I got kicked out my first semester of uni. Normies feel free

>>36883696
>Grow to hate myself because i thought i was actually somewhat intelligent, 3.7 GPA in high school
This is one of the biggest redpills. High school grade inflation is an atrocity. Sorry you had to realize your mediocrity this way, but trust me, it gets better when you accept that you're a failure.

>>36883696
You know there's so much material online now that you could easily have passed your classes while only leaving your dorm for finals and food

>>36883731
I guess so. My teachers were always inflating my ego, I guess I was just a dummy after all.

>>36883696
>>Send me back a reply after in 12 hours saying they don't care
oh wow. usually they are eager to make more money or push people along... was it med school?

>>36883786

Well regarded colleges tend to do that. They expect you to keep good grades and not fail classes.

i remember living on campus. it got to the point where i wouldn't ever leave my room. i didn't really have food in there, so i stopped eating. i would get dressed for class and then as i was about to walk out the door i would just take my book sack off and get back in bed because i dreaded being around all those people again. eventually i stopped going to class altogether and would get 4-5 hours of sleep in a 48 hour period. i could never sleep because there were always other people making noise, with our neighbors consistently showering at 2:00am and the cleaning ladies starting at 5:30am. i started to feel like i was genuinely losing my mind and became paranoid and anxious. even though there were always people around, i would go weeks without speaking to anyone and my inability to escape or find an outlet led to social isolation. that was probably the closest i've come to killing myself

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>>36883740
That was what I did, unfortunately, couldn't save me from poor memory retention and bad test taking skills. I studied a lot and I genuinely felt bad when I still did poorly. I should've gotten some tutoring but I tried to avoid people and figure things out my way.
>>36883786
No, it kind of surprised me, they dismissed me pretty fast.

>>36883826
thats pretty sad anon. i hope things get better if they haven't already

>>36883696
>start uni this year
>no friends no family no gf
>only leave room for classes or to go to the store
>never socialise
>drink every day
>piss in bottles to avoid having to leave room
>virtually never study
>leave all assessments to the last minute
>don't even remember doing half of them because I was too drunk
>doing well on all units
>semester is nearly over and I somehow managed to pass it

Dunno how I ended up any different from you OP.

>>36883941

that shit doesn't work when you get to upper division. you need to sort your shit out before it's too late

>>36883962
Yeah dude I know. I gotta quit drinking. Try focus on my work some more. If I fuck this up I'm homeless with zero prospects.

>>36883941
Glad you passed but don't take it for granted man, shit is expensive.

why is nobody listing what they're studying

You didn't like the social situation, you didn't like the classes, you didn't like the major, you didn't like the teachers or their attitude
You weren't motivated by grades because you didn't any of the rest of the shit! Why would you be? It sounds like it sucked cock from your perspective!
Was the problem the major? I'd be surprised if your first semester had a single thing to do with your major, the way they run things now with core classes, but was it?
Was the problem that the school was actually kind of shit? A lot of them are, and few people admit it.
If the attitude of the place made you feel like never leaving, that's a problem in itself.

Goddamn anon please don't make this the thing that makes you think you're subpar.

If the major was the problem, go ahead and change it. If the school was shit, go somewhere else and pretend this never happened. If the new school asks where you're transferring from, say nowhere, you were working.
If uni is the problem, then tell your parents and everyone else to fuck the fuck off with their rude and shallow ideas of what a person should do and be.

Please anon, you can't let it drag you down. It's not the fuckup you think it is. You still have all the time in the world to sort shit out, just make sure YOU are the one who decides how it's sorted. Experiencing the disappointment of others is pure illusion and will never allow you to feel free

>>36884052
I'd personally like to go a thread without the
>falling for the {literally any degree} meme

>>36883941
last minute is best minute

>>36883826
That's shitty, man. I feel for you.

>>36883696
>professors teach
Sorry man. Your university was too harsh teebeehaych. Anyone heading to uni should be aware of this. Professors do not teach in university. They hand you assignments and you need to learn on your own. I was almost in OP's position until I started self teaching myself and just going to class to do tests. It raised my GPA dramatically.

>>36884052
Drunk Anon here that's somehow still passing. I'm doing Medicine.

>>36883696
maybe a lot of robots are like this too but OP I feel the exact same. Like your events line up with mine almost perfectly, the only difference is that I have a mental dependency on weed now, because that's what I chose to do while I was crying in my room all day. I also didn't get kicked out like that, they just won't let me back.

>>36883696
BROADWAY IS BEST BOY

>>36884061
The social situation is what kills me with anxiety. I advise OP and other robots to just earn their degrees online to avoid this.

to be honest this is probably going to be me. if i got kicked out of uni no doubt I will finally snap.

though I will be going to a shitty one as I am a brainlet so they wont be strict I think.
I dropped out of college 2 times but third time is going ok and they said I should be ok for uni and to start planning but I have no idea what to even do.

>>36883696

Fell for the uni meme. You should spend at least your freshman year at a well accredited community college. It's cheap to free with grants and if you fuck up you aren't out 15 grand for the semester or whatever. Don't feel bad, this isn't the end just a learning experience. I'd recommend going to community college for 2 years to keep costs down while you improve your skills of coping while being a student. You'll still come out ahead compared to 2 years of Uni, even with one semester messed up.