School Day Feels

>tfw teacher made fun of my stutter
>tfw had to eat in library during high school
>tfw teacher said "who wants to work with anon?" once and I audibly hear a few kids say "who?"

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>tfw agreed to do a kid's homework for a year in exchange for a can of pringles

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repost from old thread:
>last day of high school
>decide to catch the bus to school even though I have a car
>want to feel a camaraderie with my fellow students
>I don't talk to anyone but a kid starts altering the lyrics to... some current pop song at the time to apply to the last day of school that has everyone laughing, so I DO feel a bond of sorts
>go to class
>after 20 minutes all seniors are sent to the assembly room
>we practice graduation walk
>after 90 minutes rehearsal is done
>they let us go home if we want to
>can't go home cause didn't take car
>have no friends to give me a ride
>acquaintance of mine who also probably didn't have any friends asks if I want to go to the record store
>say ok
>I follow him out to the parking lot
>he asks "so where you parked man"
>tell him I had to take the bus
>"oh I thought you had a car"
>quickly decide to lie and tell him my mom had to use it cause hers crapped out on her
>he awkwardly makes small talk, trying to hide the fact that he was using me for my car and the general feeling of company, but if I couldn't offer him a ride he didn't really care to hang out with me specifically
>after 5 minutes I tell him that I remembered I promised the social studies teacher I'd help her pack shit up
>"alright, later man. See you at graduation"
>go hang out in the courtyard until the bus comes
>I heard his name called at graduation but that's the last time we ever spoke

It was a rather low key day. Idk in retrospect I probably would have taken the car.

>tfw home schooled and didnt have to experience all the emotional trauma most robots did
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>>36820425
>can talk to kids at school
>has car
>still had hope by the end of high school
The failed normie childhood sounds fun

>>36820198
>tfw late bloomer
>only realized everyone was having sex with one another when I fell in love for the first time during senior year

turns out I had wasted my youth on vidya and history books.

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>>36820288
I know that feel bro, I have a stutter too. I only stutter when i'm at school because i'm always nervous and i'm never confident in myself.

>tfw can't remember anything from high school
I know it was shitty and I never had friends but it was over 25 years ago and all the specifics have been drowned in all the beer I drank in my late 20s/early 30s

>last year
>go to my 10 year high school reunion
>rent nice tux
>tell myself it will be fun
>show up alone (obviously)
>kind of stand around for 30 minutes, trying to see if any of the other spergs I hung out with showed up
>eventually one does
>I go up and say hi
>somehow he doesn't recognize me, even though I'm not fat and still have my hair (the same could not be said for him)
>remind him of who I am
>it registers, he asks if I'm doing some AV job (we were both in the AV club and I always was little bit ahead of everyone else)
>tfw I've stacked cans at Safeway for the past 9 years
>lie and say I got fired from my last job, in between jobs right now
>after literally 90 seconds of talking, he says he sees someone and drifts off
>none of the other spergs show
>watch all the popular kids/normies laughing it up, having a grand ol' time
>walk to the bathroom on the other side of campus, lock myself in and yell
>look in the mirror and tell myself I have to make this work (whatever that means), that there's still time

>head back
>it has started to clear out
>some borderline-chad asks me who I am
>tell him
>asks me what I do for a living
>decide to just be honest
>"oh" he says
>but he doesn't care enough to feel that disgusted, cause really he just wants to tell anyone and everyone that he has a publishing deal
>there's a circle of people talking that I walk up to, one guy kind of dominating conversation
>I think of a few witty remarks to add, know I'll just get weird glares (already getting a few just for being in the circle), decide to just keep mouth shut
>lurk around til there are literally 9 people left, they all talk to each other but no one will voluntarily talk to me
>realize I don't want to be the last one there
>get in shitty 20 year old car and drive off

I don't know what I expected, but that was horrible. It was jarring, remembering the future I imagined as a hopeful beta, and the future that actually happened.

Weren't the geeks supposed to come out on top?

I actually did ok in school. It was afterward that I lost all my friends and developed social anxiety.

>>36821072
You might be more comfortable on reddit or tumblr then

Stupid thread. Has nothing to do with qt girls you couldn't bang.

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>hang out with the weird kids at lunch
>don't actually like them
>just hang out with them because they just barely tolerate you

>>36821420
>all the Spergs hate each other and want to hang out with Chad
>we are all each other's third or fourth choices
Life sucks for everyone not in that top 5%

>>36820288
>had to eat in library during lunch
See this posted a lot. I didn't have a library and just had to endure the excruciating lunch period everyday.

>>36820801
Yeah my 10 year reunion is coming up. Not gonna bother with it because I figure it'd go something like this, at best.

>>36820344
I remember that commercial. Can't find it on jewtube though

>have a seizure in science class
>paramedics put me on stretcher
>look over at the rest of the class
not one persons head even turned that's how little they cared

>>36821977
That made me kek really hard. Thanks anon.

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>>36820198
>Elementary school.
>I'm being bullied.
>Tell teacher.
>Teacher tells bullies to stop.
>They dont.
>Repeat process.
>Teacher starts to outright ignore me.
I know she couldn't do a lot but it would have been nice if she at least pretended to care. Theres nothing really interesting, they broke me when i was a kid, barely talked to people in highschool because i was afraid, and now im all alone and want to kill myself but i dont want to hurt my parents.

>>36822256
You sound like a normie honestly

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>tfw I was too autistic to understand people were bullying me
It's an abstract kind of feel

>Had a group of friends
>was only really friends with 2 of them in the group of 4
>our group kind of merges with another group of 4 since 1 of us and 1 of them were good friends
>now in group of nine
>was pretty good, felt like I got along and had friends because basically nobody cared enough to hate me
>have a day away from school due to illness
>come in next day
>only 3 people sitting at regular table
>ask whats up
>there was a huge argument over something stupid
>group split apart
>I couldn't speak to my friends because they sat elsewhere now after the argument
>just spent the last year or so reading quietly at lunch instead

hehe, dumb girls, whilst they were having arguments and drama I was bettering my intellect

2 years ago this thread would have gotten more replies.
Now all the attention is going to fembot threads from thirsty or angry orbiters.
/r9k/ is dead. Wizchan is philosophically correct in some ways but the culture sucks. There's nowhere else to go.

>move to new town right before 2nd grade starts
>move in three days before school
>know nobody
>everyone is already friends from First grade
>sit alone in class
>sit alone at recess and lunch
>after a few days, looking around
>talk to one kid behind me who is also drawing war pictures
>cool guy
>he asks if i play football
>say that I've never played
>says he and friends will show me
>recess
>sperg out and pick up Y-shaped stick because I think the goal of football is to punt the ball through the goalpost
>scream "I'm the goal!"
>kids laugh and call ne stupid
>drop stick and walk away to bathroom
>take teddy bear out of backpack and cry as I hug it
>kids come in, i'm in the stall
>be quiet
>hear them talking about "the stupid kid who doesn't know how to play football"
>feel like shit

After a few months I tried again and they taught me. I hung out with that group until highschool until i got into punk rock and did that whole thing. Hanging out with the pre-jocks taught me how to be a bully and that it was expected that you were supposed to be mean to the 'weird kids'. So I spent my time from ~7 to 18 being a bully, and now I'm 21 and am haunted by memories of times where myself and my friends would fuck with the nerdy kids, when I knew exactly what they were nerding out on because I was secretly a nerd too

Feels bad man

>>36820198
>dig through filing cabinets after school
>find my record and throw away a bunch of shit that was in it

idk how people can justify the existence of that shit. it's basically a kid criminal record that will always be around for some random nigger to dig up and make assumptions about you based on your actions as a 6 year old.

>>36823562
>His group of friends had nine fucking people
gtfo normie

>>36824030
No, it was more like I was friends with 2 people who were friends with 7 people

>>36820198
I'm 23 and am still shut in NEET living with parents. 16 year old sister brings friend over, texts me now so I can hide before they get here.
It is unreal that it's gotten to this point.

>shortest kid was 4'
>grew taller than me by senior year
>perfect 6'2"
>I hit 5'4" in 7th grade

I ironically unironically want to die