How do you guys deal with the emptiness?
I masturbate until I'm too tired to care.
>>36854434
I imagine I'm somebody else and *boom* I feel much better about myself.
stare at the walls of my bubble
>>36854434
Drugs
Also reading... for some reason its easier for me to pay attention to a book than movie or tv
>>36854661
Who are your role models?
>>36854434
drinking cheap beer and listening to sad music
>>36854434
I WATCH A LOT OF SPORT
I WATCH CARTOON AND ANIME
I WATCH SERIES
I WATCH STUFF I GUESS
Is anyone else's depression starting to make it impossible to function? I can barely preform at my job. All I want to do is quit and be a NEET. It's getting hard not to just give up and let whatever happen to me.
>>36854434
Eating -> Cutting -> Overdose and admit to hospital
>>36854782
The feelings stay even when you're a neet. You can just be lazy and depressed at the same time.
I realize there is no emptiness because all of reality begins within me and the the entire mosaic of possibility is channeled through every nerve ending.
>>36854837
At least then I won't have to exert effort. Why bother doing anything? Apathy is all I have.
>>36854434
Distracting myself via escapism is literally the only way.
Cigarettes, self harm, video games (though vast majority of games are shit), some good movies here and there.
I used to watch anime, but tired of it after about 10 years of weekly viewing of shows. Eventually it all blurred into one and every damn show seems to be a carbon copy of something else. When its not, its usually garbage in some other ways.
Can't trust entertainment too much.
Snack usually, before meals.
Started getting into Anime about 6 months or so ago. Used to hate on it pretty bad for years, but I gave it a chance and found out that I actually really like a lot of it. I usually watch an episode of something on my lunch break at work, and I'll watch another episode of something after I eat dinner at night. It gives me two ~25min periods a day where I'm not completely miserable.
>>36854863
I have no good argument. It's just a choice between stress and boredom. But I understand where you're at right now and it's not a fun place.
>>36854434
Korean soap operas
>>36854434
I don't, to be honest.
But actually though I don't know how much longer I can be bothered feeling like this for
Marathon cute anime
Think about how it can all be over if I kill myself
I pass gas until the room is filled with my aura.