ITT autismal ticks you have >dry heave when angry

>>36928537
>misophonia in general
>probably two dozen different triggers
>clutch head or jaw tightly when frustrated or angry

>mother into subuccus

>grunt when something doesn't go my way or I'm angry

>stupid fucking high pitched hiccups.
>out of fucking nowhere

>get nauseous and anxious whenever I have to talk to people

>shove pins into my ballsack when i get mad

>>36928537
> blink really fast and really hard
> raise my hand to my chin like a dweeb when i'm thinking
> start crying when i'm debating someone (which is weird because i don't cry when i'm sad or angry)

>>36928537
If im alone I say "HAIL SATAN" or "I AM A MAN!!" several times a day, i think the hail satan thing is me trying to increase my evil level, and strength to get me through stuff

>have to pee when you poop

>>36928537
>Get excited in any way
>Scratch back or head frantically

>random parts of my body violently and suddenly move when I'm nervous
Not even memeing. Any time I had to do a speech or something at uni, I'd fling my mic over, hit myself, or trip over a spasming leg.

>make gulpin sounds when nervious
>make sounds in throat that sound like cracking when nervious
>vividly immagine dicks on people when nervious

>snaps fingers when mad or bored
>Cry when angry

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>>36929858
Tell us more about "evil" "levels".

>head hurts every time I get angry or depressed, lingers for hours
>hit self when angry, call myself 'idiot' when I do it

I do some stimming because autism

>chew on the right side of my lip
>slide my thumbnail in between my top and bottom front teeth

I chew and eat the skin on my fingers

>when alone in my room and a cringe memory pops in and i react by saying out load "FUCKING KILL ME", "just kill me, like just kill me now", "fucking FUCK!", "what ever like i know im retarded its just okay i need to just jump of a cliff" and other similar statements followed by loud grunting and other cringe sounds

I always lick my lips when I get nervous. I had to buy a lip balm because they would get red as fuck and look disgusting, plus, they hurted.

>>36931987
The past tense of hurt is hurt.

I cut myself whenever I'm sad, thinking about death or mad. It feels good to take my anger out on my arm. You should try it
Just don't cut your vein and you're good to go

ripping and picking at my finger nails when stressed
sometimes by the end of of a test or quiz or even some lectures i'll have pieces of finger nail on the floor under the desk i was sitting at

>make a "hnnnnnnnnnnnnng" groaning noise when i'm struggling to make conversation
>slap myself in the face as hard as possible when someone makes me really angry
>play with my hair to calm myself down
>piss on my hand sometimes

>rubbing my fist against my ear when I'm excited
>pulling my bottom lip taut, usually tearing it open
>finger tapping

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>smoke a cigarette whenever I feel even slightly annoyed or bored

>>36928537

Whenever I think about impregnating a woman my internal monologue shuts down, I become very aggressive, I grunt slowly and deeply, and flex my muscles for a couple minutes. Sometimes I do pushups until I collapse.

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>>36928537
>Tear the skin off the side of my thumb
>Hum and sigh when I have nothing to say and end up annoying myself

>>36929856
>that last one
It makes me so fucking mad that I do this. No matter how hard I try, if I'm genuinely invested in the subject, I'll start choking up like a fucking spaz even if everything else is going well

>>36932102
That's pretty normal dude.

I think you need to get out

>>36932165
you aren't alone ooogabooga

>yawn uncontrollably and extremely often when anxious

>>36928537
>pulling out hair when stressed (mainly eyebrows)
I've done it since 5th grade and I feel like a dumbass for it so whenever anyone asks I just say "my eyebrows are just bad by genetics" or some shit like that.

>pluck eye lashes when eyes are itchy

>>36932521
i do this too. i've taught myself to draw them in.

At least once an hour I have to flex the bottom right part of my back. I've been doing this for years and some days I can't walk because of how much this has fucked up my back.

>>36932052
This makes me sad. I wish I could help you. I hope you eventually find a better way to deal with your confusion.

> wave pointed finger at ppl when I talk

>>36932052
If i ld cut myself when im mad, id probably kill myself