Feels and Frog tavern New bartender edition

>>36905602
why do you never pick appropriate music for a late night bar

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I feel like the mental health centers treat patients like a check-list, rather than a human.

>>36905764
sorry anon, never been to one, you could put some music on yourself
>>36905840
Yeah ive heard similar stories from the people at the old folks home next to my house

>>36905602
Hey-o, barman. Shot of Fireball and Dr. Pepper.

I'm feeling pretty good.

This was in a previous thread I made but it died.

>go to local trade-in place to pick up a copy of Hard Boiled (never seen it before)
>open up SnapChad because I'm bored
>qt's story says "If anyone wants to date me that'd be cool"
>I've tried my luck here before
>Figure there's no harm in trying again, she'll probably say no
>say "Yo, you wanna hang out some time?"
>at checkout
>Hard Boiled is $5.38
>HOLY FUCKING SHIT
>walking back to the car, excited
>she replies with "yea sure"
>I'm so jazzed about the cheap-ass Hard Boiled the agreement didn't even phase me

I don't even care that she reneged a little later by being cagey about when she'd be free next.


Also I just finished the movie and holy FUCK it is kino.

You guys ever have those moments where you're working some dead end job, and you're closing again, and you toy with the idea of making some big artistic or philosophical project? I do that so often, but come home and I just see no point in it. It's a useful fantasy, though. No clue how I'd get through the day without it.

>>36905840
yeah they're bullshit. It's not about you, it's about them and their paycheck.

>flips coin
https://youtu.be/5EOsY4Jklhw

Feeling drained. Not sad or even really depressed. Just drained.

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>>36905951
Here you go anon. Good to hear things are good for you,
>>36905974
I think about that sometimes, Making a game or Some program that sells like hot cakes, but then sleep on it and repeat the process.
>>36906027
>12 oz mouse
good taste anon. I know the feeling, Have a seat and unwind friend

>>36905974
I feel it. I've been wanting to do an action movie for a while now, nothing huge. Just a stylized as fuck gun porn movie, the kind I've always loved.

It occurred to me to do what Whiplash did and make just one scene from the movie, so I can shop it around to festivals and secure funding.

>>36905764

no bully this music is comfy desu

I need something softer to drink to.

Have some jazz for your soul, on me.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HMnrl0tmd3k

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>>36906897
Have an atomic cat anon

Gimme a jack and coke, on the rocks.
Girl I liked has a girlfriend, and i don't know why but it's really bothering me and it's hard for me to let go of, i never actually made any sort of move so like it's not either of their "faults" you know but I can't help but be angry and sad and jealous and the struggle between those feelings and my rational side telling me that a) it's my fault that I never said anything about it and b) it's not their fault for liking each other is really starting to kill me inside.

I was off here and doing well for the past 4 years until this past week. Actually had a gun in my mouth while parked on Skyline Drive on Sunday night. The only thing that kept me here is knowing it'd destroy my family and they don't deserve that.
>forced to suffer so others don't
>I just want to die

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>>36906989
I Know the feeling. Once side says you would have gotten rejected while the other yells that you are pathetic for not even trying.
I Hope you start to feel better anon

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>>36907052
My family is what keeps me going as well anon
i couldn't imagine my dad having to ID my body.

Have a rusty nail on the house

>>36907059
I can't even look at the girl she's with man, it's starting to affect my daily life because I get really angry and jealous and then immediately feel bad about it because they didn't actually even "do" anything to me.
I hate feeling like this.

>>36906976
Much obliged.

>>36906989
Now THAT is a feel I'm all too familiar with. It's gotta hurt especially for you considering she's not looking for dudes.

After a while the pain subsides. The way I learned to deal with it is to get autistically obsessed with something else and devote my time to that.

Right now, it's gun-fu.

>>36907130
How often do you see this girl anon?
Lemme Play another tune in the jukebox
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NOPCT4myUhc

>>36907052
I feel you anon my life was just completely destroyed for no good reason and all I have to look forward to is possible jail time, debt and probation during all this I also managed to cripple myself. It can always get worse.

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>>36907182
I see them both everyday literally multiple times a day
End my suffering

Here's a thing that just happened

>leaving grocery store
>get to my car, hop in and sit in the parking lot listening to a podcast
>lose self in thought
>teenager knocks on the window
>I see him wave his arm
>assume he's going to ask me for money for the train so I shoo him away
>few minutes later
>leaving parking lot
>hear a bang on the side of the car when turning a corner
>get mad, thinking that the kid did something before leaving
>after fuming for a while, realize that I'd left a bottle of detergent on the roof of my car
>tfw the kid was trying to help me
>tfw I'm too much of an arrogant shithead
>tfw I start wondering if that's really the reason I have no friends
>tfw really fucking hate myself

I deserve this to be quite honest

>>36905602
I'll take whiskey over ice
Been feeling better since I've been visiting the ye ol' Tavern. Not getting easier, but certainly feeling better.

>>36905840
How the fuck else do you expect them to figure out whats wrong with you?
They're checking off whats wrong with you so they can treat you, getting into all your details is for later.

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>>36907272
Im sorry to hear that, detergent can be replaced through. But at least you can reflect upon yourself.
Next time a kid knocks on your window open and hell if he wants train money id give it to him. Id want some one to give me some money if i was in the kids shoes. But thats just me.
>>36907336
here you go sir. Im glad to hear it. Whats going on with you anon? Job goin okay? School?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vohFxJ982Ic

Puttin on a Piano piece next if no one minds

>>36907404
Yeah man. Honestly, I like to consider myself religious, but I'm probably a contender for the worst Christian of all time.

It just made me really think about why I'm alone all the time.

>>36907499
There is always tomorrow to try to be better.
Start off small helping animals and opening doors for people. There is always room to be more kind

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Crown & Coke, on the rocks

>Grew up constantly moving
>Never stayed anywhere more than 3 or 4 years
>Lived in more places than I can count
>As a result I never got too attached to people, thinking the goodbyes would be easier
>They weren't
>Wasn't bullied in school per se but not many people really liked me either
>Always asked why I was so quiet
>Fast-forward to present
>Next to no friends, haven't had any contact with women in over a year
>Virgin
>Schizophrenia kicked in, dropped out of college
>Feel like a fucking waste of space
>No job, no future, no point
>Is there even anything out there for me?
>I just want to be happy
What the fuck am I even doing?

Evening bartender, good to see someone picked up the shifts here. Had a fantastic day, got accepted into the best emt program in the region after studying for like 5 months for a single test. It's finally over. I'll have a blue moon if you have it.

>>36907559
at least you can collect some sweet disability, assuming your country isn't a complete shithole.

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>>36907559
Im sorry you got fucked over with a disease like that anon. I wouldnt wish that on my worst enemy

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>>36907592
Good on you anon, Have a drink to all the people you will get to save, and hell maybe even the pay will be decent to

>>36907656
Thanks barkeep

Sometimes I wonder if it's all even real, you know? I can't help but think that everyone around me is no more than an NPC in a video game.

Hell, even being looked at for just a second sets me off. Everyone's gazes just feel so surreal.

I've met a lot of people but not many I could actually call 'authentic'. Nobody was 'real' in the sense that they were who say they were. Maybe that's another reason why I don't connect well with people.

I'll take a double Maker's on the rocks.

Made plans to kill myself soon. I feel happy again for the first time in years now that I've resigned myself to the end. Sucks for family because they think I have fully recovered from my depression over the past year.

Hey bartender give me something strong. I need to process a bomb shell. Apparently my gf wants to start anew after a year of being on a "break". Did I get cuck'd? Should I even attempt it again? I really don't need to waste more of my time on a pointless relationship.

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>>36907701
Thanks barkeep. I assume you take cute girls as tips?

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>>36907775
Here you go anon. I Suppose you got your reasons. Here is to finding happiness at the end yeah?
>>36907760
Id say i could relate but it would be a Lie.
Ive met alot of old people with Schizo. Heres to hoping they Find a expensive cure for people in the future yeah?

>>36905602
just cold water
I despise people around me but I'm preparing for uni exams so I have to be around people all the time. I wear my normie mask, hide my opinions and whatnot to try and fit in. But lately it's been getting tougher to keep up. Everytime i ask for help no one can help me and it just ends up with me dealing with everything alone. Currently I'm trying to apply for a uni outside my country which I've never done before. I asked my teachers and none of them had any idea about what i have to do to apply. The uni published a guide which only tells in which order should the pages be and what shouldn't be done but not what should be done. I've asked everyone around me and no one's got a clue. My only chance at leaving this retarded country is that uni application which is due today and i've prepared an application that will 90% get rejected.

Basically I've done everything alone till now and shit goes wrong as soon as i have to rely on other people and I'm getting angrier day by day as people around me are worthless pieces of shit.

>>36907853
Here's to life, whatever it may bring

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>>36907800
Here, Its A shot of Everclear about 90% alcohol by volume so go easy on it. If you love her Just take her back. Hold her and taste the pleasure Robots can only dream of if only for a little while. And i wouldnt concern Myself if i got "cuk'd" or not.
>>36907829
I do in fact yes.

>>36905602
why do you douche bags pretend to be classy thats my question

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>>36907877
Here is your water.
I hope you get in Anon. I know the hell Uni can be. i was only able to endure it for a semester before i dropped out. Just hang in there until you hear back from em.
>>36907923
Cheers friend.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bTKKQIFPWkg
New tune for the Jukebox
>>36907980
No idea really, it feels nice. No other explanation i suppose

>>36907936

Thanks barkeep. I'll make sure to go easy on it. Here's to second chances. Hopefully it works out this time around.

>>36905602
Dry martini, the usual.

Just wanted to say I always appreciate this thread when I see it. Kinda a nice familiar thing to look for in a shithole of an even larger shithole called life.

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>>36908082
Coming right up.
Glad to hear you say that anon. How have you been?
>>36908047
Cheers friend If it happens a second time id say leave her

Some whiskey please.

Honestly never had the heart to look this girl in the eye. Basically fucked myself and orbited around her. Moved away for school and now we talk daily. At least one snapchad per 2 hours. I can't think straight about anything but her and it's depresso.

>>36908118
Alright barkeep, I will if it happens again. It's nice to be able to talk to someone without social anxiety being in the way for once.

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>>36908139
Here you go anon.
Ever think about a long term relationship anon? It could work out and it would beat the hell outta bein depresso

>>36908183
The internet is nice like that. No Glares or Facial expressions to shoo people away. Just text. I am partial to this way myself. Wanna talk about anything else? Im gonna be here all night

>>36908184
I want one truly. A relationship at least the ones I've been in before have always been a stabilizing force in my life. But the distance between us feels like it would hurt more than it would heal.

>>36908255
Not being able to see each other would hurt. But Its like my father always told me. Life is
all about Choices, and the consequences of those choices
It will be somthing you might regret if you don't try somthing, it might be a pipe dream. You cant really know until it happens. Funny how it works out like that.

Evening barkeep. Bottle of Yuengling for me, please.

>have gf for over a year now
>suddenly lost attraction to her and want to sleep with other people
>don't want to break her heart or have her family hate me by ending things with her
>would never consider cheating

What do I do?

>>36908321
Thank you for the donated feels and advice barkeep.

Godspeed

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>>36908322
Here you go anon.
Id talk to her about it. A relationship is a partnership after all. Do you have good chemistry with this girl Anon?

>>36908232
Sure. I was never a social person but I crave belonging in a group. Anxiety plays such a factor in my daily life and it hinders me in every way. Do you know anything that could help?

One for the jukebox
https://youtu.be/IGZSv_Y36rc

Let me get a Walker on the rocks, and keep them coming please.

I just came to accept the fact that I'm now a failed normie/Chad, and just as much of a disappointment to all those around me. I had football, an amazing girl and what seemed like the start to a promising career after I finished school.
Now I'm just a drop-out with no one and a fucked up knee.

>>36908377
Thank you, friend. We do have very good chemistry. That's what kills me. I can't seem to shake off that I'm not attracted to her in that way anymore. You're right that I should talk to her, just worried what the outcome will be.

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My neighbour moved out Saturday; he was a drunk, played loud music, but everything was alright and kept to himself. Now they're having an inspection of his property and I was spying through the peephole, and I noticed it was just a bunch of loud chads and construction worker types. No women. I had a dream Monday that a pretty woman would move in and we'd end up having a conversation, a real one. It's not fair!

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>>36908433
Here you go anon. Sorry to hear about your knee what happened?
>>36908420
Good song choice anon.
>>36908375
Anytime anon. Have a song to think on.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JzH4ENFmg70
come and see us again Anon. You are always welcome here.
>>36908398
Im not real knowledgeable on the subject so forgive my ignorance, my sister Took seraquil or some Pill like that and it helped her out. Id look into it. I never had any friends until i actually forced my self to talk to some people, but i know that doesnt work for every one.

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The docks
The clocks
A whisper woke him up
The smell of water would resume
The cave
The waves
Of light, the unreal night
Flat curving
Of a room

>>36908450
Stay with your girl then Anon.
Hold her and tell her you love her. You might have a future together and id hate to see you squander it because of a small problem.
>>36908475
Introduce your self to the chads. May even make your self a Friend anon. Worse comes to worse they ignore you and you come back to stage one. Make the best out of a bad situation

>>36908322
Good taste in booze, my floor is currently littered in yuengling cans. My advice fuck women. My ex is the one who almost made me suck start my gun this week.

They look for sympathy and pity until they know they can get it from someone else, then you're fucking useless to them. But it's not like they'll just let go of you for the new boy toy. They'll lead you along until you realize what's going on and then keep trying to press you for more. I straight up blocked this one from contacting me and I'm waiting for her to show up unannounced at my place(in typical fashion) so I can draw out on her and forever fuck her chances of being a cop which is her dream job.

She may seem like a good person now but rest assured they'll get shitty.

>>36908557
forgot link, no one cares.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OULLiXkwVck

>>36908488
It's ok, any advice is better than no advice. I'll look into medication but I don't think it's that bad. It's the fact that I have a "mask" for when interact with others. I'm not myself and it always comes back to bite me since with everyone I know seems to drift off and I'm left looking for someone who'd be consistent. I'm too bland and quiet.

>>36908584
I like the song anon.
>>36908594
Be careful about wearing that mask. You may forget what your face truly looks like if its left on too long

>>36908488

Thank you

I had an accident on my motorcycle back in December after a Christmas party. Rode at high speeds while drunk before losing control and hitting a curb. Since then, my life just went into a spiral.

>>36905602
Give me a long island, bartender. and a shot of your strongest.

Hey barkeep, I'd like a gin and tonic, on the rocks.

I just recently got diagnosed with alcoholic hepatitis and have been physically shaking non-stop for the past week or so. I also got my Ph. D. candidacy revoked because of this and a couple other incidents and I still have a $60,000 debt.

I'm going to go back home, see my parents, and then just end it within the next three months.

>>36908584
I think it's good taste.

>>36908625
I realized that recently and I've been working on it. My family has noticed the change but it's still like second nature. Hopefully I can make more progress.

>>36908580
Also not advocating you cheat on her here. Just offload her, when the feelings are gone they're gone, I dragged that relationship out for her benefit until I finally told her I couldn't do it anymore because it was wrong to her to do it. I clearly expressed to her that I only did it to keep her happy, it seemed like she took it well but thought she could keep using me as a shoulder to cry on while immediately going full hyper slut. She made me promise I'd tell her if I started talking to another girl, glad to see she extended that same courtesy to me despite telling her she had to do the same. Fucking whores

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>>36908693
Here you are. With a shot of Everclear. included.

>>36908669
Sounds like you are lucky to be alive.
Sorry to hear about the spiral bit. Funny how shit keeps getting worse after once bad thing.

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Whiskey on the rocks please

My apathy levels are through the fucking roof. This has never happened to me before. I usually engross myself in whatever I become interested no matter how autistic but the flames gone out now. My motivation is all used or gone and I want it back. This apathetic state I'm in is making me feel like I'm decaying mentally and physically

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=5ZtKIl4Joww

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>>36908700
Here is your Gin.
Sorry to hear about that, Life really decided to shit on you there. If i where you id wait until my folks where dead. Before offing myself. However i cant Imagine the suffering You gotta be going through so You may do as you wish.
Just leave a note for them.

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>>36908747
Here you go
I used to fall into states like that when i was younger. I Forced myself to do things i usually did with no luck. It sorta dissipated over time.
If you play Vidya Id recommend Stalker call of pripyat. Maybe that might ignite a flame

22oz PBR please, I have a friend with schizophrenia and after he started taking his medication we all kind of stopped talking about it. I want to ask how he is doing.
I've been wondering if I should ignore the question or even how to ask it. Any anons have advice?

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>>36908906
Here you go
On one hand he may not wanna talk about it
but i understand your worry about your friend
Ask him about it. and if he gives you shit just explain you are worried about him.

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>>36908813
Will do anon
I'll probably try to become rich or something just to spite normies. That is always motivation enough for me to do anything

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I am 20 can i get an alcohol?
If not can i get a smoothie or something?

Long rant

I went through a bad week,but i think things will get better they always do. Everyone alwayscomes to me for advice because of how well I handle "stressful situations". The reality is i have been through such a rough life there is rarely anything i can't handle,and everyone is just comparitively weak,but this week i cried during a movie (guardians of the Galaxy vol.2) i have never done that before .the reason why i cried was due to the fact that my little brother told me the night before that my father had terminal cancer. He abandoned me and my 2 brothers when i was 5,and i told myself that i forgave him long ago,but I don't think i did. At the end of the movie i realized how alone i was because of him(mom became skizo shortly after the divorce)my mom was never there mentally,and my brothers were the only family...my older brother abused and raped me,and my younger brother was never there for me.
Older brother is in prison.
Younger brother has been through more gfs than should be possible.
I always saw dads on tv and wanted one like them
One that would protect me and teach me to become a man and protect myself.
I wanted a mom that hugged me and didn't scream at the deamons every night
All i had was tv dads just like starlord in the movie,but i had no yondu either. Closest was my drug dealer friend that was a month younger than me and he had a dad(I don't do drugs)he moved away and his dad died of cancer. my biological dad doesn't want to see me,he disowned us to dodge child support,got a new wife and new kids.
I am going to move out soon with a friend,and get psychological help to make sure I don't become skitzo like my mom.
I have faith everything will be fine...it has to.
Pls reassure me this.

>>36909043
Barman get this man something strong. He fucking deserves it.

>>36909043
>>36909069
I second this. Get this man a drink.

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>>36909043
Here is a glass of Absinthe. Its some good stuff.
Im sorry to hear about that. About all of it.
Im sure you will be fine Anon. Life has a way of kicking us while we are down.

>>36909140
Barkeep, what about you? Do you need someone to lend you an ear?

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>>36905602
>>36909043
>>36909099

Thanks i knew you guys would be able to make me feel good
You are one of the only place i truely feel like i belong.

>>36909191
Meant to reply to
>>36909069
I accidentally replied to myself.

>>36909188
Oh no. Im glad for the Offer But im here for anons Like >>36909191 And for anons like you.

>>36909224
No problem. Appreciate the conversation Barkeep. If I could tip I would but I'll swing by again soon. Ya'll have a good evening.

Get me something to numb the pain and make me sleep, please

>been feeling pretty shitty lately, even more so than usual
>female co-worker notices, keeps on asking me why, for a few days
>finally tell her, tell her about my depression, feelings of not being wanted, suicidal thoughts, cried in front of her
>can tell she wasn't expecting this because she was struggling with what to say at times
>wants to help me, tells me that her and other of our co-workers sometimes get together for happy hour
>Feel better for a bit
>it's midnight, and I can't sleep because a bunch of insecurities are popping up

I don't think I would have been invited to their get together if I didn't tell her about this, and I feel like she feels obligated to help me now, because she kept asking and she expect me to be this fucked up

I regret telling her, so I just want something to make me sleep

>>36905602
I've been going through a lot of stress lately. I used to be in a gang, but eventually a girl came along made me feel like I could be better. So I quit the gang was super understanding. However, time passed the girl died. The gang disbanded death, prison, etc. I tried turning my life around but without her I feel me missing the old days. Yesterday a group of drunken girls shouted "What up bitch boi!" I know they didn't mean any real disrespect just drunk college girl talk but I felt such a rage over come me I yelled my head off at them cussed them out almost cry and worst of all I almost drew my knife and mugged them. I didn't but I felt such an urge. I never was disrepscted by random people who never had to go through real shit before. I woke up today and felt like shit. Is their any hope for a normal life for me? I don't want to go back to gang life but i'm tempted every day.

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>>36909363
Have this bottle, once you drank it you will be out.
That sounds painful anon. I hope something good comes of it.
>>36909370
Sorry to hear that anon.
Keep holding on. and resist that temptation. Nothing good can come of you going back to those ways .

>>36909363
Best bet is to try not to think about them ignoring you until now.
Try to become natural freinds with them and maybe that will eleiviate some pressure.
Maybe find a way to thank her (not that she really cares,but to make things less awkward and less stressful)

>>36909444
Thanks for lending an ear boss. I'll make it through one step at a time and all that.

Sorry boys but Its starting to Get hard to keep my eyes open.
Ill open her Earlier Tomorrow night But for now im Signing off

I don't know how much longer I can keep this life up. I'm already close to a breaking point and it just gets worse as I get older. I'm 25 now.

>>36909370
You need a hobby/community to fill the void.
Cults,and gangs make us feel important, useful and give your life meaning.they make things simple,but lead you down a destuctive path.
Maybe join a gun range or hunting club? Volunteer for something?

>>36909516
Elaborate in a word blurb as long as you feel is necessary so we can help.

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Hi, can i get part light part dark beer please?

Got into a fight with my mom when she said "you think any girl would even want you?" so i left and am staying with my grandparents since.
Parents asked me to come back but I'm not sure i want to..

Funny thing is i just got a gf but didn't tell mom about her.
Still her saying that hurt alot.

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>>36909692
The bartender is out for the night.

I am some random gay that drak some abstintine and wants to make people feel good.

I stole this for you

Do they know yet,and how long has it been.
She may think you are a lazy slob that has no self respect,and it is all her fault,but the damage is done so she is hoping you can fix it to help her sleep at night without thinking she is a massive failure...or she got mad and wanted you to feel as bad as she does.

>>36909929
Absinthe*
I am an original comment pls no ban goot

i cant do this anymore i drink, puke,drink,puke...when will this kill me, i've been drinking almost everyday for 10 years let me die already.

>>36909958
Drink less
Sleep more
Thats bound to help at least a little. Get professional help, and tell us your struggles

>>36909929
Anon you absolute madman, thanks!

Happened on sunday and yes it was all about money. All she ever cares about is money and i fucking hate it. I have a job now but I'm quitting next week so I'll have to find another one.

Anyway gonna save up money to get outta that house.

Next round of absinthe is on me

>>36910053
Why are you quiting?
Were you accepted to a better job already or do you just hate it there?

I need to go to sleep,but i hope you guys feel better.
I feel better just knowing at Least for a moment some people cared about me.

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>>36910100
It's a student job. I failed college so i was more or less home for the past 4 months and decided to get a job. It's a blue collar job and while I worked in factories before but this one is the absolute worst. Dirty as all hell and boring as fuck.
They always employ students here so I'll find another one quickly.

Pic related our toilet

Right now I'm feeling more alone than ever and I'm just flustered about it. I feel like I'm the worst person ever.

>got no job
>got no social skills
>got almost to no connection with my family.
>brother is going through social anxiety disorder
>mom is a stay home neet who takes care of us
>every friend I have doesn't talk to me at all. Period. Nor do I feel close to them.
>want to start dying again.

How do I get out of this loop? It's a loop that's been repeating for the past 6 years. I'd do anything for someone to actually talk to.

>>36910500
Im in the same boat sort of. Contact with friends dropped to nill after school. Can't get a job, too socially awkard to get one, parents putting on the pressure. Ive just gotta hold tight for 5 years when i finish my degree.
You have us to talk to i guess. Join discords, last night i met this guy and we talked about music until 1 am. I'm ok with being alone but have no real motivation or hopes for the future.
Bartender? Captain morgan and cola please.
my play: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QXT9gdg8_-c