'd agree
This can be self improvement thread

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>>37118562
I'm going outside more
Going to therapy
On medication

It's something.

>>37118641
What do you do outside?
like buying stuff?
im supposed to take pictures for oneechan outside

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>>37118678
To the store mostly. My mom buys everything. I can't go alone since I don't have a drivers license.

>>37118713
What a nice momu
I need to get my license too :c
What did you buy today?

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>>37118759
Pretty much just frozen food since no one wanted to cook dinner. Bananas too. Thought I heard a girl I went to high school with and who works there, but I wasn't sure and didn't want to hang around by the bananas and have us strike up a conversation again since I was really agitated at the time.

Working my way through an album right now feeling tired even though it's only 8:30.

>>37118824
Frozen food is okay it gives you the neet experience just open a shitty mmo and enjoy

Also link me the album

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>>37118892
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fz6u_F_Xr5Y

I'm not really feeling this album. Vocals are too whispery. The song "Sea Dream" is good though.

Also pic related is me right now.

>>37118926
Wow this is wowowowowowowoowow

also ure pretty lewd looking

>>37119107
Thanks, l try

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>>37119107
>>37119147
Picaroony forgottened.

>>37119208
I played csgo today it made me want to kill myself sorta

what games should I play

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>>37119238
Insurgency
Red Orchestra 2
Mount and Blade: Warband
BeamNG.Drive can be really relaxing
Valkyria Chronicles?
Audiosurf is really relaxing too I should play it right now

CS:GO is awful, it made me want to kill myself too.

>>37117883
>tfw will never break someone like Aya broke Rem

they just kill themselves instead of providing more entertainment, lame

>>37119286
thanks
maybe i'll play audiosurf and another game
what should I play from here
http://steamcommunity.com/id/iLzZUr7xk0I/

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>>37119356
Gmod can be really relaxing if you're in the mood to build stuff. Killing Floor too if you're in the mood to kill stuff.

>>37119346
Was I really supposed to die?
Is that what Aya wanted me to do?

>>37119378
Killing floors too repetitive
i want to die

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>>37119439
Go download Audiosurf 2 off of piratebay. You'll have fun.

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>>37117883
I used to wish we could be friends again. But you just can't, it's beyond repair. To try and pretend would only be doing you both (but mostly yourself) a disservice.

>>37119502
That won't mean anything if you don't tell me who you are

>>37119564
Just a someone who fell in love with their really good friend. At first he wouldn't even look me in the eye, he just went around pretending like there was no problem as he shut up and avert his gaze whenever I entered the room. For a while I felt like it was my fault. But it won't work out if all you're doing is waiting for him. Nothing will come of it and, really, you wouldn't want it to.

>>37119609
That sucks
Sorry it happened

H-hi guys how is everyone?

>>37119665
i want a hug from someone. i feel lonely and my body is in pain every second

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>>37119692
Aww why? Come here and let me huf you anon

>>37119662
I tell myself that this shit just happens, but I can't really disguise my disgust with him. I would've liked to think that people were better than that, but this world has shown me that that's not really the case. Still, I like to imagine that the it can be better, that someday we can all be honest with ourselves.

Hug typo kek

>>37119718
I WANT A HUG I WANT A HUG LIKE AYA GAVE ME ONE
i want to cry im scared of crying alone again i want someone

>>37119803
Il give you lots of hugs rem

>>37119803
you're UZAI desu senpai

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>>37119878
Huggie.

>>37119909
thanks
do you wish you had a hug too?

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>>37120045
Yes please, I'm very lonely.

>>37119726
the truth is that many relationships are imbalanced, they can't reach an equilibrium where both members are happy. I have many friends, but my best friend since childhood has only me. he wants to hang out every day, and I like to spend time with him but all we do is play videogames that I don't really enjoy. I'm solitary by nature and I would really prefer to just hang out maybe once a month.

the problem is intractible. neither of us are very happy with the relationship, but we value our friendship enough to keep going anyway.

>>37120077
I want a hug from you then
also I found that scratching my hands on a knife feels good

>>37120125
this might not have been an appropriate post for this thread, sorry

>>37119238
I play osu! a lot and find it very relaxing

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>>37120134
I would hug you all day long if I could.

Knives are fun, just be safe. I should pull out my bag o' knives and inspect them.

>>37120191
Do you want to add me on discord?
maybe we can talk and play osu later
Rem#1843
i want someone to talk to so i can distract myself from crying

>>37119803
shut up
this is an original comment

>>37120259
sure. I'm about to fall asleep but I'll add you; maybe we can talk tomorrow.

>>37120357
kek
nice to meet you

>>37117883
LMFAO
As you know, everyone hates you

>>37120399
Why does everyone hate him?

>>37120399
I know everyone hates me
i just want to make friends

>>37120411
i used to be friends with him
hes a histrionic drama stirrer

>>37120474
im not histrionic
and you were never my friend
ive never started drama

stop being nonsense

that's it

>>37120474
Oh. He gives off some desperate vibes so I'm not that surprised.
>>37120497
Want to be friends? I like mentally unstable people. I'll give you e-hugs and pretend to care about what you have to say.

>>37120497
i was your friend until like two weeks ago
you don't really care about anyone except aya, all your other 'friends' are just distractions from him

>>37120421
Get out of my life! I hate you

>>37120582
Rem#1843
>>37120598
You were never my friend. No friend of mine is like this

>>37120598
Damn that's harsh. OP sounds like a douche.

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>>37120623
Is that a yes? You can tell me how sad and pathetic your life is over steam. We could even RP. I'll pretend to be "Aya", and you can be the histrionic shut-in who kills himself after realizing how worthless and unfulfilling his life is. Do we have a deal?

>>37117883
get out u retarded woman

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>>37117883
pls stop postin, your the worst poster and

reminder that rem has the ultimate, most succulent boipussy on r9k
i sucked him off irl

>>37121146
Got any pics? I wish someone would hug/suck me off IRL.

>>37121203
Nope, didn't think to take any. It was so cute though. He was so embarrassed that he hid his hands behind his face the entire time, his twig-like femboy body trembling with every kind of emotion

>>37120833
Will you really help me kill myself?
thanks I want to be with someone who sort of hates me and is nice before I do it
http://steamcommunity.com/id/iLzZUr7xk0I/

>>37121284
*face behind his hands

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>>37121290
Would I ever lie to you? I'll comfort you until you draw your last breath if you just kill yourself you disgusting trash.

>>37121457
thanks I like you
can you add me on steam or discord?
i dont want to be lonely or ill cry the entire night

>>37121480
wow
i feel for your future bf/gf
this much emotion is exhausting

>>37121480
link your steam/discord and I'll add you

>>37121567
it's all over the thread

>>37121535
>>37121567
http://steamcommunity.com/id/iLzZUr7xk0I/
please add me
im getting birthday money soon
so ill spend it on a game for you guys

>>37121595
rem's cum is all over the thread

>>37121616
I'm trying to jerk off to this but I'm struggling with the visualization

>>37121649
i touch myself to rem every night t b h

>>37121601
I don't like anything on steam. Added.

Reminder that traps are not human and should not be treated as such.

>>37122355
Is Rem a trap?