I'm going back to uni next week and I'm not excited at all. Being an adult sucks, it's basically all the bad parts of childhood with none of the fun. If only I had the balls to kill myself.
>>36803045
Going back to uni in the second week of may? is it summer classes or something or are u an aussie
>>36803045
I'm going for the first time this fall. I fucking better become somewhat normie. I-It's possible right? When I see actual normies in real life I'm not so sure I can ever act like them.
>>36803045
take pills
>>36803045
Looking at jail time and years of probation for trying to help my college improve their shitty computer security. It can get worse. I wish I didn't have as strong of a will to live...
>>36803634
Summer classes desu
Had to leave during regular semester cuz tried to kill myself desu
>>36803896
FDA makes sure that shit like that rarely works. The only way you could do it is like with rat poison, which would be extremely painful
i starve myself every single day and have social anxiety so bad today i tried to get this sperg kids attention in class and it kind of worked but i was a complete autist about it why cant i talk to people??? im literally quiet all day and i never talk to anyone besides my mom
being a crippled with social anxiety and depression is really takin a toll on me, also the fact that my mom is kicking me out at 18 and i dont think 750 a month from disability or a side job is going to cut it
just fucking end me reee
>>36803896
it actually works on me