Did I rape a girl /r9k/?

>>36975169
>>be me three years ago, I was 16
>>go to second house party of my life
>>drink a few beers get pretty tipsy (new to drinking)
>>see girl crying on couch for some reason
>>go talk to her cause drunk
>> don't remember what either of us said, other than she was very drunk,
>>we both go upstairs
>>go to empty room, have one of my friends watch the door
>>say other stuff I don't remember, ask if I can kiss her she says yes (first time kissing a girl)
>>we kiss
>>cops show up
>>run out of house, lose track of her
>>about to jump in my car with my friend who was watching door when she comes up to us and says she doesn't know where her friends are
>>offer her a ride and she accepts
>>we get to her neighborhood and it has a gate
>>have to walk cause going through gate would cause her parents to wake up
>>I walk her home still somewhat drunk, and we stop by a park inside the neighborhood on the way to her house
>>we sit down for a bit of a rest, cause she's drunk
>>get up and start walking
>This is where the details get somewhat hazy for me
>>i get behind and slide my fingers down her pants and start fingering her
>>She tilts her head back and says "don't stop" I think
>>I ask her if she wants to suck my cock
>>she says "i dont know"
>>I get her on her knees and whip it out, she starts to suck
>>eventually she gets it out of her mouth and slumps over
>>I put my dick away and help her get home
>>tell my friends she sucked my dick
>>next day at school people jokingly tell me I sexually assaulted that girl even though all they know is I made out with her at the party.
>>rumor starts, it's basically a meme
>>everyone treats it as a joke, but I felt terrible
>>Now when someone gets drunk and tries to hook up with another drunk girl they call it "pulling an anon" (replace anon with my name)
>I have yet to return to the town where that party was. Im scared that I'll run into her. I don't know her name and she doesn't know mine, but the guilt still eats away at my
Yes

>>36975169
this sounds funny af anon, just go along with it

>>36975248
What do you mean go along with it?

No, if she didnt want to whore herself out she'd have said no.
Also retarded small towns have nothing going on for them so they get off on starting trivial rumours and drama.

>>36975318
don't get so worked up about it, people don't seem to be using to offend you but just as a joke

>>36975335
It's not really a small town, the population is about 65k

>>36975169

I doubt she will remember it. You should have no fear of going back.

You were also drunk, so no. They were probably just bantering

>>36975368
>>36975381
>>36975447
Appreciate it goys