>mfw fear of intimacy >mfw increasingly sexually frustrated

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i just don't think about it anymore, but watching tohru act upon kobayashi has gotten me really flustered.

maybe we can feed ice cream to each other?

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>>36978855
please reply anon please reply please reply please reply please reply please reply please reply please reply

>>36978855
Hot stuff there

>>36978796
I want to kiss an OL!

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>>36979464
i'll send more if you play with me

is this wrong? did I sabotage anoons thread? maybe I made him nervous and he got upset and left. sorry.

>>36979723
I can play with you if you want

>>36978855
yo im game for some ice cream

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>fear intimacy
>long for it even more

I hate this.

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>>36979741
then maybe we can do cute things together? i usually roll around in bed a whole bunch but i'll still give you lots of hugs and kisses.

>>36979871
Yes, I want to do that

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>>36979900
that sounds really nice. i can't stop squirming, this has me so worked up

>>36979948
>this has me so worked up
What, why

>>36978796
tfw too aware that the frustration will never surpass the fear

>>36979980
i dunno, talking like this just makes me really nervous and flustered

>>36980040
Oh okay. Well you are free to play with me if you want and then you can be nice to me after maybe

>>36980058
but i can be nice to you always? maybe you can really hug me and then i won't be scared of being touched anymore.

>>36980129
Yes, I can really hug you

>>36978796
>want intimacy
>the human body disgusts me

>>36980162
okay, but i'll probably resist and squirm a bunch. i hope you don't mind my nervousness and stuttering. stroke my head a bunch too.

>>36980240
>>36980240
I understand, I can fix it

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>really want to start a family
>imagine myself waking up one day to my kids running around the house
> imagine teaching my son everything a man needs to get through life
>imagine teaching my daughter to be the brightest star in the night sky
>going through the happy & sad stages of life besides my loving wife and kids
>imagine being able to live long enough besides my wife to the point of seeing our kids become adults
>TFW it'll never happen because i can't interact with other human beingd without spaghetti pouring from my pockets
>TFW my woman would leave me not a year after the start of the relationship because i don't know how to express my feelings i a not awkward manner

why even live?