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>be 22yo depressed kissless virgin
>finally decide to put myself out there and get a date
>too big of a coward, so to take some calming meds and vodka
>text a qt who's a friends of a friend
>she replies and is interested
>holyshititactuallyworked.rar
>plan to meet her next day at a pub/club
>she agrees
next day
>come at 9pm, just like we agreed
>took some more xanax to help with the nerves
>20 minutes pass by, she's not here
>text her where she is
>no reply
>spend 2 hours at the pub, drugged, drinking alone like the pathetic piece of shit
>can hear people talk and laugh at me
>don't give a shit, cause xanax
>finally get text
>"Sorry, I forgot to say, I can't come today"
>don't give a shit, cause xanax
>go home directly to bed
>next morning, when meds wore off, cry for the first time in 7 years
I'm done. I'm fucking done. I'll never feel love. Why even try. I've lost all will to live. Gonna try heroin, because if I OD, at least I'll die in pure bliss. FUCK THIS GAY EARTH
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>>36823715
>tfw can't talk to girls no matter how intoxicated I am
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>>36823715
>be level 23hhkv neet
>never make any moves
>realize the problem is in me anyway
>drink to ease pain
slowly level in the same zone
nothing ever happens
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>>36823892
I've been drinking and poppin pills to cope with depression but it seems I only dig my grave deeper
they say it'll get better but I've lost all hope
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Give up on romantic love. Ultimately the desire for it is nothing more than a yearning to have someone else preserve a false and illusory image of yourself. No one can go beyond their flawed and mortal selves. Try to be content alone, it's possible. Your 'need' for love is more imagined than you think.
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>>36823968
it's good solution but it's only temporary
it seems to work but time passes, months turn into years and you realize nothing changed
and you are not only in same shitty situation but also wasted time
so you go about it again and the circle continues
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Girls are not worth whatever you are investing. Focus on yourself and having fun.
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>>36824051
easy to say, but I'm not an emotionless machine. I have no clue how to repress emotions
>>36824112
I already focus a lot on myself. I try to work out, play music, dess good, all types of normie shit because fake it till you make it, right?
Well not a thing has changed, I've been a loser in middle school, high school and now in uni;;
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>>36824112
what if you are depressed and nothing is fun anymore and you want to taste a relationship because you never got to your entire life?
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>>36824251
yes, exactly. I just want to feel love. just once
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>>36823715
>I'm done trying to find love
>I'm only 22
I am 19 and non virgin but I have an uncle who is a 53 year old NEET virgin who has never had a girlfriend and just plays half life and doom mods on a win XP computer from 2003 all day.
It is too late for someone like him, not you.
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>>36825338
holy shit that's severe robotness
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>>36825416
Yeah, as you might have guessed he is very socially awkward but he is very nice to me. He gives me like 200 pounds for my birthday somehow and always asks me about doom 1 & 2.
I wonder if he posts here sometimes...
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