Should I pull the trigger, /r9k/?

I've come to the conclusion that if I find my self in a situation where I want to end it... why not just empty the bank account and fucking leave?

I got nothing to lose, so why not just leave everything behind and just go...

>>36947321
Join the military. At least you might die for a good cause.

i'm almost the same
>19 years old
>stopped going to school after the fifth grade, not sure how i even made it that far with how bad i was at math and how much work i didn't turn in
>just stay in my room on the computer all day, like i have for the past 8 years
>no friends, only outside contact is my brother's friends when they come over to smoke weed with him
>super insecure about my entire body, no chance of ever having a relationship
>sexuality changes with the tide, but not sure if i'd fuck a guy for real
i worked for about nine months total but ive been unemployed for the past three or so. it sucks because i know this is the most relaxed i'll ever be, and i still hate my fucking life. the only thing that can make me function is opiates. i was getting heroin from a co-worker at my last job and was doing it almost every day. every week i spent my entire ~$310 paycheck on heroin and food.

>>36947546
why lol... theres nothing out there, your instincts might kick in and overcome your apathy, and you might survive but for what, youll return and find same shit and soon that feel you feel the survival feel will fade away again.

>>36947730
>Fighting the Jew WarsTM

Literally can't entire body is useless garbage.

>>36947321
>Should I pull the trigger, /r9k/?
Why? Your life doesn't sound that bad. I mean yeah you're going to have to figure out a source of income eventually but you've got time to figure out the anxiety or depression or whatever it is that's holding you back.

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>>36947809
If you don't want to join the military of your nation like he suggested, consider joining a PMC or foreign militia with political ideals you can align with. You'll gain valuable skills like how to shoot people, how to stab people, how to blow up buildings and cars to kill people, and get fit through homicide. Who knows, maybe you can even find foreign femboys to forcefully power-bottom on after massacring his entire family until you're both exhausted in a bloodthirsty adrenaline-filled sea of semen and lust.

Doesn't that sound like fun?

Just start hrt anon.

Go to /femgen/ or /mtfg/ on /lgbt/ and become a femboy a tranny and fuck or get fucked in boipucci

hrt too fucking expensive no way