I don't know if life is worth living.
>>36792892
If you have to ask yourself, it means it's not worth it.
You have to make it worth living.
>>36792939
How? I feel like i'm in purgatory and I already my final judgement will be hell.
>>36792951
*already know
I'm stressed out now, i'm gonna be stressed out tomorrow, i'm gonna be stressed out in a month, i'm gonna be stressed out in 20 years. I just don't see the point.
>>36792951
Yeah, I feel like I'm in hell but I don't even know why. My life is a vaguely defined continuous punishment. I don't believe in life after death but I have to admit that sometimes I actually wondered if I was already dead and in hell.
You have to live with the struggle, that's life.
>>36792951
Got to find shit you enjoy, that want to pursue. If you honestly believe you're going to hell then what do you have to lose?
I don't personally believe in hell but if it exists then I damn sure have a one way ticket due to the shit I've done, but that's all the more reason to prolong the inevitable and do what I like while I'm alive.
Drop your preconceptions about what you're supposed to do and pursue YOUR life, fuck everyone else.
>>36793017
Why tho? No one has even given me a reason. The only reason I haven't killed is because I can play video games and live at my mom's for close to free
>>36793023
I play guitar. The only times I can truly say I'm happy is when I play guitar but I could never turn it into a career. And even if I did it wouldn't be as enjoyable as it was when i played by myself with no worries about making a living from it.
>>36793049
Sheeeeeeeeeiiiit, are you me?
>>36793049
Look my passion is philosophy. A degree in underwater basket weaving is more desirable than that, it doesn't stop me from pursuing it. It's not like a pawn shop needs a philosopher in any shape or form, but that's fine because it enables me to spend time on what I like. Most of life is like that.