Why am I crying over something that happened three years ago? How can I still love her so much?
>>36980589
Because she is one of the few people you deeply interacted with on an emotional level. You need to regulate and stimulate the flow in which you do and react to things.
>>36980743
Do and react to "things"? What things?
Was she your first? If so, that explains it.
I still can't get over my first and that was almost eight years ago.
You have not yet completed your transformation. Most species which undergo metamorphosis are blessed by nature to live in a dormant undeath during the process but we are not afforded such luxury.
>>36980929
What will happen once it's completed?
>>36980589
Because you're a bitch.
You already realize something that happened 3 years ago doesn't matter.
Yet here you are boring me with you crappy self pity.
Move. On.
I feel you anon. Awhile ago I told her to fuck off and I don't want her around anymore. I ended up hurting myself more than anything. She recently poured her out to me but for some reason I just acted like a total asshole to everything she said, she wants to meet up soon. I probably wont.
>>36981036
Go anon, if you care enough then you should go for it anyways. It might work out if you're honest
>>36980589
Cry anon, it always helps you, and if you have to yell, yell loud.