Vigil Thread

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I just wanted him to love me.
I guess he was too messed up for me.
Happy I dodged the bullet, but I wonder about the pain...

>>36960718
No one. I haven't gotten close enough with anyone to fall out like that.

>>36960743
>pumped and dumped by Chad

What a surprise nobody could have expected this one.

>>36960787
Are drug addicts Chad?

>>36960806
Yep. Drugs are for normies. And the way he looks in that pic.

Stupid idiot got baited by base instincts again. Next time think.

>>36960834
He called me his gay love

How could I resist ;-;

>in highschool I didn't have many actual friends plenty of people knew me and would talk to me but nobody actually close
>dad was a cock and abusive it left me depressed and I started fucking up my grades
>get put in a class with fuckups none of them having any serious form of retardation they were all druggies
>in this shitheap for 4 years
>3rd year meet a kid named Dante
>We ended up hating eachother at first because of this kid named TJ who tried to pit us against eachother by saying shit
>We ended up bonding over a band called Oingo Boingo
>Would fuck with the teachers as much as possible without getting fucked over for doing so
>At some point meet this really cute punker goth girl
>Some shit happens where my apartment exploded and I was pennyless
>Lets us stay at his place
>Eventually things start to get weird
>It's obvious Dante likes my GF
>GF keeps reassuring me nothing will happen
>She and I get into bigger and bigger arguments after a pregnancy scare and talks about abortion
>Say fuck it she can keep it
>She's not pregnant
>End moving out of Dantes
>During one of our texts she mentions hanging out with him
>Get upset and tell her he just wants to fuck you and that he's not your friend
>She stops replying
>Was going to my fire academy meeting was working on getting papers for my redcard so me and GF could move to Oregon
>Find out that she's tripping on shrooms with him and another friend of his
>My car breaks down in their part of town have to go by his house to get wifi so I can cheese a call through to triple AAA
>Doesn't work so I knock on the door to use a phone hoping someone is home
>It's his friend
>Successfully get a call through using their home phone
>GF gets mad thinks I was stalking her and him
>That makes no sense
>Start calling her like a gorillion times texting her I'm kinda pissed
>End up going back home she's not picking up
>Call her mom find out she's sleeping over at Dantes
>Figure she's cheating on me
pt2

>>36960912
>call her mom who assures me there's nothing going on
>next day she breaks up with me over the phone
>3 months later see a video of them with their new record store out
>it's an interview with Dantes dad and he mentions something about Dante's gf's art for sale
>It's my ex
>Fueled by absolute hatred I head over to a pawn shop and pickup a guitar
>have been learning a little over year
>Dante had taken 10 years of guitar lessons and gotten no where
>I'm getting good enough where I can play songs
>plan on getting so good I can see Dante again and btfo and the dreams he couldn't accomplish which is gigging
>already know enough people who play or have some music talent where I could get something going
>have a project at the moment which is playing 20 minutes of jimmy page solos along with 400+ songs I plan to learn to start getting gud for composing
>have already started making my own songs
I look at his instagram and hers sometimes and it's what fuels me to btfo him I imagine it like Dark Souls kinda I'm building myself up so I can PVP his asshole with my guitar he had dreams of becoming a musician and I'm going to make it happen

>>36960975
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WQ6B96NyaJ4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=47_qIoXE-Lw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l-hk4IkTPgI
The songs I've learned fully so far I keep on learning more everyday I'm going to fucking shred his asshole

>>36961009
Good on ya mate, damn

>>36960912
you sound like a hyper normie. why are you here?

>>36961122
I promise I'm not I'm suppose to see a psychiatrist relatively soon they had me on several other medications like klonopin,ritalin, and adderall. When I was 6 while at school and nobody was looking I took a shit in some kids desk for giggles. Another time when I was 8 I went streaking.

>>36960975
You can do it, I hope you get that asshole for all the shit he's done