Lost virginity yesterday, at 25. There is still hope brothers

Yeh I have a question.
Why are you still here you fucking normie scum?

>>36848501
That's what I wanted to ask

>>36848468
Congrats, how did she look like and how did you pull it off .

>>36848543
she's quite short and slightly chubby. Not my style but we've been friends for a while and have a lot in common so we ended up seeing each other more and more, movies at my place, alcool etc.
So yeah, it was okay, i did last an acceptable time while not being entirely hard it was still quite nice. Obviously nothing magical but I guess it's normal with the slight stress, uncomfortable condom etc.

>>36848683
do you feel like a normie now

>>36848468
Now that you're a normie and bragging about your sex on here like all the others, will you break the cycle and leave us, or continue the internet bragging, even though people get paid to do what you did for free and there's no evidence of your escapades.

>>36848698
absolutely not, and I'll probably never will.
But it certainly has some light positive impact on confidence, and perspective to not get stuck in shit situations i guess :^)

im 30
there is no hope
FUCK YOU REEE

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>>36848468
Were you afraid that you'll cum instantly when you enter in her? That's my biggest fear that it will be better then my expectations and that I will not be able to control myself. Did you control yourself easily or did you struggle focusing?

>>36848762
I never wanted to brag about it, just to tell you that it's not impossible, have some hope, do not keep yourself in a full sore-assed attitude :^(

I hardly ever post anyway, don't need to prove anything. But I will stay since a sexual intercourse did not automatically remove my shit social skills

>>36848468
Was the prostitute expensive? I always find they look way too trashy for my liking or if not they're photoshopped into unreality.

>>36848857
this. i'm almost 34.

REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>36848914
hah important technical point. I managed to keep relatively relaxed, because at that point i had no more expectations probably. And that was very good because i know how stressed i can get and lasting a correct time or even just getting hard can be impossible in such a situation. I did try the "obvious easy things to say but less easy to do" like breathing deeply, not focusing on technical aspects etc. So yeah, not being focused is better than being to much i think

>>36849190
So you should just be 'go with a flow but when things get intense, slow down or pull it out.'
What was the most difficult position for you in terms of focusing. I believe that mine will be doggystyle since it's awing to me when a woman bends over and I can see that 'trench' on her spine. (Sorry for bad english, it's not my mother language.)

>>36849387
exactly. Also, since women are more emotional I'm pretty sure that going slow is fine since it makes it less 'porn like'.
Hah we just did missionary. She's pretty shy so i guess starting with anything else would have felt weird but i'd love to try other things too :^)

Was she turned off/concerned with you being a virgin, or did you not even bring it up?

>>36848698
lmao having sex wont change your mindset if you have been on this place for more than a week
we are here forever

do you now realize how meaningless penis in vagina is?

i read that she was short and fat, so honestly you'er still a virgin

come back when you fucked a hot chick

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how much did you have to pay anon?

>>36848537
>>36848501
>Why are you still here you fucking normie scum?

You don't get it.

I'm not the OP -- I was a wizard until age 39. I'm married now, but that does absolutely nothing to erase the fact that I spent decades of my life as a khv virgin. Those decades of loneliness and despair changed me in a profound way. The sadness never really goes away, because it's a sadness for lost decades that can never be recovered. I look at my wife the way a normie can't -- she is the person who rescued me, and I never forget for an instant what it felt like before she rescued me. That's why I'm here on /r9k/ -- to try to come to terms with my decades of life in that metaphorical dark underground prison, not knowing if I would ever be released.

I know that's the hardest part for robots -- not knowing if you will ever be released from that metaphorical prison. Some of you have given up. Some of you haven't. Some of you rage in anger at the system that keeps you in prison. Some of you blame yourselves for being in prison. Some of you try to find a way to escape. Some of you accept your fate. Some of you deny your fate. I know it all, because that was my life. I know it all because I was a Wizard, and I still retain all of the Wizard's knowledge.