/oldfag/ +25 General

>>36899097
why wont i die in my sleep

Good been bitching on /pol/ about how this board used to be good back in the day of gentlemen and the whining faggots here need to fuck off and just kill themselves already.

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>>36899127
>tfw you have a nightmare
>but then you wake up to something worse
>your life

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Blew my main discharge line, so I got to roll around under the truck a while. I smell like asphalt.

>>36899159
>had the most wonderful dream
>i was ice skating with a really nice girl
>we held hands
>wake up
>go to sleep again hoping to continue the dream
>another dream about skeletons

fucking gamestop

>>36899169
Is this trucker slang for a sexual act with a lot lizard?

>>36899097
I did not feel so alone in years. It hit me that since my only friend killed himself 8 years ago I did meet a single person I could be myself with. Myself with no limitations, rethinking, acting.
Why do I have to be so unhappy. What did I do to deserve it?

Also planning a trip for this month. Decided to go somewhere once a month/two months till the end of the year.

>>36899271
Unfortunately not.
>tfw slapping together hydraulic lines by hand

Who /payingstudentloansback/ here
Finally got below the $100k mark.

>>36899325
>tfw slapping together hydraulic lines by hand

haha yeah i bet you did my man i bet you did

Sitting around at work, still have more than half the shift left with almost nothing to do but say "copy, time is xxxx" on the radio whenever patrol calls in and flip the switch to raise the gate arm bar when someone drives up
You guys know any decent phone games or a good gbc or gba rpg to play?

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Not bad. Played some golf today. Going to play some Trails in the Sky later.

>>36899352
Rebuildable heads are a curse and a blessing.

>27
>regrets of a wasted life are eating me alive

how do i get over it and move on? is it too late for a good life

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>>36899469
stop being me
no one gets remembered, just get over yourself and don't think so much
I think that's what I think the answer is, anyway

Not yet 30 and starting to find multiple grey hairs lately

>>36899318
Sorry to hear about that, man.

I've found travel to be a nice distraction myself. Might take a big trip later this summer in-country before, hopefully, my long-term career plans come to fruition. If I can't take a trip, then I'm going to try to see what kind of new sights or happenings are available nearby.

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>>36899550
At least you've got hair, anon.

>>36899653
>hair thinning started at 26
>almost 2 years using finasteride and it does nothing
>afraid to stop because what if it is slowing the rate of loss and without it I'll lose even more
At least it didn't break my dick

>>36899914
I tried doing the minox thing and saw some decent results for a few months after the shed -- albeit two years ago -- but got off it recently.

I just buzz it down really, really short now.

have whole house to myself this summer

everyone moved out today

>not moms basement

>>36899097
Doing cocaine, smoking weed, listening to music on my $500 headphones, dancing around my tiny low-end studio apartment, happy about getting down to less than 5lbs of extra fat on my body, abs are showing through finally apart from the lower ones.

Making it, kinda.

25, male, NEET reporting in.

Stayed up all night learning about regular expressions in programming, 4chan, drinking soda, and listening to Infected Mushroom.

My sleep schedule has been all fuckered up for the past 2 weeks. Pretty much night time is day time for me and day time is night time. It's nice when the weather gets warm because then you can just sleep through the heat and stay awake when it's nice and chill.

>>36899469
Volunteer work? Getting /fit/? Reading? More vidya?

Was in a similar rut several years ago. Managed to land a gig teaching English overseas. Didn't make much, and I wouldn't say it saved me completely. But I got a letter of recommendation out of it, met a lot of interesting people and even made some friends, saw a lot of cool stuff, and had something to put on my resume.

>>36899097
Better than ever, at least better than the last 10 years.

I can't relate to anyone under more or less 30 though, no offense to the 25 year olds.

Having grown up with or without the internet adds like 20 years in the cultural age gap.

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>25 since earlier this year
>have a degree
>NEET, had my first paying job last year and it lasted two months before I was fired for inability to keep up
>live with my mother, get benefits
>pretty comfortable, don't want for much, but feel like a cunt for not paying more towards the bills and house
>never been in a relationship, never had sex, might be bisexual or it might just be overexposure to porn, don't actually know and have no way of finding out with a real person
>significantly overweight on top of other health concerns (though currently cutting down on how much I eat)
>basically wallowing in self-pity most of every day due to not having anything to focus on
>self-image and self-worth is getting to the point where I disassociate nearly everything from myself in an attempt to make the things I like not remind me of myself because I dislike thinking of myself
>know the only way to solve this is to find something to dedicate some of my time and thoughts to but no idea what because of zero drive, zero interests in anything but video games and anime, and fear of responsibility
>been bringing this up to the two close friends I have (both online), but starting to feel like a broken record who just talks about knowing how shit of a person I am and not doing anything about it

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25 is not that old, my hypothetical buddies.

Just told my oneitis/ only friend that I'm supposed to move in with that I liked her. So now were not moving in together and she doesn't want to talk to me for awhile. So pretty shitty but it's what I expected to happen. Watching regular show now.

>>36902574
It is if you look like you're 40
t. baldie

>>36902574
It is compared to the average age on 4chan

>>36899346
28k left

30yo guy here. Recently got fired from my retail cuck job basically for stealing loyalty points. On the hunt for another job, but not sure how to spin this or bring it up in interviews. Not going to do this shit again, but i don't want to be an unemployed guy for much longer. I actually like working.

>>36899318
Sorry for your loss, man.

Reminds me of my situation, a little
>only real friend moved away on 2007 or 08
>would spend most of our weekends in junior and senior high (and into college) staying up late and playing video games
>hung around with him maybe three times since then
>haven't spoken to him much since, either
>haven't really made any friends since
>just acquaintances that seem as fleeting as the relationships are shallow

Not as intense as your feel, butbi know where you're coming from kinda.

>>36899346
I have a few more months until I've paid mine back. Living at home has its benefits s i can throw money at that instead of rent or whatever

>>36902616
This
I remember seeing some statistics once that the average 4chan browser is like in his late teens to early twenties

>>36902701
And that's the average, so for every 30+ year old there's two underageb&s

Have a house, car, and job.

In grad school for stats.

Crippling depression and developing arthritis in hands because shit genetics on mom's side.

I'm about a 5/10

Sitting at work getting paid to read this shit, weathers improving, bought my second house waiting to take possession, got a match on tinder who's talking to me for the first time, trying to make plans this summer but it's not working, tired of my "friends" so I spend a lot of time alone. Could be better but could be a lot worse

bump
originalol postoffice

26 kv neet, probably the only kv in this fucking thread too

i want to die. drinking codeine just to alleviate the depression. ive been getting a lot better actually lately, but today its super bad. i dont know what god wants from me or how he feels about me. cant say my feelings for him are 100% positive either seeing as how garbo my life is

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g2NQXwDsAlk

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My sleeping times are completely upside down and I can't sleep well to begin with.
I've been watching some folks twitcasting streams. General talk, cigarettes and guitar playing. Its alright. Though it's been making me smoke like hell too. At least one cigarette every hour.
I'm losing control of my life. When I go to bed, I feel like my ears start to ring, if I fall asleep I'll wake up very quickly.
Thank fuck I have no work until friday. I could work any day I want really before that, but fuck it. Doing odd part time jobs on top of goverment bucks sure feels weird.
>>36899325
I used to do some hydraulics shit many years ago in college. It fucking sucked. Snapping together lines in cold weather, they are fucking stiff as heck and when your hands are cold, it is just goddamn irritating.

26 here.

I was diagnosed autistic in December. Initially thought that was the answer as to why I've never been able to fit in with others. After putting myself among other autistic people, who all, of course, have friends, relationships, etc, I've realised that it's not the answer, and that the autism probably isn't as big of a deal as I'd initially thought. Even the other autists are just more normal people. I am tired. I am at a point in my life where I'm doing okay - I have bux now, I go to the gym once a week, I take my antidepressants, I don't feel shitty anymore like I used to, but I am still very lonely and being around other people makes me miserable. I know that I'll always be alone, I just don't want to accept it and I keep stubbornly making attempt after attempt to make some kind of connection with a human being. Time and time again, though, I find that I have absolutely nothing in common with anybody.

I want somebody to want me to hold their hand.

>>36899097
Getting /fit/ for the race war

Rdy when you are, muslims and niggers

i wish my mom would die so i could kill myself.

>>36899346
Holy shit thats ridiculous. I pay like 1.4k a year here in Spain, and the education is pretty good.

Getting /fit/ for the military here. Looking at all my options. Walked into the recruiting office with an eye towards enlisted TACP, but they suggested the officer route because I've got my degree. Currently getting started on the process for going to OTS, and we'll see where that goes.

>>36905397
Nope. I'm >>36902670. 30yo khv. I'm curious about sex, but not enough to actively try and get it

>>36906222
if you are ever in the situation to have sex i imagine you wont be able to get hard since this is a new thing and you will most likely have some mental block. that is what happened to me when i had the chance to lose it at 27. its almost like never having sex for 25+ years is very detrimental to ever having a real relationship. theres just no memories of that type of thing in your mind outside of porn which is far from real life


really jogs the noggin

>>36906607
Wouldn't surprise me if i can't get hard, if i were to have sex with a real person.

I guess I should be grateful i seemingly can't meet people, let alone form a relationship closer and more intimate than being acquaintances

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>>36906105
Hopefully you like that stuff. It seems like it could change you for the better.
>tfw always wanted to be a fighter pilot, but my mental health backround prevented be from doing it
>tfw looked into becoming a big stronk stationary anti-air boi, but my mental health backround prevented even that
After all those and some further talking, they just said that I should stop trying. I might be physically fairly /fit/, but my mental health is garbage and they won't even let me try. REEEEEEEEE!

>>36907212
I hope it goes through, man. It sounds promising, and the Air Force seems to have it comfy compared to the other branches.

Sorry to hear about them preventing you from going in. That's rough.