/uni/ feels

control your autism next time, fag.

>>36890327
Everyone gets an A in Phy Ed dumbass, even fatasses like yourself.

>>36890327
Take it as a complimentary. Apply yourself more next semester and reap what you sow.

>>36890401
IT WAS AN A IN REAL ANALYSIS A HIGH LEVEL MATH COURSE FUCK YOU

>>36890327
>angry at myself for getting an A because I don't believe I deserved it
God I hated people like you when I was in college. How about stop being a self-loathing faggot and be proud that you're actually good at something

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>Have a 75 in Statistics
>Final tomorrow
>25% of grade
>Can't even do half of the review
Just fuck my life up! There's no way I'm going to get a 60 or above.
I'm 27 and I just want to get the fuck out of college

>>36890434
I am applying myself next semester. My maths advisor believes I am a gifted student from my transcript. He kept pushing me to take this Putnam math competition preparation class he teaches. I finally gave in, but I know I'm not smart enough to even register as a blip in the Putnam math competition.

>>36890454
>implying having a strong short term memory means I'm good something
I literally learn it for the semester and forget it by the next.

>>36890457
I believe in you. What do you normally get on the tests/quizzes?

>>36890454
>>36890490
They're right, you sound like a whiny fag

>>36890570
Since you're just going to bully me, I'll dish some dirt back at you. I bet you and this guy >>36890454 are those types of brainlets who study an entire week or more for an exam and still fail it or barely pass. I literally study the day before an exam for 2 hours tops and still get "A's" in them. Must suck being a brainlet.

>>36890531
Mehish we don't have quizes just test.the homework grade is really what's saving me. I bombed the midterm but the final will replace that one.
Math just isn't my strong suit

>>36890454
>loathing self-loathing people
I loathe anyone who loathes

>>36890327
leftypol discord: mREbnqv

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>>36890619
Nope just took my Calc exam yesterday and chem on friday. Wasn't too bad solid B+ at least. I don't wait night before to cram and overall have nothing lower than an 85% this semester. nice try though, have fun with the self-loathing

>>36890631
Well maybe this will give you hope. The stuff you learned at the start is foundational and less likely to be tested on since it's really the basis for everything else you've learned in the course. Professors tend to pick the more simple problems for a section and finals and place more emphasis on material learned in the latter half of the course.

>>36890676
>>36890676
>wait the night before to cram
I literally just review the notes because I already know and understand the material. Nice try.

>>36890677
Well, here's hoping I guess. Really don't want to have to take it again during the summer.
At least I'm pretty confident I'll ace my Int Acc exam today.

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>>36890327 You did well, you must be smart but have low confidence.

>>36890693
Are you autistic, I wan't talking about you. I was talking about your accusation of me being a "brainlet". Btw are you Asian, cause that would explain a lot

>>36890752
If I have autism I am extremely high functioning to the point where nobody would suspect it unless they actually interacted with me I guess.

>>36890327
>me agnry at myself for be good studen :^)
Smug, fake-humble self-congratulation.

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>drinking and doing homework on a Monday night
>chubby qt from my class texts me asking about the homework
>tell her how I'm drinking/getting it all done
>go out on a limb and suggest we get together and do the rest of it over beers later this week
>"yeah haha, I was actually thinking we should totally get together and do work and whatnot"
>wow, awesome
>text her back asking when she's free
>no response yet
I reread the texts and I'm certain there was no spaghetti spillage, I'll wait until tonight to start overthinking about how I fucked up I guess

>>36890780
It's not fake humble brag. I truly feel I do not deserve this A. I truly feel my grasp of the material was not at an A level. Just because I "performed" better than my peers doesn't mean I should get an A. I should've gotten a B+ at most. It's what I deserved. I feel dirty having received this A.

>>36890803
she's not gonna come. women are teases, ad will never go out of their way for you no matter what. you have to force them like you'd force a mule up a hill.

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>tfw just had a final
>theres another tomorrow
>and another the day after that
>they're all 100%

>>36890853
>100%
How is that even allowable? Or is the class at the graduate level or something?

>>36890819
Then why don't you just drop out of school and become a NEET if you can't handle it, you whiny baby

>have a report due that's getting in the way of my exam revision
>only need 46% to guarantee a 60 overall in that module
>can't help but do my best anyway
Why am I putting in so much effort into a piece of coursework that I don't need to try in?

>>36890676
>Being proud of Bs and B+s
Brainlet confirmed

>>36890819
go fuck yourself faggot just take the A faggot or study harder if you feel you dont deserve it

>>36890869
law school, every year is 100% each final

>>36890819
They don't dish out A's for nothing, and they don't grade you in relation to your peers in tests, you goof.
I think your understanding on grading system is totally skewed.

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>>36890842
You're probably right, goddammit. Finally having some slight success with a female on my birthday would have been pretty cool

>>36890878
I can handle it. I'm just angry that I'm being given a grade I don't deserve. I feel guilty.

>>36890913
For the test, not the class over all dingus

>>36890935
>what is curving
It's literally where they change their standard of an A to match the top performing students in a class. Literally every teacher does this.

>>36890964
That's a shitty system and I'm happy we don't practice it.

>>36890976
Welcome to the American University system. This is practiced in both private and public institutions.

>>36890327
>all my tests were online so I managed to mange it through all my classes with Bs without a single hour of study throughout the whole semester
I am totally fucked for next semester

>>36891051
How is it a bad system?

>>36891093
You're basically saying someone is smart or qualified because everyone around them was so much worse in comparison when the reality is they were average or just slightly below average.
It's like taking a bunch of ugly chicks and picking the hottest one and saying they're on par with a model.

>>36890327
>>36890945

Kill yourself you humble bragging man roastie ;^)

>>36891209
Well maybe everyone should just get smarter then. Problem solved. Also what class, major, and year are you? This can explain why its so easy. Try taking upper level STEM

>>36890437
>Real Analysis
>high level

It's literally the first upper div math

>>36891289
I AM IN UPPER LEVEL STEM

>>36891347
Shut the fuck up

asdfasd

>>36891312
It's the 3rd at my school. First is Abstract, then probability/statistics then Analysis. It's still upper level too.

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>last two finals tomorrow
>did 4 already, 3 A's, 1 B

Tomorrow will be 1 A and 1 B. I spent about 24 hours total probably studying for both. I'm a good goy

Applying for Dental and Radiology in the fall for next year.

>>36891383
>Dental
Don't commit suicide

>>36891409
woops didn't make it specific, I'm doing Hygiene, not fucking Dentistry

is it true that uni isn't for everyone or is that something brainlets tell to themselves to feel better because im having the worst time of my life here and want to drop out but don't know what to do

>>36890327
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Impostor_syndrome

Can't believe nobody posted this yet. Board is clearly full of children. This is extremely prevalent in the wagie cuck field I work in.

>>36891469
join the navy, you get to live in a robot environment when you're on a ship

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t minus 15 hours until the last final LEGOOOOOOOOOOOOO

>>36891561
50 minutes until the last one for me bitch

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>made 2 A's and 3 F's

Meh, not bad for mentally checking out for a whole month.

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>>36892166
wtf is her face rubber that scared me.

>>36890463
Hey, if he believes in you then that's more than a lot of people get. Do your best, whether you win or lose its better than idleness.

The brain is a muscle, you use it or you lose it.

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>WAAAAAAAH I GOT AN A I DON'T DESERVE
call me when they're literally adding on marks from nowhere so they don't have to go through the trouble of kicking you from the course

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>tfw got 100% in an assignment
>only worth 10% of the module

>>36892411
this happened to me, I got 10% or something but it was bumped up to 60% because so many people failed the test.

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I just sent an email to my teacher saying I wanted to change masters. I'm failing physics for the second time, I don't even know what I want to do now.
Maybe it was panic from the finals and I don't actually want to switch?

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>>36892554
I'm glad I'm not the only brainlet in these threads

>>36892647
I'm not a brainlet it's the only thing I've gotten less than 80% in so far. CompSci is quite easy but this test came out of nowhere.

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>>36892686
ok. I'll just put my dunce cap back on and head over to the retard corner.

>>36892733
It doesn't have to be like that anon, just study instead of browsing /r9k/.

>>36892613
What is the difference between a masters and being a graduate student?

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FUCK FUCK FUCK BROS

I Have a presentation today and IM already fucking sweating all over

HOW THE FUCK DO I NOT SPILL SPAGHETTI AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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>>36892751
i wish it was that simple
orginaldo

>>36892775
If you make sure you're prepared to the point where you can at least remember what to say they'll forgive a few stutters.

>>36890457
Get off 4chan maybe

>>36892775
just think your talking to yourself

>>36892775
You will spill spaghetti. We all did. And we all did autistic presentation topics as well. I remember I unironically squeezed in slides about school shooters for a presentation on the misrepresentation of video games directly causing violence

>>36892770
None I think? I'm not too familiar with the US system, but a master's degree comes after graduating from a bachelor's degree.
I guess PhDs count as graduate students too.

>>36892775
>that guy who does a presentation on anime

>>36892775
Memorize your lines, facial expressions, and body language. Know them by heart.

Some people may say this is a bad idea, but they are fucking normies and don't know how hard we have it.

If you pre-plan and memorize your ENTIRE presentation, you will have less to worry about. You just have to go through the motions in front of the class.

>Have to do homework as two
>Homework is worth up to 10% bonuspoints
D-didnt want those anyway, b-baka

>tfw I hate what I'm studying
>tfw professor tells.me I have a natural aptitude for it

It really.upset me to hear that. I hate this so much, and I've sacrifices all of my dreams to do this.

>meet girl in class
>she's the cutest one there
>sit in front of her, talk to her
>halfway through the class professor reveals she's only 16
>I feel grossed out

why?

>>36893137
Nothing wrong with being attracted to a 16 year old.

>stay up all night with the intent of finishing an essay
>watch porn instead
>take a nap
>oversleep
>missed an appointment with an academic advisor
>probably won't go to class today
Why can't I control my urges?

>>36893190
it's illegal in this state

>>36893242
No it's not dumbass. It's not illegal to be attracted to a 16 year old. It's illegal to engage with them sexually. But if they like you they won't give a fuck and aren't going to report you.

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>>36893242
B-but muh land of the free

>>36890327
iktf somewhat. I'm stupid. I think I'm stupid. I know I'm stupid and I'm not even comparing myself to other people. but my grades say that I am slightly above average. I feel fucking worthless sometimes. I feel like one day i'm gonna get exposed for the fraud that I am. In fact there are times when I don't study for a test and fail them. Failing a test confirms that I am indeed stupid which matches my internal thought process. I mean only a complete retard would choose to purposeful fail a test but i feel so fucking miserable when i fail or do poorly. There are times where i wish i wasn't like this. but if i wasn't me i dont know who else i would be.
Also like some other anon posted its basically imposter syndrome. but knowing about it doesn't mean anything. What if i'm the exception to the imposter syndrome?
thankfully my tulpa keeps me in check and i can forget about the outside world when i'm with her.

>>36893210
>fuck off & hang with friends during the day
>say I'm going to study at night
>can't concentrate without switching tabs
>end up quick fap
>bask in the afterglow
>tfw wake up to my alarm
Literally happened this morning, I think I failed but I'm hoping he curves me.

Any graduate students in here?
I'm thinking of attending grad school but I dunno what to expect from the work load and I'm curious about the best way to get into grad school without putting myself a lot further into debt.

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>member for group project didnt do his part and it fucked up one of my course grades, Prof said to put it in the eval but there was no way to raise my grade
>massive computer science final I still have to do
>no GF
>no friends outside of class
>getting ready to spend 3 months with basically 0 human contact
>have heat hives so im almost literally allergic to summer
>just rear ended someone, going to cost hundreds and raise insurance
eh, it could be worse

>>36891374
>not taking linear algebra and set theory
Ha you sure are smart. Show us some of those complex partial differential equations. I'm sure they're so hard. Maybe you could even teach us about statistics. You understand Brownian Motion, right?

>Go through a coursework I did for pajeet level computer science with the professor
>Have to sort a list of countries by population
>Use a hashmap to store which population belongs to which country
>Everyone else is retarded and does it weirdly
>Told that I'm clearly the only none fucktard so I get to not have any programming modules next year and just pass automatically

I like this a lot, I'm going to try and get them to let me do final year modules to fill my time

>>36894190
Set theory is what Abstract is at my university. Stay pleb.

>>36894190
>>36894358
Also forgot to mention Linear Algebra is babby tier at my university. It's not even 300 level.

>>36890463
>I know I'm not smart enough to even register as a blip in the Putnam math competition.
uh, yeah, no fucking shit
you know how many goddamn people get math degrees with a good GPA every year? you know how many math graduate students are produced every year? they're not all geniuses I assure you
if professors only gave praise to actually intelligent people they'd spend their time being very unpleasant people
I don't know where you got this idiot idea that an A should signify anything objective rather than being a signal for purely internal purposes

>>36894462
>smart but lazy the post
>haha I'm so smart but I'm lazy that's why I get C's and D's but grades don't actually mean anything haha IM SMART IM TELLING YOU IM SMART GRADES DONT DEFINE ME OR MY INTELLIGENCE

bluepill me on college

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>have English project due instead of final
>procrastinate until day it's due
>go to library an hour before it's due
>hastily throw a bunch of shit together
>throw in a bunch of blank pages to make it look bigger
>30 minutes left
>remember that 4 page essay is required as part of it
>go to computer and quickly bs 3 pages of bullcrap
>10 minutes left
>go to print it
>printer doesn't work
>SHITSHITSHIT.gif
>go to librarian and ask for help
>trying to hide desperation
>"well I don't know, this isn't really my department"
>JUSTDOSOMETHINGYOUOLDCUNT.png
>she comes over
>literally 5 minutes left
>does some shit to the printer
>still not working
>"oh I see"
>changes the printer destination
>printer slowly prints my essay
>throw essay into binder
>don't even take time to staple it
>log of computer
>3 minutes left
>throw the shit into my bag
>rush to leave library
>some fat sjw looking bitch id clogging up the doorway
>have to wait for her to waddle out of my way
>2 minutes left
>sprint to the other side of campus
>hop fences and run through moving traffic to get there in time
>get closer to class
>run out of breath
>panting and wheezing
>see teacher walking towards parking lot on other side of the road
>oh shit.jpg
>go over and ask if I can still turn in project
>he says yes
>mfw

I managed to bullshit my way through lectures and exams but now during the research phase its crystal clear that i wasnt meant for university. I wish i knew this 5 years ago. Feels really bad man.

>>36894540
Let me guess, you're an engineer? This isn't exactly a fringe perspective among math majors, you very quickly get to a position where you're head and shoulders above the average chucklefuck who decides to take math classes while being an absolute brainlet compared to the actual prodigies

>>36894950
Have fun with a shitty grade

>>36894665
you pretty much have to do it if you want to even pretend to a middle class lifestyle in the future

might as well do your best to enjoy it and take classes you are interested in

don't beat yourself up about getting crazy good grades 24/7

college is pretty much the only time in your life where you will be surrounded by women your age who want to get dicked and sometimes don't even care too much about who does the dicking.
it's also probably the last point in your life where you can readily make friends with people. after college, it's nearly impossible.

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last day is tomorrow I'm ready

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>>36895239
a-at least I turned something in.

>almost certainly failed a class, so I won't be graduating this summer
>my parents don't know, they're excited and my little sister is asking when the ceremony is

I'm contemplating just going to the ceremony, grades don't come out until afterwards so it's not like nobody will know the difference. Make them happy, then head off to join the army. Or just hanging myself tonight, idk.

>>36895135
>you're head and shoulders above the average chucklefuck...while being an absolute brainlet compared to the actual prodigies
This is what keeps me humble. No matter how smart I am, there are literally millions of people who make me look retarded.
>>36895833
That's true, anon. Turning something in is much better than not turning anything in at all.

>just applied for college at 24
>application made me realize how much of an anomoly this is
They also said freshmen were required to live in the dorms but fuck that. They better let me out of that. I dont wanna have to room with 3 18 year olds

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>tfw I got mono a week before finals and now I can't study because I'm in pain/tired all the time
a-at least it's almost summer right?

>>36896143
Anon what's the logic in that, if you're not graduating they're not going to read off your name and you won't be part of the ceremony right? So if you go they'll just realize somehing's off. Just tell them, assuming you haven't fucked up way more than a class or two you're looking at maybe one extra semester, it's rough but you can recover from that.

>>36892204
That's something that anyone can do?

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How do you deal with being constantly humiliated or alienated in class and in your study group?

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>tfw it's the last week of my final semester but I have to get through the absolute worst group project I've ever done
It's almost over, but holy shit. Tell me your group project horror stories.

>>36896400
>Anon what's the logic in that, if you're not graduating they're not going to read off your name and you won't be part of the ceremony right?

No, they are going to read my name. That's the point, I've already been approved to graduate. The grades saying that I haven't graduated don't come out until a week after the ceremony. I'm trying to figure out if it's worse to tell my parents now, or do it afterwards.

>you're looking at maybe one extra semester, it's rough but you can recover from that.

Yeah, that's what I'm looking at. At most I'll need to make up 2 classes.

>>36896265
You think that's bad? Try applying for your learner's permit at the age of 20, in a state with mandatory classes. Sitting in a room full of 15 and 16 year olds.....the teacher assumed that I had gotten a DUI charge, and I just rolled with that because it was less embarrassing than admitting that I couldn't drive at the age of 20.

>>36896481
I don't think it's worth attempting to decieve your parents over such a small fuckup, I'd suggest letting them know the truth and just getting through whatever you need to next semester to finish.

>>36896510
I'm headed down that route, 19 and my learner's permit is expired again I'm pretty sure...

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>>36896265
You're not alone, I'm 23 and applied this year too.

I'm sure we'll have the time of our lives.

>>36896520
Yeah, probably a good idea. Going to be pretty embarrassing though

>>36896510
My state had mandatory classes unless you were 18. It was like $200 to sit and watch YouTube videos for a week during the summer and they charged extra for behind the wheel training. I just said fuck that and got my license at 18

yes i know that feel. i suck at math when i first went to college i had to take a class three times. i took a online class i took it so much better that i remembered how to do it. the professor suggest i change my major to math. i told my parents they laughed at it too. one because a professor said the same thing to my brother as he failed a math class also.

>>36896584
Couldn't you do a summer semester for those two classes? I think it would be faster that way.

>3 A's
>3 A-'s
just waiting on my last final grade for the test I took today. Pretty sure it'll be a B- oh well

>>36896471
>6 of us in a tutor group
>have to make a group scientific poster to show off to academics and do a presentation
>we meet up 4 different times to make the poster and prepare our presentation
>midget of a girl doesn't show up to any of them
>she doesn't show up to the presentation either
>"sorry I had the flu"
>saw her walk back from a night out the next day
She got 0 for it though. We were made to send a "personal contribution form" detailing who we thought contributed the most and least.

She's also my lab partner who's missed 3 different labs and is literally so short she struggles to use some of the equipment.

>>36896574
At least we get to be the wise old elders of the class
>oh man, what cool adventures did you do between 18 and now? Tell us all about them

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Who here /freemoney/?
Just took out a student loan to buy a new car lmao
Going to go get the car after finals week (this week)
>mfw deferred payments so I don't have to make car payments in college
>mfw parents don't know I did this
>mfw parents are going to freak but can't do anything because it's my future and money
>mfw I live day to day and don't care about the future

>>36896681
absoloot man of mad

>>36896681
>free
Anyways I'm sure you already know this but you're retarded. Enjoy paying off whatever the car cost at the 7% interest rate

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>another day of lectures spent all alone in the back row

>>36896742
Don't sit in the back, always try to get a seat in the front. It makes it much easier to focus when you sit in the front.

>>36896783
>have everyone behind me so I can be constantly anxious about doing something wierd

nty

>>36896839
Just don't do anything weird then, you're in class to learn and nothing else.

>>36895095

What is a research phase?

>>36896932
not him, but it's not that easy sometimes
Have a teacher who won't get the fuck off my dick, dude literally singles me out and puts me on the spotlight for questions & problem explanations cause I'm quiet & never raise my hand...
Fucker made me stop going to lectures, and resorted to self studying. Only show up for test and the upcoming final

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>>36896681

My parents pay for all my shit but I'm taking out a student loan because it's the UK and the payment structure means you never have to pay it back and I'm leaving the country anyway as soon as possible.

I might use it to book a holiday to the north pole or something.

>>36897106
Well that guy is just a dick then, I've never had a teacher/professor act like that.

>>36897106
>Fucker made me stop going to lectures
Report him.

>>36897188
Meh, I only have to go one more time for the Final, it's w/e at this point.
I'll probably just give him a shit rating on ratemyprofessor or something though.

I'm just looking for help bros >>36896449

So far the only solution I have is end my pathetic life.

>>36890457
Holy shit are you me? I'm in that exact same situation only younger.

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>>36890457
>Have a 60 something in French
>Can't even do half of the final review
>mfw
On top of that, I'm going to fail English Composition 2 even if I get a 100 on my final presentation lmao.

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last day is tomorrow, 3 more hours until I go night-night goy

Last final before I head into the Radiology program later this year. No more gayass essays

>>36897639
entertain me/us with the story of your humiliations and I/we can offer more nuanced suggestions

>>36897639
I mean you could kill them and then end your pathetic life.

>>36897639
Quit being autistic originally

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>>36897639
>tfw this literally just happened this semester
>stacies always joke on me, he's so shy omgggg, he reallly did thattt wowww, get the fuck out likeeee

at least one of the stacies sucked my dicked even though they bully me

t only guy with 3 stacies in lab group

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>>36890327
Yeah, this happens to me too.
>be a math major
>have 3.8 GPA, have gotten a 4.0 in all of my math courses
>constantly feel as if I have no real knowledge of the field and that one day there'll be an exam or something where I'll realize I was just blindly memorizing or don't actually understand any of it at all. I'm so paranoid about this.

I do. Literally started my final exam (takehome essay) 5 hours before it was due, even though we had a week to do it. finished it all, never edited it, and ran out of time to even do citations on the second essay question. Got an 89%.
University is such a fucking sham

>>36890327
i empathise your feelings of unworthiness of a good grade

>>36898675
I find the easiest way to know if you truly know something is to talk about that subject with someone, whether family, friends or people you meet. If you can accurately explain a concept to them and they have no fucking idea what it means but can see you know some shit, you'll be fine.

I used to feel like a total brainlet in computer science because there would be one kid getting perfects, but then I started talking to my friends about programming and stuff I've made and they genuinely find it impressive as to how much I seemingly know.

Basically, you'll be fine so long as you remember that employers end up teaching you what you need anyways.

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All the cute asian couples walking around campus make me feel bad. They seem so content to be with each other, even the couples that don't have very attractive men in them. Where do I find a girl within my race who is nearly as loyal and comfortable with settling a little?

I am killing myself working so much. I have 2 part time jobs and work almost everyday. Literally any time I am not working i am just studying and I am dying from stress and lack of sleep. I only have to get past this and next week and I'll be free after the 19th:

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>failed a module by half a fucking mark today

fuck this shit

> graduated last Saturday
>GPA was too shitty to get any honor cords
>all of my friends had at least mid-level honors
>felt like shit all through the ceremony because of all the opportunities that were offered to me over the years but I passed up because of social autism
>haven't even started looking for a job yet while everyone I know at least has a backup offer
A-At least I'm done, right?

>>36901107
Ok what exactly do you guys mean by "module"?

>>36901206
Just a different word for classes

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who here /destroyedbytransfer/?
>Start at University of Delaware
>Realize how trash this school is and how trash my major is
>Transfer to Penn state, except lol not really because transferring to happy valley as a sophmore is actually impossible
>Penn State will only take 6 credits out of all of my classes
>Tfw basically starting over
>Tfw entire year of college wasted
Fuck my life robots, I got into 'cuse, UM, UMD back in highschool and I actually chose shitty fucking Udel and I'm paying for it with my future. This is the most miserable I have ever been in my entire life. To all my fellow robots looking at transferring, THINK IT THROUGH. YOU WILL PROBABLY LOSE TOO.

>>36901232
You will almost always lose credits transferring because your new school wants more money.

>>36901232
>one year
KEk, you get no sympathy for me.
I'm 27, and barely a senior

>>36901232
did you transfer before checking what will carry over or talking to an advisor?

holy shit.

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>have 92.875% in babby psychology
>need to get above a 73
>"You need to score at least a -6.5% on the test"
>mfw

>grade is so high that I could skip the final and still pass
Feels good

>>36901232
>not living in a state that guarantees that your credits will be transferred to state universities
Commiefornia wins again

>>36901232
YOU BASTARD YOU WERE AT UD? YOU SHOULD HAVE FUCKING STAYED FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU

>>36890327
>>36890327
Basically me. I have an A- and I'm pissed to the point that I feel like a failure.

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>>36902433
Bro are you there rn? This school is a fucking joke, the academics are shit, the social life is shit, literally the only upside is that the campus is pretty and the gym is nice. We're still in school until the 26th man.... Every other human being I know has been out for days. I am literally keeping track of the days until I can leave this shithole carving em into the fucking wall over here..

>Get email about the placement class
>All it is is a job posting board for companies they like, they don't hook you up directly.

REEEEEEE

Aside from that, one class and I'm done.

>>36902485
I AM THERE NOW, talk UD shit with me please I've been so lonely
don't think we'll meet up though because I'm a nigger

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>birthday was today
>did literally nothing different, went to classes and rehearsals, doing homework
>upperclassman friend sends me a text
>he bought me a six pack of 16 oz cider and some brownies as a present
>tfw currently locked in a practice room alone doing homework with a six pack and snacks
It's a very comfy feel but from the outside it probably looks a little sad. I've drank while working the past 3 or 4 nights in a row, now

>>36902519
Which side of campus brother? North campus here, Pencader is absolute fucking trashwank abortion of a dining hall and I can barely eat healthy. I enjoy the 15 minute walk minimum to get to literally any academic building from here. The Normie scum overrun this place like rats, I've made three maybe four good friends, and they're all transferring too. Our joke is that all the smartest people we know on campus are trying to leave... everyone else is fake as fuck, the social life here is garbage, if you aren't in a frat you're staring at a wall for fun, and if you aren't chad incarnate you aren't in a frat. All my classes are fucking jokes, I'm paying thousands of dollars to play citation fucking jeopardy in ENGL110... Fuck this place. Only up sides are the Library and the little bob. If you're not a DE resident like me dude, Idk why you're still here, get out now my man

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>tfw exam today
>professor just sat at the front doing shit on the computer
>test bank questions
>literally just phone googled them all
>pretty sure I got an A

>>36896510

>Went to driving school at 22
>Nothing but teenagers
>Suprise surprise, they didn't want anything to do with me.

>>36896510
>20 isn't really that far off from 16 desu as far as sociability is concerned.
If you were 24+ it would be a different story.

>>36902618
East campus, CR isn't any better man. My few friends were trying to get me to live up on North with them for next year but I'd rather not walk half an hour every morning for class. I sort of lucked out being in the drumline, I haven't really noticed how shit the social scene is around here since I've had four or five people to hang with more or less since I got here. Are the academics really that shit here? I really hope they don't get sick of it and transfer, if I lose them I'll have literally nobody I can talk to on campus. I've never seen so many stereotypical chads and stacies in one place before

Fuck E110, who'd you have? This cunt Bradley based our whole class around social media and normie memes, we spent two class periods discussing the literary devices in shitty facebook Spongebob memes and I wanted to kill myself. She unironically bought into the whole "4chan is le WORST PLACE ON THE INTERNET!" thing. She also nearly failed someone and chewed him out for being "part of the problem" for writing something in one of his essays that "reeked of the patriarchy."

>>36890401
I got an 88 in PE

>>36902810
I just think the academics are shitty because this is more of a science school and I could've ended up at a better school for what I'm doing now, journalism (inb4 hurr liberal arts meme yes I know i'm fucked anyways).
I don't even have a real professor for this shit, It's like a grad student or something slightly higher running it, professor fulmer. She just doesn't give a fuck and its a waste of my money. Chem last semester with Wingrave is hands down the worst teaching experience I have ever encountered in my life.
My roommate has a teacher like that for anthro, she apparently brings up how evil and shit trump is every fucking class and works it into literally anything, to the point where kids were walking out of class and she sent out an email apologizing for "ruffling feathers." Lmao. I made a few friends but most of them are on their way out too, but yes this place is infested with chads and stacies like no other place I've ever been. All the chicks are hot but you can tell just by their demeanor how stacy they all are.
I wish you luck here though man, you seem cool and if you've got your group you'll survive.

>>36890327
u have autism m8

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>>36903026
I'm in the same meme degree boat, I'm a musician. I sort of know this one girl who's in journalism, isn't it a requirement to write for the Review or something? I remember she was telling me how pissed she was that she had to basically throw away her actual opinions/ideas to just write jerkoff articles about Joe Biden.

I'll try my best to get by, if my friends get into a similar mindset about the school as yours I may be fucked though. I can't afford the cost/time drain of transferring schools, so even if they leave for somewhere else I'll be stuck carrying on alone here. Being around them I've definitely improved acting more normie or whatever, but I honestly can't see myself being sociable enough to go out and find anyone else on campus I can be as close with.

>>36890457
did u go to tutoring k3k

>>36890777
high functioning is aspergers

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>>36903276
Yeah, the journalism thing is an absolute farce. It's not even a major here, they only have it as a minor, it's so trash how hard this school wanks off to biochem and business majors but that's what makes the world go round, whatever.
Even on top of hating it, as out of state I just couldn't afford it anymore so I get that feeling, the financial strain was too much on top of ending up being miserable. I actually had a decent situation with some old roommates of mine first semester and improved my normiedom through them, and then crazy shit went down and two of them have dropped out already and the rest of us are going their separate ways. Being sociable here if you don't know anyone off the bat is a slog, there's just too much fake ass Chad and Stacy pervading literally every aspect of nonacademic life here, it's so goddamn toxic how the majority of the population is here. Good to know I'm not the only robot out here fighting the good fight though, I'll pray for you dude, stay strong out there. We're all gonna make it.

>>36890819
i think you just want attention dude, you need to like chill man

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>>36890327
Tfw still in uni at age 20 but still 1.5 more years of uni left... Everyone will graduate without me

>>36891485
nice shilling, trump

>I won't take notes of this, I'll probably remember it.
What did I mean by this?

>>36892613
u have autism m8
better stack that zyprexa or omega 3

>>36892775
replace your anxiety with laughter, every one else will start laughing, its great. i always do this.

>>36893190
nothing wrong with waiting 2 yrs k3k

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>>36890327
This fucking cunt won't reply to my goddamned text. I haven't bothered her for anything our entire time in university so far but she can't even give me the time of day to tell me what a fucking homework is, nothing's fucking changed from high school has it cunt you still just hate me for no fucking reason, fuck me I wish this bitch went to a different university than me

I have an assignment due tomorrow. It's the first assignment of the term, but it's due at 12 noon. Should I sleep now and do it tomorrow?

hakuna matata unibros that's the key

>>36901232
I feel you. I was at penn state for a semester before I said fuck it. They retroactively took away a grant I had and then said I owed them like $600.

Fuck then and their goddamned valley

There's 0 chance of me passing this class unless my professor gives me a 10% boost out of pity

Should I even bother going to the final tomorrow? It's at 7 am

>>36904019
You obviously didn't care about the class anyways so why start caring tomorrow

>>36903451
the average person enters uni at 18 and graduates at 22, what makes you think you're different from that?

>>36904053
I dunno, I just feel guilty about not going to a final

>used adderall to study today but don't have anymore for tomorrow when I actually write the final

did I fuck up bros?

>>36904059
because i am in australia where uni goes for 3 years

>>36904094
go get more? you can probably find a million dealers on your campus

>>36904094
Stay away from adderall or at the very least save it for *extreme* emergency study/writing bursts. That stuff will literally kill you, it's an amphetamine and using it unperscribed is risky as hell

t. man who nearly killed himself using adderall wrong

>>36904202
t. straight edge brad