What do you hate the most about your life anon?

that this years harvest may not be as bountiful as previous years.
>them feelz i think im doing my best

>everyone I know is a normie
>I can talk to them normally but I cant form deep meaningful connections with them

YOU FUCKS RUINED ME

>>36938612
Im almost 21 year old and total failure without future + no social life at all

Wanting to an hero everyday

The particles didn't get blasted in the right direction this time, so I ended up an indecisive shut in with no ambition. I wish this shit didn't take fourteen billion years to get going just to check my work fuck it all I'm going back to sleep after this one

>>36938612
How everything and everyone assumes you're as normal as them. Nothing is made for those who can't survive in a social environment, forcing use to retreat to the comfort of a solitary life.

>>36938640
You only ruined yourself, we only helped you reach the endpoint faster.

>>36938612
>keep going to sleep
>keep waking up
>why does this keep happening
>tfw when no eternal slumber

>>36938612
>What do you hate the most about your life anon?

The lack of purpose.

>>36938754
Fug I thought the question was about life in general, not my life in particular, should have read more closely. In that case, I hate how I only have good intentions in life, yet I can't do anything because I'm poor and autistic. I was cursed from the start

>>36938770
Yeah :/
>>36938775
Yup

>>36938640
While I don't think 4chan ruined me, it's definitely tougher for me to make friends with normies I think, or people who aren't depressed or have experience with it. Even if we don't talk about. It's just weird, I feel like I can't make a connection

>>36938632
I'm growing tomatos, spinach and carrots meself. What are you growing?

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>>36938781
>I was cursed from the start
Muh circumcision

>>36938669
Thats extremely relatable

diabeetus, graves disease, epilepsy and fucking up good opportunities

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>>36938612
That I'm in control of it.
If my life, advantages, ability and chances were given to anyone else, I feel like they would have made something out of it. Instead I've just run it into the ground and destroyed it.

>>36939059
Yeah anon. Life sucks. Wanna talk about this on discord?

>>36938612
the fact that I have no strong desires outside of sustaining the status quo

How boring it is

crippling speech impediment

That I'm constantly given great opportunities, but because of my core character I sabotage it.
If I were
>punctual
>forward-looking
>not neurotic
>not wallowing in self pity
>socially resistant
>a pleasant person

then maybe I won't be going back to doing essentially nothing, some dead end job once I drop out from this masters.
It's not even romantic opportunities, it's lost friends, shit grades, missed events, all these small things that could've had a huge impact on my life. But it's so easy to have it just slip by.