>tfw being a NEET turned you gay

>>37081059
>>tfw being a NEET turned you gay
How and do you like it

>>37081099

too much porn, not enough girls.

Its okay I guess, I wish I could stop thinking about penises

>>37081273
iktf bro
i tell myself that it's intimacy i'm craving, to hold somebody

but cant stop thinking about dick

>>37081371

If I get a normal amount of socializing my sexual interest tends to normalize, but in isolation I get progressively gayer. I don't know whats real anymore.

>>37081414
Maybe putting a dick in your ass will help.

>>37081426
>Maybe putting a dick in your ass will help.
good idea where do I find one

>>37081426

No thanks. Gay sex is so degenerate and absurd, but its fun to fap to.

>>37081414
do you think that has to do with how normal it's made out to be to be hetero? I think it's the opposite of what most people think, that society conditions a lot of gay and bi people to just disregard their actual preferences and settle for the accepted, traditional norm.

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>>37081589

Its possible. I had a repressed memory of me and another boy showing each other our dicks, but it got out and the adults made a big deal about it, I'm beginning to think the drama surrounding that incident may have shut down my early interest in dicks.

>>37083091
It is very likely. It holds true for many people even if they've not had a traumatizing event related to it purely because society can be so very condemning of it.

Dick-suckers unite <3

>>37081563
>No thanks. Gay sex is so degenerate and absurd, but its fun to fap to.
Why? What about cuddling

NEET seeking NEET for homolove.

I feel that when you get lonely and you discover trap porn. You get progressively gayer. But like >>37081414 said.
When you start to socialize and hang out with people your sexual interests stop being bizarre.
I still want to bang a trap though.

>home all day
>watch all the porn you want
>find better and better stuff
>that stuff is still good but you want more
>people post ironic trap threads
>traps look feminine but they have a penis so you can "empathize" with their dick being touched
>all time in the world and nobody is home so nobody stops you from becoming a faggot
You need to break out of it desu

>>37081059
I wonder if the same thing happens to girl NEETs

>>37085007

Its the reality that you are sticking your dick in another mans poop pipe. I don't know, all the energy surrounding homosex is just weird, its all secretive and everyone is weird. Its like 5% cute young curious guys, and 95% creeps with stds and blownout buttholes.

>>37085873
It doesn't have to be that way on an individual basis

>>37081059
>>37081273
I actually consider it to be an investment for future
i'll never be with a girl so training my mind to get used to gay secks will be beneficial

>>37081059

lol we are just huge porn addicts. if we ever get back into the real world the penis sucking urges disappear

>>37086379

I get so consumed in the fantasy it starts to seem like reality, but yeah once you go outside nature just bitch slaps you in the face and girls are crazy attractive again.

It's the same reason men buttfuck each other in prison.

Sex is a bodily need if you don't get to have it your body starts to adapt to it and you become attracted to men. That's what happens in prisons, navy and bet if 10 normie males were stranded in an island alone the same would happen.

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>>37081059
>tfw fucked guys in the past
>got cleansed some time ago
>now the gay urges are coming back again because it has been 5 months since my last fuck
>trying to resist, but it's hard
>it's so difficult to get girls attention, but so easy with guys

My still pumps hard when i see a cute girl, so i now i'm at least bi there days

>>37081059
>>37081273
>>37081414
>>37086759
hi anon, that happens to me too, but the true sexuality check is imagine kissing a man and kissing a woman, if you can't stand thinking about kissing a man then you don't like dudes, like me.

I think this is produced by sexual conditioning because of watching so much amount of porn and because not having sexual contact with females, as discussed here. Seeing a lot of dicks and women enjoying dicks makes your brain think you like dicks too, that combined with lack of sex because we are passive beta faggots makes the brain look for sexual release.

Try stopping porn for a while and fap to your imagination, also another test that works for me is, when I'm fapping, I can't imagine having sex with a man, it kills my boner.

Also if you think you're gay is not a big deal, gay guys have the most fun because they are horny all the time, we're dudes we want to fuck everyday. So move on.

>>37085873
Yeah except we here at /r9k/ are all the in the 5%

>>37081059
>OP didn't post sauce
w-why?

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>>37087219

https://www.yaoihavenreborn.com/doujinshi/ntr

its kinda gay

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>>37081059
>Only be around guys my entire life
>Never even talked to a girl for more than an hour
>Never had the proper talk
>Friend is kind of a faggot
>Dad was never really around to take me do manly stuff
Dad asked me if i was gay a week ago

>>37087178
Sure you r kiddo

>>37087571
Stop stealing my life, because this is literally me.

>>37088333
Nice roll anon, so what age did you realize you were gay and in what way?

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>>37087571
>>37088333
stop imitating me
this is literally me

how little we know about psychological development... our upbringing turns our brains into fuckin swiss cheese it turns out. i didn't have to become a faggot (bi) degenerate piece of shit autistic mongrel...

i wanna help kids not become like me

>>37088437
Fucking shit we are the same afterall, look at us three mentally ill faggots talking about their life problems so damn pathetic. All i want in life is a daughter damn it

>>37088488
>All i want in life is a daughter damn it
ay yo hol' up
i don't want kids

I don't want to have a kid that is like me, why would I want him to suffer like i did
I don't want to have a kid unlike me, whats the fuckin point in that

>>37088856
I'm not sure it works that way maybe it's because of our upbringing

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my dream is to have a normal heterosexual life, but suck dicks on the side. but it is next to impossible to find someone healthy that will let you suck him off every now and then. so right now i just suck on cucumbers. shit's addicting and very relaxing.

>>37087571
Kinda similar here but
>friends are real pussy slayers
>do lots of manly stuff with dad
Mom has hinted/asked me several times if I'm gay.

>tfw cant remember how a human touch feels like

>>37089307
>shit's addicting and very relaxing.

yeah, what is that about? i do that to bananas and sucking on it makes me really relaxed, almost zen

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>>37089758

You're relinquishing your responsibilities as a male and living to serve superior dicks, you now know the inner peace of a woman.

>tfw being gay turned you into a NEET
I'm a reverse robot

>>37089307
This. I like the taboo aspect of it probably more than I like the act itself. I just want to be some anon's depraved cocksucker in secret.

>>37089979
>You're relinquishing your responsibilities as a male and living to serve superior dicks

maybe you are right, if i feels that natural to have something phallic in my mouth, maybe life is trying to tell me something

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>>37089979
eh, i still am largely attracted by females or effeminate males. my guess is a dick in your mouth activates some sensation in your brain related to eating.

>>37090197
>my guess is a dick in your mouth activates some sensation in your brain related to eating.

eating doesn't make me feel relaxed the same way sucking something does. it's probably something to do with breastfeeding

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>>37090114
>maybe life is trying to tell me something

suck dicks?

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Is it just about sex or would you give a qt kisses and cuddles?

>>37090661
>suck dicks?

yeah, maybe. certainly got me thinking about it

Passable traps is the gayest I can go, even boyish looking twinks do nothing for me because they still look too masculine, it doesn't look right seeing them sucking dick or getting fucked.