When were you happy? When you were little?

>>36921193
>When you were little?
No. I remember being like 10 and crying myself to sleep, but I didn't know why I was crying. I just felt empty inside.

>>36921193
I was happy until I was 13 that's when all of a sudden it became difficult to talk to females

>>36921193
I was happy until I had to start school. All of kindergarten, first grade, and around half of second grade I cried every morning before school and sometimes during school.

I was only really happy when I got together with my mates and played tons of vidya between 04' and 07'. Looking back at pictures of me as a kid I really have the same fucking sad broken-spirited face as I do now.

>>36921193
No i definitely cried a lot and hit my head against the wall and shit when i was little. I don't think there was a period of my life that was "happy" overall. Happiness is just this fleeting feeling I've been lucky enough to encounter every now and then. I don't think anyone is "happy" as baseline feeling at any point of their life because life is all about wanting things and trying to get things you think will make you happy, and also trying to cope with fear of death

>>36921193
My 'spergers was really bad when I was a child, I only became self aware age 12. So my childhood was entirely happy & carefree, if overly restricted & rule bound. I haven't really felt happy since I was 12, that was the last time I ever had a friend.

>>36922335
At 13 you start producing semen.

>>36921193
i was happy till my 6 y.o., after that was total social isolation and extreme depression, with 10 y.o. i already developed anxiety that increased through the years

I've been anxious as long as I can remember. Things have gotten increasingly worse over the years.

When I was 13 and became even slightly self aware
I lost my last friends about a year prior

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I was happy until I started HS. It all went down from there. Every day is arduous. I want to go back...