I feel empty

>>36834641
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anhedonia
its a valid concern and one i struggle with. idk if you need to pathologize the actual feeling, but yeah i don't really want anything and nothing brings me joy really.

>>36834641
Where the hell do you get H

>>36834641
your the player of your game
if there was no you there was nothing at all

>>36834664
>Be loner in 8th grade
>Play age of empire on library computers every lunch
>Play with some kid named Jessie who was a troubled normie at best
>4 years later he's a full on drug dealer
>Contact him on fb for acid
>When I'm picking up he mentions how he's binging and has really good heroin
>Impulsively spend $250 of bday savings on it
>Have some to this day still
I don't trust the darkweb but some people here say its safe, might resort to it soon

>>36834724
What's the point of playing though?

>>36834796
reproducing, assignment of every living things

>>36834641
nah you're pretty much fucked, everyone can see that you're human garbage

>>36834641
Stop masturbating and watching porn

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>>36835302
I actually have, 9 days in and I don't have a sex drive at all. Idk what happened

>>36835046
I have a feeling strangers think I'm normal... my family knows though, I don't care about that as much as I should though

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had similar problems so I tried MDMA to gauge just how empty I am

yep I'm pretty empty