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Who else is drunk again ?
slipped back
i haven't drank in 82 days man if i can do it so can you. I believe in you!!!
>ever letting your blood alcohol level below 3%
>why even not even
>>36824997
Last time i was drinking was in january
>>36825050
good on you anon
don't really see the benefits of not drinking myself
>>36825037
Already did it during almost 4 months but slipped back because I have no one to impress anymore so I don't really care
I guess it has to finish like this
>>36825082
don't think like that brother have you tried rehab? Or at lest aa or na. Personally id go with na. aa are a bunch of pricks.
im currently sober 8 days, and im bored cleaning my room. i want a shot to help me through this monotony.
>>36825037
what was your first two weeks sober like? Its not really difficult staying sober for me personally, but ive got a tradition and its being drunk when i clean. I havent really had too strong of an urge to drink until now.
>a drunk wagecuck
Who would have thought?
>>36825196
I don't think I need this kind of help, for those 4 months it was easy to me because that person kept me busy to avoid being bored and wanting to drink
I don't really think I need help, it's just the continuation of what I've started before
>>36825210
fucking hell man i drank pretty heavily. i had the shakes so bad i was basically vibrating. I didn't go into a detox out of fear i would see some people that i knew cuz im pretty well know with the druggys in my area and most of them think i was total clean. I felt like i let them down you know? But after the first 2 weeks it gets easier you just got to hang in there.
>>36824981
Yeah. Starting to worry about how it is affecting my body. I binge drink every two days, and usually drink just shy of a litre of Vodka before I pass out.
>>36825367
thats dreadful man. I never got any of that withdraw stuff, at any point of my drinking history. Im pretty much past feeling like i want to drink at the moment, and im pretty sure i wont have another urge to drink, but like i said im voluntarily staying sober, drinking is something i normally do and because of my circumstances i have to prove to everyone around me that im not an alcoholic. Maybe i am, but aside from this instance i am maintaining my self control.
sucks though cuz i would love to consciously take just one drink. and maybe i should. if i can take a shot or two respectively to how much im cleaning this evening, and have no more than that would that not reinforce that i am conscious of my alcohol intake, and suggest that i am not in fact an alcoholic? whats your opinion?
>>36825404
You're fat or not ?
Ori
>>36825577
No I'm very skinny, starting to get a small potbelly though.
>>36825564
I was doing the same, it was to prove to someone that I'm not alcoholic but when you're alone with yourself, you know (or you think) that you're not
Stope some days/weeks to prove that you're not but consider that it will never be enough for people
>>36825640
I guess you don't eat before drinking to improve effects like me
A small potbelly isn't that serious
I'd be drinking if I had the money for it.
>>36825706
Sometimes I do, sometimes I don't
I tend to eat a lot before I get drunk anyway, or else I will go out and buy some nasty takeaway food
>>36825664
yeah cuz as soon as i decide to take a drink ill be considered an alcoholic again. Thats my biggest problem with AA and the term "alcoholic" as a medical diagnosis, its too broad and is essentially social prohibition. i have abused alcohol before, but it was circumstantial and i made a conscious choice to abuse it. Now im making a conscious choice to not use alcohol, and i want to make a conscious choice to take a drink. Im going to keep staying sober for the time being, and go on until its time to let myself take a drink.
fuckin fuck. i need to get back to cleaning.
>>36825196
Depends on where you are, but i've been to both multiple times, and it's always the same, 'well my life is WAY WORSE THAN YOURS HERE'S WHY' bullshit. Like a dick measuring contest for other losers like myself. I mean it's sort of like /r9k/ in a way, but most of the time folks here are actually helpful instead of just trying to make you feel worse. I use this place for my recovery a lot. It's slow, but i'm working on it. After binging for a few months this past year i'm about 2 weeks into my latest sobriety. I need to smoke more weed, being sober is hell.