Why do you bother and try to be a normie? Why not enjoy your

Who says I try to be normal, ever since a man named Adolfo touched me, I changed to blackened potato

Because I can't enjoy my autism for what it is unless I am putting my mind to work on a difficult problem. I can collect neetbux and do exactly like you said. I have done just that for so many years. But I want a wife. I want children. I want a car and I want new carpet in my house. So I am putting in extra effort. I have a job that requires me to talk to people despite my social anxiety. I've already gone so much further in life than most of the people on this board and I frequently get reeeeeed at. Doesn't hurt my feelings. It's just a reminder of what I used to be and still could be if I didn't get my ass out of bed in the morning.

>>36863517
Because I have a moral duty to perfect myself in order to accomplish noble and righteous goals, goals which I will never accomplish if I'm complacent. If I cling to aspects of my own sperg because I've attached ego and identity to them, and in doing so refuse to grow and change as a person, then my weakness and stagnation amount to sin.

Moreover, cringe is unpleasant and I don't want to make other people feel it.

-literal autist

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I made a solid effort to become normal. It lasted for a few months and then I realized i dont want to be normal and i hate normalfags.
I'm fine with being a super autist but i do wish i could get a job so i can upgrade my pc.

>>36863870
I don't really hate normalfags. I hate the ones I work with but not the ones that are my customers. I occasionally get shitty ones though.