God keeps implanting thoughts of pedophilia in my mind? What can I do?

go find help before you fuck up your life by fiddling some kid

>>36965002
Jerk off to cp

>>36965050
How do I do this?

organilano

>still impulsively blaming god

>>36965069
go find a therapist and go talk about the thoughts your having, they should provide advice for you. remember having the thoughts isnt a crime but acting on them is so its best you go try get help for it now

>>36965086
>being this naive

orgnalism

>>36965089
What is your advice? i dont really trust therapists

>>36965172
well its best you either find someone you trust to talk about to it or go pay for a therapist, because even though you dont trust them its a hell of alot better takling to them than spending 10+ years in prison and getting passed around inmates for what you done

>>36965199
I dont think Ill ever do anything about it. If I do, itll be God controlling me to do so. He sends me visions, pictures and dreams about this every day for three years.

>>36965236
well you really need to find someone to talk to it about because otherwise you will do something you regret, and it wont be only your life thats ruined, more importantly some kid will be destroyed

>>36965089
Do NOT go to a therapist, you will get fucked by the long dick of societal law.

The best thing to do I'd say is really understand the effects that abuse has on a child, just how shattering a moment in childhood has on their entire lives. People are made of their experiences, and something like that in childhood is cataclysmic. Read psychology, read human development, hell take acid and see what it tells you. If you're not a psychopath incapable of fathoming the mind of another self then you should have no problem controlling yourself if you know the outcomes.

Also loli is a thing.

>>36965236
jerk off to lolis and don't harm any kid

>>36965236
Ok, ignore my post on
>>36965254
See a therapist, you're schizophrenic and not certain in the control you have over your own thoughts and actions.

>>36965086
>not believing The Lord has smote you

>>36965286
I know I am a schizophrenic, that doesnt stop God from sending me these thoughts.

>>36965335
Its not god its your condition, you need to go see someone for it dude, we are being serious

>>36965341
>we
I don't think he should see someone. don't generalize to make it seem more urgent than it is.

>>36965335
Ive been to the mental ward 3 times. Its still God.

>>36965373
its pretty urgent since he is saying he has thoughts which could hurt a child.
>>36965375
and surely if you have been to a mental ward 3 times you should be even remotly aware that its most likely just your head not some magic space man telling you to do this

Almost sounds like b8 but I'll bite.

Intrusions of religious figures in thoughts is related to schizophrenia. Of course if you're nervous about a therapist, you could always speak in SWIM terminology (someone who isn't me). Like "my friend has this problem..." or even explain SWIM and say "SWIM has this problem..."

Not sure if it works as a loophole, but it may make you feel better.

>>36965396
>hurt a child
little sluts are usually asking for it.

>>36965396
There is no sense of lust, want or violence in the thoughts. Its more of a statement like "Pedophilia is good". I dont think it can hurt anybody. Except me.

Ive been given proof of his existance every day for four years. Its kinda hard to believe its all in your head when its directly in your face.

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>>36965396
>magic space man
*tips* fedora

>>36965444
not really? younger ones dont understand what happens and depending on how young they are they can think they are just 'playing' untill they then realise what happened later on and they are fucked for life. Teenagers are usually just looking for attention from someone especially girls who had no father figure and they just do whatever the abuser says to be accepted but still fucks them over. dont make it seem like a child wants to be abused by some guy cause it makes you just as bad.
>>36965449
Even so you should still try help cause hurting yourself is pretty bad too

>>36965089
I've been to a therapist, they don't do anything. My session basically went like this.

>>So anon you said you're a pedophile, want to explain what that means
>I'm primarily sexually attracted to prepubescent girls
>>And does this bother you?
>Well it bothers me that everyone hates me for it
>>Do you want to try conversion therapy?
>No
>>Okay let's talk about how you're an autistic piece of shit instead

>>36965504
well just find a friend or something to talk about it with, maybe they can help you on more of an emotional level and try see if they can do something

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>>36965444
On 10/03/2011 in response to the statement "Stop downloading all that cee pee
: Thad, you're just asking for it" being posted by another user on MCMICHAEL'S
: Facebook page, MCMICHAEL wrote "WELL TELL 7 YEAR OLD GIRLS TO
: STOP SUCKING DICK SO SEXY." MCMICHAEL claimed this post was a joke.

you have to kill god

>>36965254
Did you ever heard the tragedy of Bruce Rind et al? I thought not, it's not a story the normies would tell you. It's a pedophile legend.

>>36965522
>so man, what's up
>dude I think I am a pedophile

>>36965555
TELL ME HOW TO DO THIS NOW!!

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>>36965576
you know i didnt mean it like that xD

>>36965555
Nice digits

>>36965002
as a pedo I try to not get close to children and I masturbate to lolis

>>36965577
try using the power of friendship
and remember to just be yourself

>>36965555
holy shit I got quads. how much 4chan gold do I get for this?

>>36965609
Problem is, he controls them too. Whenever they are near me, that is

>>36965492
Allow me to read to you my favorite passage from the Kinsey Reports

>Lying face down on the bed, with her knees drawn up, she started rhythmic pelvic thrusts, about one second or less apart. The thrusts were primarily pelvic, with the legs tensed in a fixed position. The forward components of the thrusts were in a smooth and perfect rhythm which was unbroken except for momentary pauses during which the genitalia were readjusted against the doll on which they were pressed; the return from each thrust was convulsive, jerky.
>There were 44 thrusts in unbroken rhythm, a slight momentary pause, 87 thrusts followed by a slight momentary pause, then 10 thrusts, and then a cessation of all movement. There was marked concentration and intense breathing with abrupt jerks as orgasm approached. She was completely oblivious to everything during these later stages of the activity. Her eyes were glassy and fixed in a vacant stare.
>There was noticeable relief and relaxation after orgasm. A second series of reactions began two minutes later with series of 48, 18 and 57 thrusts, with slight momentary pauses between each series. With the mounting tensions, there were audible gasps, but immediately following the cessation of pelvic thrusts there was complete relaxation and only desultory movements thereafter.

It's about a three-year-old girl.

>>36965671
cant even react to that desu

>>36965671
ew? thats honestly vile mate

>r9k tries to be a therapist again
There are many reasons why these thoughts pop into your head. It could even be ocd. Ignore what anybody says on here and talk to a profesional

>>36965671
Yup that gave me a boner alright

>>36965719
What's vile about a happy little girl? Children are sexual in their own way, and they're much happier if we don't teach them to be ashamed of themselves for it.

>>36965797
the fact a child shouldnt really be exposed to that? also not like a 3 year old who either cant speak properly or doesnt speak at all cant give consent

>>36965002
You act upon these thoughts my son, show god you're not a fucken wimp.

>>36965403
>you could always speak in SWIM terminology (someone who isn't me). Like "my friend has this problem..." or even explain SWIM and say "SWIM has this problem..."

Dude this isnt early 00s internet lmao, turn off your computer and walk away old internet man nobody uses SWIM anymore.

OP, never be ashamed of what you feel. Don't let others define you. That's the way I live----NO SHAME. All of my ideas are the best and nobody can dissuade me from thinking this.

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>>36965002
>God keeps implanting thoughts of pedophilia
That's not god, it's the devil. Stop masturbating n' stuff.

>>36965809
I don't think she was "exposed" to anything.

(The infant's) bones are weak and its sinews soft, but yet its
grasp is firm. It knows not yet the union of male and female, and yet
its virile member may be excited;--showing the perfection of its
physical essence. All day long it will cry without its throat
becoming hoarse;--showing the harmony (in its constitution).

>tfw couldn't give consent to getting my foreskin snipped but still had it done to me anyway

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>>36965809
But if they enjoy it whats the problem?

A lot of the issues later on in life is society and people telling them its terrible and they should feel traumatized and a victim. I would say thats a lot worse than making a girl feel good.

OP---go to younow.com, specifically the #dance channel. This is a site used primarily by teenage girls and will help you overcome your thoughts of pedophilia. It's close to Summer so these girls will start dressing in clothes that will make you totally Anti-Pedo.

>>36965809
Exposed to her own body? She's just doing what feels good. What would you suggest, that her mom stop her and tell her that humping her doll is bad?

We're talking about masturbation, consent isn't even an issue. I swear you normalfags just have a short list of canned phrases you use every time someone challenges your fragile worldview.

>>36965002
Terry is that you?
It's fine to have these thoughts Terry, even Stallman fucked a parrot.

>>36965840
How can I separate the two?

>>36965846
you honestly need help or something, fuck me your messed up
>>36965853
Feels bad man
>>36965860
that shes a fucking 3 year old child? she should be fucking watching dora the explorer or something
>>36965872
dont know what you did as a child but i never humped my doll or teddy or anything, and nah its not a fragile view its just the right thing to think

>>36965002
Start watching anime until the thought of 3DPD disgusts you.
Then enjoy pure 2D lolis without fear of party vans.

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>>36965898
>that shes a fucking 3 year old child? she should be fucking watching dora the explorer or something

If you are just going to keep parroting "BUT SHE'S FUCKING THREE" thats not an argument.

Hang yourself moralfag

>>36965918
its a good argument because if you have any form of morals you would know that its messed up

This is why I hate people who believe in God. It's nothing more than an excuse to be shitty and weak-minded by externalizing your thoughts and desires. If you refuse to acknowledge who you are and work to control it, then you're an evil person who should be killed.

I'm a pedophile but I would never sexually abuse a child because I know I'm a good person and I have the power to do what's right. Not because a deity determined this is how I should be, but because this is how I choose to be regardless of any reward or punishment after death. Religion corrupts all morality and anyone who follows it is inherently shitty.

>>36965951
How does shaming children for their natural feelings and stopping them from doing things that make them feel good make you moral?

>>36965980
If God was in your life, he would break you.

>>36965918
every once in a while i read a post that makes go "alright i have to get off r9k now"

today, this was that post

>>36965994
as a child i cant remember having any of those feelings just saying

>>36965980
>*tips fedora*
Stupid oversimplification. Idiot.

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>>36966020
>using this retarded anecdote

This tells me nothing at all, this just say's you were a boring as fuck kid who missed out.

You can't possibly believe this validates anything you've said.

>>36966014
>stop liking what I don't like
a boo hoo hoo.

Get the fuck off of r9k normie

>>36966064
It validates the fact that maybe your a little bit of a pedophile

>>36966020
Think harder. I was a shy and easily embarrassed child but I still played with myself and tried to get my sister to play naked games with me a few times.

>>36966007
Please stop believing in God. He's not real. Believing in God is making your problems worse. Your brain creates thoughts, nothing else does. Take responsibility for your own life.

I'm almost sure you're just fucking around but I'm so sick of religious people making the world a bad and evil place just because they don't want to acknowledge that they have evil desires that they can learn to control. God is not real and you need to stop believing in deities right now.

>>36966035

why does it have to be any more complex than that?

>>36966099
just to check how old are we all talking when your saying you played with yourself

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>>36966124
https://www.google.co.uk/?gfe_rd=cr&ei=WN4VWZyXAorW8AexpaH4Dw#q=my+daughter+touches+her+private+parts

>>36965002
if you shave your moustache the pedophilia should go away, and your head too if you dare

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>>36966124
In case you don't want to click ~

>>36966101
I cant. He has proven himself to me. There is no off-switch for that.

>>36966155
thanks, really didnt want to click that. and surely people asking for help on how to stop it proves its not normal

>>36966020
I used to get naked and hump my pillow all the time when I was a child. I also had weird submissive sexual fantasies from around age 6, like being a slave and getting punished or getting swallowed by a dragon. I started jacking off every day by age 10. I was a hentai freak long before I was exposed to any kind of porn.

>>36966181
The fact that it happens so much that people will go online to ask about it means it's natural.
What's not normal is puritanical retards trying to stop it.

>>36966181
>28,100,000 results
We're hitting cognitive dissonance levels that shouldn't even be possible

>>36965002
God isn't implanting anything in your mind you are just a pedo

>>36966168
No he hasn't. You just want an excuse to be a bad person because being a good person requires effort. Every thought you've ever had is from your brain and nothing else. You have to stop believing in God for the safety of those around you. As long as you continue to outsource your thoughts and desires to a foreign entity you will always be evil.

>>36966222
You dont know anything.

orgnoldfghjkl

>>36966265
>excuse to be a bad person

And what would my intent be? Since you clearly know more about myself than I do.

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>>36966181
You cant be this stupid right? Stop bating me

>>36965002
Its not god its the r9k posts you keep reading and the porn your watching just stop coming on here or youll end up getting brainwashed into becoming a trap weeaboo or paedophile

>>36966204
>>36966209
>children don't experience sexual desire meme

It's similar to the God thing, people would rather just pretend that human behavior is bound by universal constants than actually think about why things are wrong or right.

>>36966267
Sorry but these digits >>36966222 can't be wrong

>>36966304
>I dont think Ill ever do anything about it. If I do, itll be God controlling me to do so.

You're acknowledging that you will do anything if "God tells you to do so." Since God is just an imaginary manifestation of your own thoughts and desires, you're saying that you will harm someone if you desire. That makes you a bad person and is a risk to everyone around you, so either stop believing in God or kill yourself. Right now.

>>36965089
>confest pedophilia to random people in America
That's the most dangerous thing next to going into a hood alone

>>36965002
It's probably from just being on 4chan too much. Log off for a bit or go to another website.

>>36966432
>Since God is just an imaginary manifestation of your own thoughts and desires

Thats where youre wrong, bitter person.

>>36965898
You've made a lot of shit arguments even if your heart is almost in the right place. The child masturbating by humping a doll was to support the claim that children are sexual and thus sex with them isn't wrong. Instead of seeing that and very easily dismantling the bullshit you argue that the child shouldn't be exposed to their own actions...what, that isn't even a stance that makes sense.

Why not just say "children will explore their bodies but this doesn't mean they're ready for sex"? If your position matters so much at least make good arguments.

>>36966514
No I'm not. God isn't real. That's a fact. Believing in God is harmful to yourself and anyone you might potentially hurt because of your delusions. Please stop letting your fantasies control your reality. You know God isn't real, you know it's all in your head. Fuck therapy and medication and all that, all you have to do is just be honest with yourself and realize that these thoughts and desires are yours and yours alone. You can control them and be a good person.

>>36966716
>God isn't real. That's a fact.

Do you have evidence? Neither do I.

Let no man say when he is tempted, I am tempted of God: for God cannot be tempted with evil, neither tempteth he any man: But every man is tempted, when he is drawn away of his own lust, and enticed.
James 1:13-14 KJV

>>36966757
Almost everything attributed to God in the Bible, Torah, or Qur'an is factually wrong. This shows that God does not exist. Stop believing in God.

>>36966757
Pretty much the entirety of Genesis is evidence that God's book is either edited to hell from God's original telling or fan fiction about the origin of the planet. Either of these don't bode well considering it's the only thing all Christians view as hard evidence for God.

>>36965002
Tell God to fuck rite off and if he doesn't burn a church or 2

>>36966838
>of his own lust
Man was created by god. If we're of our own lust, then how did god create us?

>>36966838

This line of text literally makes no sense.

Nobody can say they're tempted by God, because God can't be tempted with evil, oh and because God doesn't tempt men. Men are tempted when they act on their temptation.

What the fuck does that even mean? Literally nothing. It's gobbledigook.

>>36966848
>>36966860
God likes to lie. That doesnt disprove him.

>>36966882
Ive thought about this a million times. But it is worth going to prison? Nah

>>36966955
Just do it in Norway, a few years of prison but then you can retire in the middle of nowhere with a dumb wife and make dumb kids and #redpill dumb idiots on youtube.

>>36965002
try to kill god.

>>36966910
Yes it does. An entity which is consistently wrong about everything cannot be trusted, even for its claim to its own existence, unless its existence can be physically observed by all people in the same way. Since even Christians cannot agree on the exact physical qualities of God, then there is no basis for God's existence.

Just stop being wrong and acknowledge that God isn't real. Once you do that, you can take control of your morality and no longer have to worry that you might sexually abuse children.

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>>36965002
Some entity is telling you to do evil, despicable things and you think it is God? You're a huge idiot, OP. Get help before you lose your place amongst God

2 Corinthians 11:3: No wonder, for even Satan disguises himself as an angel of light.

>>36967154
>An entity which is consistently wrong about everything cannot be trusted
I agree
>even for its claim to its own existence
His existance isnt defined by words.

>>36967186
He isnt telling me to do anything. And if its not God, then I assume the real God will understand.

>>36967216
>His existance isnt defined by words

No shit. Existence is defined by material form and the ability to directly cause physical change in material form. There is no directly observable evidence that God possesses either of these qualities, so he therefore does not exist. Stop believing in God.

>>36967237
I guess I missed the part in the bible where it describes his endless understanding. If something is tempting you, and something certainly is, it's doing so with God's permission and God will not be understanding if you give in. If something is tempting you with illegal and immoral things, it's not God. You need to pray for his guidance and forgiveness for you have already allowed yourself to stray from the righteous path and sin

>>36967310
>Existence is defined by material form
Not spiritual matters.
>the ability to directly cause physical change in material form
What do you mean by material form?
>There is no directly observable evidence that God possesses either of these qualities
Because it cant be measured?

>>36967403
Its not like I have a choice.orginalioanfkd

>>36966903
With free will, anon

>>36967406
The spirit does not exist. Material form is something that occupies space in the universe and has a mass that can be measured. Ability to affect material form means that the presence of an entity will cause a measurable effect on an object with mass that would not occur in its absence, such as light. If it can't be measured or directly observed by all observers with the same physical qualities, then it does not exist. Just stop being stupid and wrong. It's hard to change a belief that you've become so dependent on but you will be better off if you admit that God doesn't exist.

>>36967471
God is waiting for you to come back home to him but first you must atone for your sins and stop flirting with Satan

>>36965980
This. Religious people are just fucking insane and hide all their dirty ugly faces under the "glorious god"

>>36966903
>reasonably arguing with religions