i've felt absolutely fucking rotten inside and out for a week now, every second of every day. it hasn't been this bad since I was going to school, something has gone very wrong in my head. I can't even pretend to figure it out anymore. is this it?
Stick it out and see what happens. It might be a sign of awakening or some shit.
>>36935521
I've been begging for an awakening for years now but if this is what it feels like i don't want it anymore
>>36935529
Well I can't say you have much of any other choice. See if you can pull through. Try something different with your life. Your body can tell you to do shit that benefits you sometimes.
I had something like that a while ago and it was ultimately because I was just going down the wrong path.
>>36935476
are you on meds? I just tapered off of an ssri and besides the occasional zap, I actually feel better.
not saying it'll work for everyone.
>>36935614
I was on wellbutrin a few years ago but the increased thoughts of death/suicide thing the bottle warns about happened, then i stopped seeing my therapist and couldn't take it anymore anyway. sometimes i worry they fucked me up worse than i already was
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