Alcohol Addiction

I woke up at 5 am today and started drinking at 5:30. You're definitely not alone.

>>36865039
you look unwell

i have a compulsion to get fucked up really often. doesnt matter too much what with. booze fit the tab for a while. the side effects got way too ridiculous though. sick as fuuuuuck

How do people get addicted to this shit

Isn't the pain the next enough to prevent you from not indulging in more?

>>36865550
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Actually every sunday i'm sick as fuck and i want to kill myself, so i'm thinking about stopping drinking

But it's not easy

>>36865039
I can't consume more than 2 drinks without getting the stupids and for the next four days feeling pretty stupid and angry

>>36865550
So you wait a day and start drinking again. Big deal.

>>36865039
I started at 15. Every male in my family has a high alcohol tolerance, but mine is even higher due to staring so early. I'm extremely underweight but to date only 1 person has ever been able to outdrink me: a soilder I met up with from this board.

Nowadays I'm just bored of alcohol. It doesn't do anything anymore, I can just keep taking shots and still feel completely normal mentally. The physical effects are just boring when you still have a clear head. Used to get the shakes when I didn't drink, after kicking xanax withdrawals, I've gotten over my alcohol cravings as well.

I haven't got it bad, but I worry about it sometimes. I get very cheerful and enjoy shitposting on forums when I'm drunk. Since my life is kinda empty (neet life, no friends, bad health), it's like those two times a week I feel I have fun. I'm also depressed and feel very little to no joy outside of being drunk

So, yeah, so far it's only twice a week, but I feel cravings the day after the hangover. I think if I didn't have a room mate, I might drink more.

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>>36865039
Yeah dude its a pile of colt 45s on my floor and big bottled meads.
I been drinking less but that is because I only have a few hundred and I wanna buy a big bottle.

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>>36867883
12 bucks a bottle but I get so friggin smash drinking all those colts anyway.

>>36865039
I don't! I have a problem with energy supplements and caffeine, but not alcohol!

>>36867883
Where you live man? Let's hang out