Have you ever felt truly alone? I always feel like someone is

>>36893399
Since I got to 18 and realize everybody is stupid including me I feel alone all the time.

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>>36893399
I feel your pain. I used to live in a crowed city(Sydney) and the lack of true alone time made my life hell. Now i live in some countryside place. it's quite better now: i can walk the dog in some old ass shorts i use as a pajama without getting judged, i can piss in my garden, i can smoke weed in peace. the only downside is the lack of access to shops and stuff so i pretty much never get new stuff apart from off of amazon, and there isn't exactly much to do apart from spending time relaxing. also, the internet speed is pretty shit. all in all i don't regret moving. you should maybe try it out!

>>36893545
That actually sounds really comfy. I hope to one day move to the country side one day. Although something that bothers me, is that even if I'm physically alone, I still feel so much outer influence. Whether it be from the people I care for or some /x/ type presence.

I'm currenly failing math in high school and I feel like both my parents are pushing me away. The only people i can truly talk to are my friends and even then i don't talk to them about my problems.

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>>36893399
>tfw going through my usual period of depression and loneliness
why dont i have friends and have never experienced love
i want to fall asleep and never wake up

>>36893399
Amen anon. I can't fucking take it anymore.

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>>36894661
none of us can't take it anymore anon, it will never be just fine for people like us

>>36893399
move rural. the silence is nice