How do I find a girl to take my handholding virginity?

Pay someone to.

>>36965202
Tinder, lower your standards so much that you'll take anyone.
Pic the best one that responds to you.
Fuck said chick.

>>36965228
>tinder
i'm too retarded and gross for tinder i think

I don't even have a facebook

>>36965202
Kill yourself, maybe a cute demon will drag you by the hand to hell

>be me a long time ago
>15
>Neighbor girl noticed me talking about depression with a good friend on the bus
>She slides into my dms
>Asks me if I want to go for a walk
>I'm awkward but she wants to be friends
>She has a boyfriend but she becomes mildly enamoured with me which is just how she is
>She called me cute the first night we talked
>Boyfriend problems, trying to get her to go with me
>We talk on the phone and online, rarely meeting in person outside of our busride to school
>She lets me hold her hand and touch her thighs on the school bus
>Eventually gives me my first kiss
>She never leaves her boyfriend for me
>I move with my family 50 miles away
>We still talk
>Eventually they break up when I'm a grown-up and I invite her to and EDM show
>She's dancing with some other dude in front of me
>Go dance with two different girls
>Upset, was hoping we'd finally have secks
>Argue
>Give up
>Things have never been the same
>Find out she's dating someone new
>Whyisntitme.jpg
>Relationship ruined after I basically demand secks
>She still emails me on my birthday but I just look at our history as a failure and refuse to talk to her now