does anyone else feel that they are losing their grip on reality? I've been having a hard time telling what is real and what is not anymore. Sometimes I will go to sleep and dream something, and when I wake up, I cant remember if that thing happened in real life or not, and I only find out after doing research and reviewing records of my previous activity
Are you on any psychiatric/recreational drugs?
>>36809704
no. Does that mean anything?
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>>36809875
Well, it means that your issue is not drug-induced. That's something.
You might want to consider trying CBD. It's very safe and some evidence indicates it may possess an anti-psychotic effect, without the serious side effects of pharmaceutical antipsychotics.
It's a very mild substance with very little in the way of side effects other than a strange sort of calming.
I've had the theory for a long time that everyone else is actually insane and every action that makes sense besides my own is one big cosmic coincidence?
Of course, I may just be drunk and insane myself. Pay no heed to the ramblings of a drunken wizard.
>>36810194
i used to do weed, but even that does nothing for me anymore. maybe I'm too depressed for it. all I do is ell it now for a prophet
>>36810231
everything is a cosmic coincidence. We wouldn't even be here if the nebula which was once our solar system wasn't hit by the shockwave of an exploding star. Which triggered the reactions forming us. Nothing exists on purpose. There is no deep meaning or connection between people. We are all alone
>>36810231
How may I perceive as you do? May I be your apprentice?
>>36809675
Anyone else have "nightmares" where you are the killer?
Recently I dreamed that I was chasing and killing people with a knife and my "fear" was that they would get away
>>36810243
Most weed strains have a ton of THC and very little CBD.
>>36810304
I used to have dreams of be being a massive sadist, but I have seemed to stop these by playing grand theft auto. Killing people seems to relax me
>>36810304
Yeah man. It's not even dreams anymore. Homicidal thoughts make up half of all of my thoughts. Sleep is just another daydream of murder.
>>36810313
maybe its worth a try. I live in socal so it shouldn't be too hard to find
>>36810304
I have dreams of some possessive lunatic "loving" me, which involves stalking and stabbing with a knife. Could it be my hidden fetish or something?
>>36810349
Look for ones that are VERY low THC. Little to none is what you're looking for. Under 1% if possible.
The CBD content should be close to 20% or more.
Don't expect a high, but I wouldn't be surprised if you noticed an improvement in your thinking and clarity.
>>36810659
thanks. Also I dont want to get high anymore anyways
>>36810553
I have that too. Its just a result of people of use being so desperate for love so we fall into the dark corners of our mind and imagine someone who would love us so strongly and unconditionally so we wouldn't seem so alone anymore.
but all this does is makes us feel even more alone
>>36810194
>smoke some weed
You're retarded