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>>36937179
you want to help me?
when I had my first suicidal thoughts, I had a endless list of reasons not to kill myself. now, years have passed, I still have suicidal thoughts. my list? only one entry, which is losing it's value day by day. that reason is my family. I had a mental breakdown this year and I came to realize, my family is just there to get me going in life, to make me independent, make me successful, make me a good person. I'm 22 yo and I'm none of that. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up again. I'm exhausted. I'm tired. I'm empty. I'm scared from myself. my mind is split. part of me just wants to finish this misery and my other half tries to contain this grudge, but my tolerance for my bad side increases day in day out. I lose my mind to this thing in my head. I don't know how long I can control it. but I know, once it unleashes, I'm guaranteed dead for sure.
here's a text I wrote once in a thread, where the question was
>what's holding you back from suicide

I'm not a neet but how do I develop a personality
Im hollow and depressed

Failed normie here.

I had decent looks before getting fat and in college I formed an idea about what kind of girls I can get that hasn't really held up as a 28 year old security guard.

I tend to quickly lose interest in girls willing to have sex with me over their various flaws(chubby, single mother, etc) and I know it's hypocritical.

Should I just be single forever? I like the idea of having a kid but feel it wouldn't be fair to get in an LTR if I know I'm going to lose interest in the girl.

im agoraphobic. how do i leave my house without crying?

>>36937179

I've had a weird fetish revolving around killing people and getting to play with their bodies ever since I was 6. I used to invent "plays" for me and my friends so I could do this to them. It also at some point inverted itself and I also fantasize about being the one killed. It's strange to think that as a child I was highly manipulative for sexual purposes and it wasn't until I was in my 20s did I learn to think about people as something more than potential sex objects. What the fuck is going on and how did this start so early.

>>36938082
>I used to invent "plays" for me and my friends so I could do this to them
wat

>>36937179
How long have you been studying?

>>36937989

Would you describe yourself as Nihilistic or chronically depressed ?

Nihilism is problem of lack of meaning in life while Depression develops through learned helplessness; Both can be tackled if you can muster enough energy to try. Go ahead tell me what is foundation of your suicidal tendencies.

>>36938020

Developing a personality is primarily about building up on your inherent strengths; Have you taken any kind of personality quiz recently ? MBTI, Big5, StrengthFinder or VIA are all good places to start.

I have pretty shallow emotions. I can control them at will. I always think about murder, but the thoughts are compulsive. It's the same with suicidal thoughts.

>>36938072
>agoraphobic

Social anxiety can be countered through exposure therapy; If you are too scared to go out in public, try to start with little things; Maybe chat with someone online. do you play games, try team speak or some kind of online chat; If you can master that, try to go out in the public and just see if you feel comfortable around random strangers; maybe join a hobby so you can have some routine contacts. Just progressivly keep increasing contanct and interaction; you don't need to become a full blown extrovert but you should feel confident enough to feel good about yourself.

>>36938082

Well, You may have psychopathic tendencies; Best you can do is mediate those tendencies. Remeber that these is a distinction between ideas and action; People who have unconscious fantasies are much more dangerous because they have no control over their ideas but if you are keenly aware of your dark thoughts, you can also achieve mastery over them.

Also, Do you feel like you can respect people ? Maybe only the part of them that is capable of killing you ? if yes then you can form a functional relationship over time, If no then you might feel confrontational which is not a good idea.

>>36938387

An year or so; I am not exactly a professional but I know enough to provide psychological first aid.

>>36938573

I'm not a bad person in my day to day life.
I do respect people and to be honest I think I am the worst person I know. I tend to see the best in people and I almost never fantasize this way about people I actually know.

I feel like there is a big disconnect between my sexuality and the way I actually see the world. I just don't know how this happened and how it started so early. I was literally obsessed with these fantasies as early as 6-7. I must have gotten them from somewhere but I have no idea where I could have picked something like this up.

>>36938591
Like, undergrad, masters, PhD?

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Okay. I have many strange thoughts, but I'll tell you about the one I'm concerned the most about at the time.

Well, I am aware I didn't have a masculinity image in front of me when I was a growing up kid. For the most part, I got some ideas about being a man from mass media.

When I went to school, my illusions were shattered, as no one in that community respected the ideals I believed in.

Of course, I must also include the "way of thinking and acting like a man", i.e. non-verbal language, body language, some subtle hints, posture, etcetera.

Then, when I finished school and went to university, I began to experiment more freely. I wondered why some people get attention and some don't, and why the most of them are very social, talkative and have lots of "friends".

I failed, since I made my public image overly complicated. It was too tiring to keep it up, so I deliberately quit doing it and decided I'll behave in public like I behave when I am alone.

Of course, it retracted all of the people from me, with whom I was previously acquainted, since I'm typically moody, strict and serious.

I noticed that most of the people I saw really like to be pushed down by their superiors. For example, if I get to lead a group of students in a project, they somehow feel really comfortable with it, even if I force them to do their jobs properly, as they're no usually enthusiastic enough.

I thought the democratic way of leading people was the correct one, like "treat one another like you want to be treated yourself", but in my case, it doesn't work.

I must also mention I'm not an alpha, I never held hands with a girl, I am poor, and I have severe social anxiety.

I'm asking for help because I want to figure out on how to influence people more, and I feel I'm missing some semi-subconscious things the most social kids acquire in their earlier days.

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I just fell off the wagon and don't know how to get back on.
I hadn't looked at porn in 2 months, caved last week, and have been on a huge binge ever since. Multiple 2-4 hour fap sessions per day for about a week now. The particular porn is of a fetish I would give anything not to have/enjoy, and whenever I'm done I feel like killing myself. The more depressed I get, the more I end up masturbating/looking at porn, and the longer the edging session goes.

What should I do?

>>36938454
I have taken MBTI but my personality has switched in the last two years since becoming depressed
Is that normal?

I am going for a walk and I will answer more questions when I return; Pile them up.

It will be slow thread but I will try to be thorough

>>36938696

Personality doesn't change; Their minor variations but drastic change often implies a major issue that you weren't able to resolve so you had to change in order to cope; not exactly healthy in the long run.

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>>36937179
well i have a single problem that id be interested to hearing a solution for, i really don't like people - they like me and i get along with them but its just because i have to, its no me being introverted either as im extroverted by nature.

Hey OP

Here's one
I find it difficult to make friends with normies. Or people who don't have experience with depression. Even if we don't talk about it, it's still easier to make friends with non normies. I dunno
I'm lonely and I want to die I feel no meaning in my life haha :(

>>36937179
I have a faulty brain thats resulted in crippling depression and near lethal insomnia. Something about serotonin and the pathways involved being either non-existent or fucked.
I can't take joy in anything, can't feel happiness, contentment, satisfaction, or basically any "good" emotion.
I hate people and interacting with people. I have no idea why. Simply being aware of their nearby presence for some reason annoys me to enough of a degree i resent their very person let alone if they actually talk to or touch me which for some reason i will hold an undying grudge against them for.
I'm lacking in empathy almost entirely. A good example was when that luge accident happened during the olympics and someone had to actually sit me down and explain why they were shortening the track and why everyone made a big deal of it. To me it was an expected outcome i thought everyone had accepted as they had told all participants ahead of time it was the hardest run made to date and possibly dangerous. I still don't fully understand it.

Other than that i've had that "call of the void" issue for the past decade. If i'm driving i'll have a brief flash where i want to pull into the oncoming lane or to ruin the shelves in the grocery store or to hit someone on the street. Its not very strong just a sort of an idea that pops into my head briefly and i get the feeling it would be the "right" thing to do.

Anyway, for as long as i can remember i've always viewed life as tedius and boring and for a good while i've wished to die. Personally the only real reason I haven't killed myself is i'm either busy doing other things, it would put others out, or I couldn't really work the energy up to actually do the act.

I usually just pass time with reading, games, or things like 4chan.

AMA or analyze me or whatever is you're here to do.

>>36938845
>I am 15
Thats what i read

>>36938591
>An year or so
so you have about as much exposure as some bored 40's something mum who's watched a few khan academy videos?

>>36939058
probably older than you and everyone else in this thread but ya know

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>>36937179
I'm 22 and asexual but i have an insane oedipus complex and mommy issues.I don't want to fuck girls or even date them, but i wish a girl would let me rest my head on her lap and have her stroke my hair. I also want to breastfeed. What is it and how do i make it go away? I know I'll never live it out in real life so I need it gone. I'm planning on buying a dummy tomorrow to soothe myself.

I'm a recovering pedophile and deeply ashamed that I ever got into that stuff in the first place. I was never a sexual predator, it was all just something I kept to myself for sexual release, but I feel so ashamed every time kids get near me because it just reminds me of how shitty a person I was for indulging in that stuff. I of course never seeked professional help because I never saw myself as a dangerous person (they also take the security of children over the freedom of a dysfunctional fetishist), but I told a few friends that sort of joke about the whole subject time to time. I'm afraid of the future if I ever get into a relationship. Is it something I'm ethically required to mention to a loved one? Is there a chance my awful "urges" will ever resurface? I'm at the point where it makes me sick just looking at the stuff, and it's been several months since I've gone back to it.

>>36938430
mh, in high school I was a bit edgy teen and always said jokingly I was nihilistic. I have problems of seeing a meaning in life. I also feel helplessness, like I'm stuck in a hole and my mind's repeating itself over and over again. "kill yourself. what are you living for? what's your purpose? you're shallow. noone likes you except your parents. you don't even enjoy your hobbies anymore so why do you keep breathing? " are the most frequent thoughts repeating themselves.
what do you mean with foundation? like which type of suicide I wanna commit?

>>36937989
How about stop playing the victim and wallowing in self pity? Have you tried that?

>>36939934
I'm part timing, studying informatics, I'm fairly successful and some normies somewhat like me. I don't feel this by choice. I feel it because my brain's telling me so. I also don't pity myself.

>>36937179

18 Well I'm intp. I'm really healthy, got pretty good gains, go to a decent university. Virgin but have tongued a girl pretty easily. Love video games.
I'm pretty certain I'm a schizoid which is making my life difficult as I don't enjoy talking to many people.
Not depressed, incredibly content at the moment. I hope to have a stable job where I can have enough time to do my thing in a sanctuary of solitude.
Male
5'10/11
6 2/4 inch dick
around 67kg
around 20% bf
65kg bench for 3
dead lift 120kg for 3
front squat 90kg for 1

I fap to loli but don't wanna fuck little kids. I fap to traps but wouldn't fuck a dude. I just want a girl friend who's hot, I get along with on an intellectual level (don't want any of that emotional shit). Also it's really a necessity that she wears a tail buttplug with collar and animal ears and I wanna force her to orgasm whilst she's strapped up. I really don't care that I'm single, I could die a virgin.

I really need to get a well paying job after university however because I don not want to move back in with my mum.

>>36940222
You may deny it but your posts suggest otherwise

>>36938730
Except that in the long term personalities can make changes. People may still tend towards acting certain ways but their personality does have the ability to change. The idea that personality is completely static was debunked long ago, as you'll probably learn once you get to sophomore year of college.

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>>36939251
I know this feel, I like older women and women that are in any position of power over me, I fantasize about them mothering me and such, nothing totally weird like diapers or anything im not into that but just cuddles and stuff. I dont know how to make it go away.

>>36938625

Sex and Violence are deeply connected because both are unconscious impulses and they often manifest as such; Children who haven't been particularly well socialized can often develop anti-social behavior. All I am suggesting is that being concious of these impulses is better than repression or sublimation. The fact that you are aware of these means that you are reletivaly healthy. These issues might remmerge when you try to be intimate with someone but if you are comfortable with them and can communicate effectively; Well, that's how a lot of kinky fetishes are born :D

>>36938627

Undergrad; but let's just say that I have been studying for much longer time. Also, I have a knack for it.

>>36938644

Look, Satiating your need for social approval is deep driving force among people and I am not going to tell you that it's not important; It's very important to feel safe and attractive but clearly one has to play the hand they are dealt. Men have a very hard time with accepting their sense of inferiority and this conflict can be fuel for aggression;

So, how do you deal with it ?

Well, You can start by developing a skill; something that will give you a sense of inherent value and it will also contribute to financial stability.

> feel I'm missing some semi-subconscious things the most social kids acquire in their earlier days.

I can relate to that; almost all robots can. In my experience a lot of people simply don't enjoy socialization but they create this ideal image of themselves that is always happy and in sync with group; constantly high on positive emotion. In reality they always try to hard and expect too much. In such situations I think it is useful to control expectation.

What the fuck is happening when something familiar becomes unfamiliar, like whilst staring at a chair it can become so strange, the shapes and stuff it just becomes so fucking weird. Just likes sartres nausea.

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>>36939251

I don't think you are asexual; Pretty much every guy has a oedipal complex and it's part of a healthy sexuality. Like a lot of guys you might not have had a strong male ideal to look up to even if you did you might still find it a little tough to sake off the mommy kink; That's fine though.

You don't make it go away; You marry a girl who reminds you of your mom.

>>36939807

Look, Depression is common; It develops when people regularly don't get what they want.

Nihilism on the other hand is for people of above average intelligence and high openness who feel like life is meaningless in a logical sense.

One can be both depressed and nihlistic and if one feels that it's all meaningless and things are not going your way. However, Nihlism often prevents one from even attempting to cure their depression because they are stubornly convinced that they have figured out the world and that it's all meaningless.

I think the best way to treat Nihlism by looking for meaning and taking on this problem head on. If you are reader, start reading Philoshpy; You will encounter this question of meaning repeatedly and I would that it is your best chance to find some thing real and tangible. Look into stoicism and existentialism in specific if go this route.

>>36941841
i dont think u understand nihlism
Nihlism is an anti natalist point of view, nothing is worth anything therefor i am not going to kinda stuff

Ofc life is meaningless everyone knows that but knowing this doesnt make you a nihlist,

also

>Nihilism on the other hand is for people of above average intelligence and high openness who feel like life is meaningless in a logical sense.

i cant tell if you are underage or retarded.

>>36940530

I didn't need to know your dick size LMAO

I am INTP as well and that high in openness can make life very interesting but also very bizarre. You seem healthy enough and the fact that you are self aware about fetishes is a good sign.

However, fetishes are not real life and you should be aware of the distinctions; Try to get a proper relationship going.

I don't think looking for intellectual stimulation in an intimate relationship a good idea; Look for intimacy, comfort and understanding instead. I have noticed that relationships based on intellectual stimulation can get really competitive and superficial real fast.

>>36937179
i know more than a psychologist so..

>>36941999
If you follow nihilism and don't ready philosophy, you've essentially stunted your growth in the view of the world.

Existentialism is where it's at. Surpass Nihilsm and you'll become bittersweet - just read Albert Camus essay on The Myth of Sisyphus to start.

i am unable to cry and i dont think i can feel other stuff then adrenaline and forms brain stimulation
what the fuck do i do

>>36938072
wear eyeglasses or sunglasses
also take a shower before u go outside and shave your head (assuming ur a man)

>>36942050
what the fuck
did you even read what i wrote?

>>36938494
ur not specific, this is why no one can help u

>psychology student
you're making a big mistake bud

>>36938644
a s p i e s
no srsly, youre being respectful and people are not reciprocating, its because youre weird and dont realize it.

>>36937179
>Jung
>anything but a superstitious hack

>>36939032
u have severe aspies, because u lack empathy and hate interacting with people
also major depression

>>36941050

Personalities are not static but they also don't change drastically but remain relatively stable through out life. People test differently during times of some drastic transformation in life; For example during puberty or after marriage. It also changes during times of stress and so on. However, it tends to be temporary people tend to revert back when things normalize.

Also depends on the personality analysis tool; Jungian typology measures the underlying cognitive preferences while the BIG 5 is behavioral tool designed to measure superficial manifestations of ones personality.

>>36939615
how were your parents around you when you were young? also that sexual fetish is just a result of being withdrawn from society and major depression

>>36942081
Of course I did. You clearly don't have a working understanding of philosophy like I do.

>>36939807
this is because you keep trying to level your self with successful people. if you dont enjoy your hobbies then why not try to find something else? its ok to get bored of them, i get bored of doing the same thing so i have many things to do.idk if you have autism, because you said no one likes you, and im sure youre a nice person, you didnt provide enoughd etails.

>>36942209
>Of course I did. You clearly don't have a working understanding of philosophy like I do.

this is gold

>>36941841
thats actually an incredible definition to depression

>>36942276
I like my upvotes and Reddit gold, thank you good sir.

>>36941999

I agree with >>36942050

With Nihilism you are merely scratching the surface of existentialism. There is whole lot out there if you really think this is problem then there is nothing more rewarding than exploring Philosophy. The existentialists in particular explore this problem in depth. I am personally in awe of Nietzsche almost constantly and I am convinced that he was the greatest Psychologist of all time.

>>36942103

I know. That is the fun part.

>>36942082
That's all I have going on though. There aren't many other things that I know of.

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>>36937179
I'm 25 and work a low paying job with few hours and have done nothing great in my life. My main problems are my ADD which keeps me from focusing on one thing for too long. My antisocial personality, which didn't manifest until a few years ago, but I'm not narcissistic or violent enough to have ASPD. Last my stubborn and procrastinating ways. I'll remain steadfast in not doing something I don't want to do for ages, which kept me unemployed for long stretches of time because I feel like no job will make me happy enough or at least not sad enough to apply. I've been at my current job for just over 2 years only because it's become comfy because I have a routine and my boss never makes me try to do anything new. Back to the stubbornness though, it's really detrimental because I will not even think about things that may benefit me if I don't like them.

All these things have kept me in a vicious cycle of depression and slight poverty. Now I'm highly isolated, don't go out much, and have literally no friends. Everytime I try to break the cycle and start up a healthy routine I stop after a short while. Help.

>>36939615

I may not be trained to tackle that particular fetish but I think it's worth making the distinction between fantasy and action. You seem self aware and the fact that you are actively tacking this problem is good. Although, You need to be exceedingly careful because and merely pushing your fantasies into the unconscious is dangerous strategy because one cannot actively control what is unconscious. Rember that the taboo atached to pedophilia is not merely arbitary but it's there to protect the most vulnerable section of the society. Don't focus on guilt because people can often revel in guilt; instead focus on your responsibilities. I would suggest looking into stoic philosophy.

>>36941678
Yeap. You are a snowflake faggot. Diagnosis confirmed.

>>36942062

I don't understand what you mean. Please rephrase your problem.

>>36942151

>implying that superstition is a bad thing.

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>>36942572

This is OP BTW. Couldn't be bothered to write my, Didn't realize r9k doesn't have a tagging system.

>>36937179

I have a degree in psychology

And I can confirm psychology sucks

>>36942766

Why does my fucking trip change almost everytime I post

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>>36938649
what's the fetish big boy?

>>36942766

Psychology Undergrad is pretty worthless, I agree. However, that is not case if you go for further studies. Psychology is really a pretty flexible degree in that regard too; You can pair it with almost anything; Economics, Medicine, Computer Science, Management; The possibilities are endless desu

>>36938649

You seem to feel pretty guilty about your fetish and your inability control it; My first recommendation would be to get over your guilt because guilt just reinforces the cycle. People learn to revel in their guilt which becomes kind of fetish in itself; You see it all the time on R9k. It's better to treat your fetish as mental disease to actively get a hold over it; It will be painful and you will relapse but if you can ward off the post fap guilt and the inevitable self loathing, you can learn to get on with it.

>>36942026
Good advice.

I might also just be, what the brits call, a melt.

I'm pretty much like that with in real life as well. I HATE lies and lying to myself is the worst. When I smile I tell myself that my gap tooth is ugly as fuck but I also tell myself other factors can compensate.

>>36939060

Women really don't understand psychology because they are so often too deep into their own pathology that it compromises their understanding. The primary reason why Psychology gets a bad reputation because it's literally 70% female.

>>36939807
Your picture selection and your posting style paint you as a weak, ignorant youngster who tries to come off as ofensive because he/she is dumb enough to believe ''that's what smart people are like, haha''

You are funny!

>>36943004

A lot of people don't really consider MBTi to be accurate but in my anecdotal experience I find to be seriously accurate on many levels of analysis. As an INTP i am very often super self conscious of my looks but I also have narcissistic streak and sometimes I just love the way I look and feel. It's a pretty funny contrast really.

Also, about your relationships; According to socionics, which is a russian variant of the MBTI; INTPs match really well with ESFJ's and ENFP's, This coupling is not really obvious because both those types are such normies and not stimulating at all but they are emotinally supportive and loyal which is very important for me at least.

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>>36942883

I focused on criminal and evolutionary psychology

In the end I merged them both together and looked at hybristophilla from a evolutionary point of view

>>36943622

That's your graduate thesis or what ?

Do you think research in social sciences a viable career choice ? I am confident about it as an undergrad degree because it's flexible but I am not sure if I want to go in for research just yet. I wanted to study Philosophy but I didn't see any prospects there at all except a career as a writer or a teacher.

>>36937989
>family
theres no bigger cancer in life
i wish they would ship us out the moment puberty starts to some sort of school and never see the fuckers again

>>36943761

I think what you mean is Dysfunctional famileis.

Even then it would have to be particuarly dysfunctional family for it to be a net negative.

There was a lot of conflict in my house and it was not perfect, but it's also the only support system I have it's really only foundation of meaning and happiness for me.

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I can't get a boner without hurting my GF during sex. Fortunately for me, she likes pain. I just don't like the fact that I need to strangle, claw, bite into her flesh to keep myself hard and to enjoy myself.

Even outside the bedroom, I want to hurt people, but I never will of course since it's against the law. I'm also capable of feeling empathy. I've never felt like I lack power or anything, I just for some reason get a huge dopamine rush when I hurt a person.

>>36943745
>That's your graduate thesis or what ?

I never bothered doing post-grad I was sick of education system by that time and just wanted to leave, I did it in my own free time using the university database.

Research is only viable in the social sciences under two pretexts

>You do a PH.D and go into post-doc
>You're skilled in statistics and quantatative research methods

I had a friend who graduated top of her class after doing her post grad but ended up working in a call centre. Most of the careers in the social sciences revovle around social working, clinical psyche and such things

>>36944005

The "psychology is worthless" meme does create strong sense of anxiety within me; I think I can be a decent clinical therpapist but I am not sure if I am stable enough to get PHD so I am trying to sharpen my data analytics and statistics skills so I can find a job atleast. I also have associates in IT which could potentially make me at least passably employable.

>>36944214

It's pretty worthless if you're a man, if you're a woman you're guaranteed a job in human resources walking around in high heels so some old middle aged cunt can jerk off to you

If you're a man you're pretty fucked

>>36942766
doing my master in psychology, I second this notion.

>>36944262

That's funny because women are complete shit at psychology; It's just that they have that comforting female quirks that calms anti-social males and can relate to depressed middle aged women. They are useless with males in the long run because they are too superficial and they can't really relate to women because of the mutual understanding that women are incompetent.

>>36944540

Women are the fucking WORST all the women in psychology are stacey, instagram, chad cock chasing normie sluts. They're just whores who virtue signal and want to "help" people to masturbate their own egos and tell their friends what amazing caring people they are they literally do not give one single shit about your problems

I have antisocial personality disorder and I've seen three psychologists all female and all they've done is fucking piss me off

>>36944581
>and all they've done is fucking piss me off
How exactly have they done this?

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>>36937179
>1st year undergrad psych student thinks he has the authority to give psych advices to people who browse one of the more fucked up places on the internet.

Do you know no shame? You're like homeopath going on a site for cancer patients and giving out tips for curing them. What a fucking faggot I can't believe this shit is real.

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>>36937989
>>36938020

Your problems will be fixed by becoming rapists

>>36938072

Your problem will be fixed by assualting someone, why be scared of leaving the house when YOU'RE the one people should be afraid of

>>36938082

Masturbate more

>>36938494

You will do nothing don't worry about it

>>36938644
>I'm asking for help because I want to figure out on how to influence people more

You want to be popular and well liked to exploit people so you can be popular and well liked in order to get pussy. Get tattoos and do steroids

>>36938649

Your problem will be helped by becoming a rapist

Alright that's my psychological help for the day

>>36941678
Sounds like derealization tbqh man. I had it when I was hospitalized and everything just looked different in a way that I couldn't exactly put my finger on.

If it's just single cases like that, you might just be neurotic though.

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>>36944609

Because they're fucking stupid, why the fuck would some dumb cum guzzling gutter slut whose had two cocks shoved in her cunt at the same time be able to understand even 1% of my life. Why would some make up covered, high heel wearing, prostitute skirt, nail painted bimbo bitch know anything about what it's like to be me

>You have antisocial personality disorder
>You have aggressive tendencies
>You have problems with authority

Suck my fucking cock you glorified whore, basically a street hooker who doesn't give you a fucking blow job at the end of their fake caring bullshit. At least a street whore rubs my dick after pretending to give a shit about me. Reading me that textbook shit, bunch of crap they pulled they out of the DSM. You want to know what a real sadist looks like, a true psychopathic murderer. Read this

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>>36944808
>You have antisocial personality disorder
>You have aggressive tendencies
>You have problems with authority
And you're telling me you don't? You didn't give a single, actual reason for why they're wrong, except that they're cunts.

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>>36944869

I never said they're wrong, I know I do I don't give a fuck everyone on this planet is a selfish spiteful cunt. I just don't pretend I'm not or try to hide it. I might have ASPD but those whores have histrionic personality disorder. Go to the night club district on a friday or saturday night and see them flood the clubs in a whores uniform getting ready to take every cock in the area. Watch them suck a strippers cock on a girls night out while their husband is at home eating pizza and playing overwatch.

And I'm the mentally ill one? Nigger please

>>36944387
Getting my doctorate in psychology. Also can confirm it sucks.

>>36944672
>>36944672

If my advice is shit then say so.

Just because I have officially been studying for 1 year doesn't mean that I don't have an intutive understanding of the subject; I think I am much better suited at understanding the Psyches of the people who surf on this board than some PHD holding 50 year old woman who will charge 200$ an hour for saying a few encouraging words.

On the other hand if you think that my advice worthless or negatively affects this people, I will swiftly abandon the thread and apologize.

>>36945503
I say you just leave because I can see your pussy from here

>>36937179
>Jungian
How do get out of anima grip?

Constant self sabotage. Was good looking. Still have potential to be good looking. Used to do well at school. Then decided to play guitar and spent all my time on that. Then when I got really good at that I decided I'd go to music school like an idiot. At music school fucked up every good opportunity that came my way for myself somehow. Nearly the end of my final term. Feel like I'm gonna fuck that up and fuck up the next couple of months I've still got this flat and end up a neet or homeless and an hero for the sin of falling through so many safety nets.

>>36945596

Afraid of being successful

>https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jonah_complex

>The Jonah complex is the fear of success which prevents self-actualization, or the realization of one's potential.[1][2] It is the fear of one's own greatness, the evasion of one's destiny, or the avoidance of exercising one's talents.[1][3] Just as the fear of achieving a personal worst can motivate personal growth, the fear of achieving a personal best can also hinder achievement.[1]

Just do it faggot

>>36945648

Shit this hit the spot; what do ?

So I'm this
>>36937989
>>36939807

sorry for no replies was at work.
>>36941841
i think this is OP? I'm foreigner to the english language so maybe i couldnt express myself how i wanted to. I know there's no logical meaning in life and there's no literal purpose except for living and dying. What i also know is, that i can use my time living to do stuff that can acutally make me feel happy/accomplished/satisfied. The problem i'm struggling with, is the lack of motivation and emotionlessness towards everything. i dont wanna kill myself; i dont wanna be depressed; i dont wanna be a nihilistic asshole who just does nothing. Wasting time with doing nothing while being alive is even more retarded imo. i dont think reading philosophy will change anything because i already know most of the key things to existentialism, stoicism, utilitarism or hedonism.
am i just being retarded or cant i just see the link inbetween all of this to me?
>>36940756
really? in what ways do i pity myself? i'm quite confident in my social skills and intelligence. Maybe self reflection is something i need to work on.
>>36942235
i take that as a compliment. atm i dont have any hobbies. i played vidya and watched anime half of my life and its really difficult for me to find something new to sink in thousands of hours. i played football (soccer) for 7 years but quit bc i got bored of it. i also played volleyball for 5 years but quit. i started to read books a few months ago but got bored of it and didnt enjoy it the way i enjoyed vidya and anime. do you have any suggestions? also do you think i'm expecting too much from myself? like burdening me with something i cant carry?
>>36943135
lol okay. i dont think i'm that smart^^ i'm just the way i am. i dont need to pretend to be smart on the internet. whats wrong with my picture selection?

I'm 22 yo and ISFP if somebody wanted to know.

>>36945710

Grow some balls and just do it, think of all the pussy you'll get

Hope this is useful or at least make you think...

I will tell you what I believe, not the absolute truth most people care about. This is a personal opinion (as are the rest).

There is no better or worse life, only valuations. Everyone has their own way of seeing things, and yes, they may even contradict what you think is absolutely true.

In fact, neither you do have a constant valuation of the good and the bad. I do not see the world the same way now as 10 years ago. I do not do the same things, neither I have the same friends or ask the same questions. My mindset has changed, but that does not mean my current life sucks. It's just different from the past one.

Forget what others call success. Their concept of happiness does not have to make you necessarily happy.

My lifestyle does not have to be like the world says it should be. I do not mind being considered a failure as long as I believe in myself and what I am doing. Honestly, I'm not going to be sad because someone is better than me. It's their life, and if they do well, well for them. Let me take care of mine.

When confusion strikes in, I try to focus on the situation, not just complain and cry in a corner. I am responsible for my decisions, both for good and bad, but I do not constantly stress over what I should or should not do. I simply know when I fucked up and try to improve based on that.

Sometimes I've worried too much about these stupid things just to realize later that I worried about nothing.

Anyways, to assimilate others expectations just because your mom said it's good for you seems like plain suicidal.

How do you call it when you really, really don't like yourself as a whole? It's weird to explain, it's not the usual "I hate myself" thing but whenever I try to imagine a happy place or image it only works when I'm not inside that. As soon as I place myself there, for example when thinking about the future and what I might do when I manage to feel better, I shudder and feel utterly disgusted by the mere thought of it.

Also, whenever I interact with someone I afterwards think it would have been better to not do that. I also can't get emotional or physically close to people without being weirded out to the point where I want to push them away, even if it is close family.
Weird thing is I actually would love to be able to enjoy all these things but I can't.

>>36945720
>i think this is OP

Yes, It's OP. What you are describing is lack of zest in life, something I am personally familar with and something that often rears it's heard in my life even still. I do feel that Philosophy is helpful for me but I understand if it's not particularly appealing to you.

Look, you need a reason to live; something that is rewarding, something that is meaningful on multiple levels. Can you conceptualize something that might serve this purpose ? Do you feel deeply about something; Family, Art, Humanity, The wilderness or anything like that ?

>>36937179
Hey, I'm a really negative dude. I struggle with what I think is low executive function, low self esteem, and anxiety. Being self-critical is important. And it's a trait that I actually like in myself. But thinking objectively, I beat myself up way too much over stuff. And then I dwell on it needlessly for days, weeks, or even months. It's hard to handle all my worst emotions. And they're the ones that come naturally. So feeling compassion for myself is hard, even when I know I ought to. I just get the feeling like I'm lying to myself, you know? I can tell myself what I want. But my worst expectations feel like they're the most right.

Lately, I've taken to visualizing these positive feelings as something external. When I want to feel self-compassionate instead of self-destructive, I imagine what it must be like to be motherly. I imagine that there are whisp-like arms around me, and a voice telling me I'm OK. And it actually works, I feel comforted by this.

When I want to feel good about doing something, I imagine some bartender: wise, selfsure, and suave to my best approximation. I've been drilling it to be habit to imagine this person approving when I do the things that I feel are best for the situation. It doesn't matter how trivial; necessary chores, doing well at work, pushing my comfort zone- whenever I imagine a smile and an "atta boy" it actually feels fucking good.

So writing this out, I guess I feel like I'm giving a lot of parental reinforcement my best substitute. And I've definitely always been a little distant from my folks. But I can't really accept praise from them either. I haven't been able to accept praise from them since I was 5, and realized that they doled it out the same whether I worked hard or slacked off on the drawings I showed them. It's hard to accept praise from anybody. What should I do?

>>36945782
Will do! Shit's weird coincidental cause my biggest phobia when I was younger was getting eaten by a giant fish and used to have nightmares about it all the time.

>>36937179
Have you heard or read anything about Viktor Frankl's Logotherapy? I can't decide whether it's legitimate or bull shit, there isn't hardly any discussion in either direction about it, but it seems like it should at least be helpful in today's society wherein 'the depression epidemic' has a firm grip.

What is Logotherapy in a nut shell? The idea that humans need a 'meaning' in their life to avoid the existential vacuum / pit of nihilism which will inevitably draw them into depression/suicide without it.

>>36945921

>I struggle with what I think is low executive function

On the contrary, You seem to have a strong handle on things and your imagination based approach to control your emotions is actually a pretty neat cognitive hack and there is research to back it up; it's basically akin to planting ideas into brain your and these ideas are likely to resonate in your dreams and alter your personality over time; The fact that you figured that out just tells me that you have strong and independent sense of self and that you are high in openness to experience.

If you are chronically depressed and struggle with crippling depression; Look into Martin Seligman's PERMA model and maybe take a look at his approach. Look to your strengths but be aware of your weakness instead of repressing them into the unconscious.

>It's hard to accept praise from anybody.

That is because you have strong sense of yourself and consider yourself a better authority on yourself than others. There is nothing wrong with this but you will get less sensitive with regard to praise when you start feeling that you deserve respect in general.

>>36945944

Just remember me in 10 years when you're drowning in pussy and I'm sitting in prison on serial rape charges after running into a highschool in a gimp outfit in order to fufill the beta uprising

>>36937179
I am completely fucked in the head and even after spending 10 months inside mental hospitals I am still broken
I just want it to end

>>36946287

Your problems will be solved through rape

>>36946307

Why are you doing this dude ?

>>36946307
Thanks Anon that really helped
You have been muted for 2 seconds, because your comment was not original.

>>36945911
i actually dont. i like listening to music but i dont feel deeply about it. same for art, wilderness and humanity. What do you mean with family? like my own one or making a family? up to this day, my family is the only thing that keeps me going and was the probably the sole reason for all my "achievments". i really enjoy sports but i dont know which one to pick and i'm kinda "scared" of the new environment. you know, everyone knows each other and i'm that new guy who's all weird and shit.
do you think its more of a physically induced problem or a mentally one? should i look for physical satisfacion like food, sports, body contact? i was talking to someone i know irl and he told me, my schedule was way too overstacked and i should do less. he thinks i'm stressed out to the point i dont enjoy anything. youre telling me the oppposite. that's why i mention it.

>>36945897
pls respond ;_;
oreganillio

>>36946002

Yes, Man's Search for meaning is a great book.

The idea about meaning is fairly prevalent in psychological literature but the focus on positive emotion often disregards this aspect.

Its also worth noting that most people are not concerned with this pursuit of meaning because they exist and have been raised in a value that inherently contains meaning and most people don't feel the need to question them.

On other hand, people who are of above average IQ and also high in openness are particularly and peculiarly concerned with this idea of external meaning; It's almost a religious endeavor as Jung proposed. A lot people settle for post modernism or some variant of Nihilism but it's not a healthy state and my recommendation for these people is always to continue their pursuit to it's logical end; Study philosophy.

>>36946331

A good rape will put things into perspective, empty your balls and make you re-think things

>>36946381

>What do you mean with family? like my own one or making a family?

Both actually. Having a healthy family is perhaps the biggest predictor of healthy psyche as young adult. However, I would say that the idea of creating your own family and having children is the "KEY" to staying healthy as an adult.

Why ? Simple, It's your only future. I can understand that a young adult male is not liekly to consciously worry about your future prospective children but if you think about, it's the holy grail, the ultimate meaning in life; Your flesh and blood, your own future.

Really, spend some time thinking about this stuff.

>do you think its more of a physically induced problem or a mentally one? should i look for physical satisfacion like food, sports, body contact?

Physical health and psychological health both support each other. Lack of proper nutrition is actually leading cause for depression that often goes unchecked; make sure you eat well and get plenty of exercise; generic advice that always goes long way.

> i was talking to someone i know irl and he told me, my schedule was way too overstacked and i should do less

It's not about doing less or more; do as much as makes you feel satisfied. It;s about finding meaning in what you do. People who hate their job and have no skill at can still enjoy their work if they feel like it's contributing to something they care about which is inevitably their family in most cases and it's perfectly healthy to do so in my opinion.

>>36946246
That actually makes a lot of sense. I just hope I'm not being too arrogant in feeling that way, if you're right.

>>36945503
>narcissism
Here's for a psych eval buddy

>>36946914
He's probably more familiar with our collective psyche than said woman, dude. I think that's all he really means, that training and familiarity are both needed for expertise.

>>36946697
thanks for all the time you spent and the suggestions. I'm going to screen this conversation so I can reflect on what you said. it really grinds my gears what you actually said. I'm not cured or anything but you gave me some directions I can work with. have a great day/evening sir. you helped an anon in need :)

I've grown so apathetic over the past two years that nearly every trace of my former self is gone. Nothing money can buy brings me pleasure, and despite weeks of meditation, therapy, and a decent diet, it still hasn't changed. It's okay if this is outside of your knowledge, but I just don't know what else to do.

>>36946483
>because they exist and have been raised in a value that inherently contains meaning
What do you mean? Religion, which is eroding into modern secularity that /does not/ have stable meaning?

I've been trying to grapple with religion, particularly Christianity, for myself and I've decided that it provides a massive pro over secularity: a meaning, identity, and hope outside of the material world (ie cannot be damage or destroyed). Yet it also has that glaring flaw of being unable to confront empiricism.

Thus I unironically believe we need a new religion the likes of which Eckhart Tolle and Bishop John Spong extol.

>>36937989
OP here, I would recommend killing yourself and tell us if it worked

>>36937179
i hate that looks are the first and foremost important thing that determines how other people perceive you

and that people will never even acknowledge this truth even though everyone judges on you on that basis

>>36945897

Look, Happiness and postiive emotion in general is over rated; People can learn to enjoy themselves without being pumped with positive emotion. Maybe you are person who cares about something more than happiness; something deeper, why not look to that instead of trying to artificially become a happier person.

There is quote from Nietzsche that I can't seem to find because I don't remember the exact words; IT goes something like this; Serious men try to strangulate happiness because they don't want to let it go.

Point is; Don't try to hold happiness in the palm of your hands, try to enjoy things in the moment but also learn to let go without feeling sad.

>>36937179
>personality
I'm sure I'm awkward, but I can usually make friends
>Psycho-Pathologies
Don't know what this means
>Depression
Yes, I've been a NEET for over a year and don't do anything constructive. I have been enjoying old interests again though so it's not that bad anymore.
>Sex
KHV male
>Dark Secrets and Fantasies
I want to live alone with an animal in the woods and grow shrooms. I've never even tried shrooms.

>>36946938
Of course, but so is anyone here dawg.

>>36947115

He is not OP; R9k really needs a tagging system. If the advice has something to do with rape or killing yourself, then it's not me LMFAO.

>>36947214
>Psychopathologies
Just a smart-ass was to say thoughts and behaviors that could indicate illness. OP is a 1st grader trying to sound smart, bear with him.

>>36937179
>Personality
INTP-A
>Psycho-Pathologies
self-isolating tendencies
>Depression
yes, for about a year and a half
>Sex
male
>Dark Secrets and Fantasies
none really, don't have any weird fetishes or dark secrets

>>36946246
>there is nothing wrong with this
I also wanna say thanks. What you've said is actually a pretty big comfort. I can't take it from normies, or parents. But I could trust a robot to understand.

>>36946914
Well, its an accurate analysis. I can be narcissistic and I have had visions of grandeur ever since childhood. I am not ashamed of and I only ask to be evaluated on merit.

>>>36946954

Glad to have helped. Its rewarding for me because it helps me get some practical experience. Most people on here are pretty healthy with a few exceptions.

>>36947127

Well, that is the case if you assume that looks are merely superficial and don't say anything about what's inside. Also, what's inside is also genetic and therefore not exactly any more meritorious than what's outside; Just may perspective.

>>36947214

As long as you don't fantasize about killing or fucking those animals, You are perfectly ok :D

I'm okay looking, have an okay job, I'm pretty smart and have lots of cool hobbies. I just can't stand women. I mean I don't hate them or anything, I just don't like being around them, talking to them or god forbid invite them to stay in my house. It's just something about their personalities that bores me to death and sometimes even enrages me a little.

I don't see this as a huge problem, but as I get older I loose more and more friends to women and they even drag in more women. Some of them are getting pretty intrusive, because they are getting old and lonely or whatever. So basically I need to quit those friendships and getting lonelier by the years. I don't even care that much, but I think I'm getting weirder and weirder since I don't really partake in much social gatherings anymore. I think my coworkers start to feel uncomfortable around me, so it might start to mess with my working opportunities.

Doctor, what do?

>>36947445
>You are perfectly ok :D
Thanks for nothing

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>>36941624
You are correct. I've always thought financial stability and stability in general is usually a powerful force which contributes to inner regulation, and the initial financial stability can be acquired if someone is able to deal with their primal desires, i.e. social appreciation via premium goods purchase when it is not a necessity.

Rather than "proving" something to someone, I would rather obtain some particular skills which will, in turn, slowly shape me into a better, less awkward person. And I know some things I am quite good at, despite of my education-employment vector taking an unfortunate turn. It was, too, an experience though.

Thanks. This is not a revelation for me, but your tip is one of many. I'll continue working towards my goal.

>>36944713
I don't want to be popular. Social popularity is overvalued and not needed for my particular style of life. I, rather, want to exploit weak and willing people better without feeling any backfire of tenderness.

I'm not a 16-year-old failed normie like many of visitors of this board.

>>36937179
>>Personality
INFP
>>Psycho-Pathologies
I literally lay in my bed all day, I cut (edgy I know), I hate almost everyone because I delude myself into thinking I know them better than they know themselves
>>Depression
Going on year 7, since I was 12.
>>Sex
M
>>Dark Secrets and Fantasies
Too many to count

>>36947292

I like you anon; You can get under my hood. Counter psychoanalyzing is great strategy to stimulate your psychologist. Try in a real therapy session for maximum entertainment.

>>36947352
You seem to have thing together; Assertive INTP who rely primarily on their Ti can conquer the world.

>>36947432

Glad to have helped.


I will be wrapping this up soon and go to sleep for while.

>>36947559
I'm the top guy, trust me, it's already my favorite thing to do :^)

>>36937989
You said it yourself. Your family cares for you. If you kill yourself, they'll feel like shit. And nothing like that will make you feel better. Trust me on that. Making others feel bad, will not make you feel good.
I, and many others, would be willing to get to know you.

>>36947480

Hey, If you are looking to develop new skills; Look into online certifications and MOOCs. You can choose from variety of course and you can get a certification at the end for your resume. I really like Coursera because of the variety but Udacity is also a good one.

>>36947492
>I cut (edgy I know)
I think I can conceptually understand most if not all mental illnesses that exist. But cutting really is something, that completely baffles me. How on earth does anybody even get the idea of doing that. I mean even if you really really like pain, there are way better and way less literally scarring things you could do. How about bathing in capsaicin or even electrocuting yourself? Or kick yourself in the balls or anything. Why cutting? Isn't this in the end just some kind of cry for help meme, that kids got from movies?

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I have a sexish question. My tastes in pornography are usually very vanilla. But one fetish that concerns me is women getting dicked by monsters. I can't say I have rape fantasies, I don't think I self insert as monster or girl, and i don't think it's a voyeur thing either. What could it be?

>>36947662
I guess it's mostly that, a meme. I do it because I'm sick in the head and wanna show people just how much I hate them. At least I am not claiming it's not a horrible and pathetic thing to do I guess.

>>36938644
Those "how to be a man" lessons were taught so guys can get friends. Girls go through the same things. In this world, it's hard to find someone who accepts you for who you are. Especially if you seemed like a different person your entire life.

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>>36947492

INFP's are tough to deal with; The toughest psychological nuts to crack because their depth of introverted feeling is too deep to for anyone to superficially get a handle on. Stop cutting yourself though and get a pet that you are healthy enough to care for it; it will give you external object to project your positive emotions to.

>>36947761

I think INFP's will appreciate pic related

>>36947480
>I don't want to be popular. Social popularity is overvalued and not needed for my particular style of life. I, rather, want to exploit weak and willing people better without feeling any backfire of tenderness.

But why do you want to exploit weak people

>>36947744
Hm so in the end you mostly do it to affect other people? It's just quite strange, when you consider how much balls it takes to cut yourself. Maybe it would be easier to directly fuck with other people, instead of being extremely passive aggressive. Also I wouldn't really think that other people care that much, they might pretend that they do. But most will just ignore you and think that you are pathetic.

>>36937179

I'm serious about the following:

I have realised that all my failures both personal and professional are due to fear. Is there anyway to move toward becoming genuinely fearless?

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>>36947908

I'm serious pic related is a Space Marine from Warhammer40k. Aside from various physical enhancements they have been psychologically conditioned to feel absolutely no fear. Can this be done to some degree using current physiological techniques?

>>36947908
well you can get dangerously accustomed to fear if you start doing dangerous things. Maybe start with riding motorcycle, rock climbing, base jumping and so on. Only side effect; you might really die from this.

>>36947883
Well, it's definitely also an "I'm hurt, you hurt me" thing. Sometimes when certain people don't react on my passive-aggressiveness the way I want them to, I just feel absolutely powerless, and that's my escape.

Also, it doesn't really hurt THAT much, gives a nice rush though.

>>36948002
>>36947883
I think I read your comment wrong. I don't have the balls to be directly aggressive, so I found this to be possible instead.

>>36948002
Haha ok, I guess I understand way better now. So thanks for this. I still hope you quit it, there have to be better and more efficient strategies to deal with things. But hey, as long as you don't bleed on my carpet, you are free to do whatever.

>>36947981
>Can this be done to some degree using current physiological techniques?

Not at your age

>>36948059
Haha, I realized it sounded a bit crazier in my first comment. I have an appointment at a clinic soon, so I'm able to get the help I need from there.

>>36948122

Interesting, I assume you mean this could be done with children but not adults? Can you go into detail as to why this is?

>>36948165
Hoping I'm able to*

>>36948031
Yeah I don't like to be aggressive either, in fact I really struggle sometimes with standing my ground. Good thing that I'm pretty buff, so people don't dare to fuck with me. However, I would still take any embarrassing or challenging social situation over cutting myself. I do believe you that it doesn't even hurt that much, but believe me, for "normal" people it takes lots of courage to cut themselves.

>>36947996

Those where my thoughts, "become less afraid of scary things by doing scary things". I guess that side effect is necessary part

>>36948179

You can teach a child anything, you can convince children the earth is flat the stars are dead puppies and kittens and that they were born from an egg.

>Bart: Like my sainted mum used to say: Get 'em young enough and the possibilities are endless.

>>36948302

Is there no way to overcome (or at least modify) childhood conditioning? Past a certain age is the mind "fixed"?

>>36948219
Yeah, I'm a fucking twig. I think I would maybe be more inclined to be aggressive if I was buff.

Oh yeah, the first 2 times I did it I couldn't press hard enough to do it properly either. You get desensitized quickly though.

>>36948165
Well I wish you the best of luck, however be careful around the health industry. Those sneaky bitches will hook you on the strangest drugs and make you even more dependent on them. Just be aware and do your own research on things and don't trust people with a degree. You are just as capable as them and you can become a way better specialist on your specific condition than they will ever be.

I know sometimes it's really hard to get your ass up and take things in your own hands. But many mental conditions are really a product of poor life choices or certain unfortunate events. The only real cure is: eating healthy, getting fit, educate yourself and try to become the best human you can be.

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>>36945944
it happened tho

>>36947702

Since no-one answered you.

I make "girl getting dicked by monster" porn and so do a few people I used to know. We got to talking about and we came to the conclusion it's the "contrast" that we found erotic. The contrast between the hot beautiful delicate girl and the gross big ugly brute fucking her. Basically beauty and the beast, know what I mean?

>>36948381

You can modify it through modelling and motor imagery techniques

>https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Modeling_(psychology)

>https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Motor_imagery

Althought you won't be able to fully recondition yourself, the military tries to do that all the time and they've had mild success.

>>36947207
I don't really get what you're trying to say.

>>36948611

Thanks, is there anything I should take into consideration before reading into this further and attempting to condition myself?

>>36948911

>Beware that, when fighting monsters, you yourself do not become a monster... for when you gaze long into the abyss. The abyss gazes also into you.

Was what I was told when I did it many years ago, be careful what you turn yourself into.

>>36948582

>I don't think I self insert as monster

Of course you do or you would not be able to get off.

It's literally the unconscious "beast" women you that wants to ravage women but you can't relate to consciously because your probably a nice guy who treats women nice. Psychology is a game of contrasts.

>Personality
Comfy
>Psycho-Pathologies
STPD with a hint of autism
>Depression
None
>Sex
23 yr old virgin. Dont wanna have sex unless we love each other. Dont need to be married but we should intend to if having sex
>Dark Secrets and Fantasies
Im not above hating people who wrong me I guess

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>>36947981

JUST LEARN MARTIAL ARTS LMAO

>>36949216

Already did 2 years of jujitsu. what that accomplished was teaching me how to fight and to a large degree removed fear during a fight.

But there's a difference between the guy who gives off the aura of "don't fuck with me" and the guy who is scared but manages to kick his ass through training.

But you're not interested in any of that, you're here to troll.

>>36949151

>Of course you do or you would not be able to get off.

So guys who fap over lesbian porn as self inserting as one of the girls?

>>36949381

what is your meme personality type ? Are you INFP or an INTP by any chance ?

>>36949481

I never enjoyed lesbo porn; I want to see a girl get dicked to get off. Lesbians are cock teasers as best.

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>>36949199

You are healthiest person on this thread. Plus you got a hint of autistic superpowers. Congratulations.

>>36949535

INTJ-T according to the test that seems to be here everyday

>>36938020
Youre just autistic
There is no cure

>>36949834

That means you have potential. Keep shaking your dick but don't do it in the open because you are an introvert who is designed to stay in the background. Embrace the meme.

When I was 17 I had a surreal six days where I didn't feel "real".
I don't know how to explain it, I felt like I didn't really exist, like I was a zombie and my body was just going through the daily motions.
I had no real awareness of my surroundings, people were talking to me and my brain literally couldn't retain a single word. I couldn't comprehend anything that was happening around me, like I was in a dream for six days, and on the seventh day when I woke up I felt normal. I never had that kind of feeling again.
I'm 22 now and that feeling still scares the fuck out of me when I think about it. To this day I'm still trying to figure out what happened and how to prevent it from ever happening again. I didn't take any drugs or anything, and I felt perfectly fine the day before I started feeling hazy.

>>36950341

Dissociative episode

Could be cause by stress, trauma, not enough rape