is anybody else here secretly insane?

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>>36860871
I sometimes have back and forth conversions with myself.

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yes, I am obsesssed with poop

>>36860871
>>insane
yes
>>secretly
no

>>36860916
This is normal behavior, it's called thinking. If you speak out loud and do it you're breaking a social norm but it's not insane.

>>36860871
>>insane
no
>>secretly
yes

>>36860871
I have really bad OCD which makes me whisper to myself even in public.

>>36860871
Yes, i have lost my mind and my neighboors are starting to get scared of me.
Weird, i used to be afraid of crazy people out in public as a kid, and now ive become the very thing that scared me.
Funny shit right there.

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me

pic related, your's truly

>>36860871
I'm literally autistic, probably got OCD, definitely anxiety and depression. I think that qualifies as insane.

Matter of fact I am! I'm going to buy a logsplitter soon and stick my fuckin legs in it!

>>36862197
fuck, couldnt you just be obsessed with murder or rape or something normal? i fucking hate people like you

Insane people don't know they're insane.

>>36863662
you'll miss your legs afterwords anon, what you should do is stick somebody elses (preferably a minorities) legs in it

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>>36863708
>you'll miss your legs afterwords anon
Nope haha! I'm doing it because I want to have no legs!

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>>36863728
Have you watched pic related?

>>36863778
Nope but it looks interdasting. Maybe I'll watch it some time

>>36863814
You should if you have fantasies about self-amputation.

>>36860871
Secretly? No.
Ororogi

>>36863834
Guess I'll have to watch it then. Thanks for the recommendation!

>>36863847
EIaborate boyo

depends what definition you'd use. I've done things most people would never do but I'm also pretty mentally stable and grounded

>>36860871
>secretly

oreganolio

>>36863945
I don't hide being weird nor do i hide the conversations i have with my other personalities.
I give zero shits what other people think about literally anything let alone what they think about me as a person.
All i need is me, myself, and i.

>>36864058
Secretary general

>>36863595
*you're-s

>>36860871
I ham.
Contextually insane

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>>36860871
uhh.. secretly?

>>36860871
yes ive always been dormant-ly crazy i guess
but over the course of years i have become really deranged. its a secret but soemtimes when it shows i pretend to be on drugs and (i think) people believe it.

>>36863693
i notice my insanity afterwards :))

>>36862197
Sauce pls

And yes i tried reverse image search

>>36860871
How could one know such a thing? Sanity and insanity are perspectives of the subjective. To the perspective of 'reality' (that of which we can never know) they are indistinguishable; both facades, both false.

At what point does a sane man become insane? What if he was insane and has returned to sanity? Its all a rather pitiable dialogue, in truth.

>>36864459
Definitely not me ;) winks

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>>36860871
>secretly
>implying

>secretly insane

You know, part of being insane is an overwhelming lack of self-awareness. Hint, it's not so secret to anyone else.

I'm insane doing the same things in pursuit of new results

>>36864540
Shiiiiiiet niggrr

>36864761
Variables exist independent of your actions. You are a miniscule factor in the determination of the events you experience.

>>36864717
my first (You) in days :')

>>36865055
Here's another. Now be my bf

>>36864540
I don't think it's so black and white man. I'm beyond fucked in the head but I'm completely aware of it

>>36865186
What part of his post strikes you as black and white? I have never seen a more open-ended statement than the post you refer to.

>>36860871
>on /r9k/
>secretly insane
>secretly

The only reason im not in jail right now is when i did a fucked thing when i was 17 the magistrate thought i was 15

I have occasional moments of extreme rage where all I can think about is murder but they're fleeting. So no I'm not crazy, not yet.

Has anyone opened the seventh gate through drug-use and now eternity and the endless void loom over their every waking thought?

>>36864478
it's momabliss I think
tread with caution

>>36865530
Sure l have bud

>>36865530
Yes.
What drug did u use bro?

>>36863693
They can obviously tell something is fucking wrong.

>>36865581
Mushrooms, DMT.

>>36865475
what did you do anon
was it reeeeeally bad?

>>36860871
I unironically believe I'm God.

All my close friends and family know, though, so it's not really a secret desu.

>>36865628
Rip mind.

Yeah i did it with megafaggot amounts of dxm.
One thing i found is the feeling that it will never end is part of it. It does end. Its okay you will get through it.

I destroyed my brain with too much acid and related research chemicals and now I mutter my constant maladaptive daydreams aloud.

>>36865673
Shit I forgot DXM, that too.

Tbh I don't mind it at all. I like it a lot, but my life is more or less destroyed in the face of the awe-inspiring knowledge of the great paradox.

>>36865643
I took too many drugs then during my immediate stages of psychosis i stole a car and crashed it into another car and killed the old lady driver and injured her granddaughter. I am still fucked up from that.

>>36865667
I'm actually god and I made people like you believe you are on purpose so nobody would actually believe me and I won't blow my cover

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>>36865716
That's fucking metal.

>>36865716
this is why I will never learn to drive
I don't trust myself when intoxicated

>>36865847
I diddnt know how to drive. I dont know how i did.

>>36863595
I have schizophrenia and constantly want to kill people around me
Does thay count?

>>36865930
Sorry didn't mean to quote you Anon

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>>36860871
The worst thing I've experienced is a feedback loop of logic that in the past drove my imbalanced, hormonal mind to soul-rending misery and an incredulous amount of teenage angst the likes of which may be exaggerated but continues to haunt my waking hours (periodically).
Having matured sense then; I find myself largely disinterested to elaborate on any one individual and whatever impulse drives them to behave so abnormally. I also see that many people rely upon what they consider an acute insanity in order to justify their overall lack of character in an attempt to define themselves, however shallow a gesture it ultimately is.
While this certainly isn't true for some and my own projection on the matter must be taken into account; I cannot see how any respectable person or persons would attempt to dispute this and would greatly appreciate a successful attempt at doing so.
>tl;dr most of you niggers aren't any better than teenagers going "lol im so randum xD" and should be ashamed

Badabump
Orogono

>>36860871
No I am just a human and express my self after a life of repressing everything.

>>36865785
Thanks for letting me know, m80 ;3

>>36867421
You're very welcome sweetie pie

>>36867495
No you're very welcome ;3

>>36860871
i do think we live in a simulation like reality were time isn't linear but expands from the center of importancy

We are experimenting with a drug to create delusions of grandeur

>>36867738
Oh yeah dude I'm feeling what you're saying

>>36860871
Yes I just want to see people die, god I hope WW3 happens

>>36867738
I think the same thing and importance stems from how significant of a ripple in time an event creates according to number of changes it caused